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We're All Crooked Young

Eat Your Heart Out

When she walked away from me yesterday I knew I was needed to fix this. We had a show tonight but Motionless in white was performing this afternoon. All the guys were just hanging around. I needed her back .. my life is so fucked up but she's the only thing that made my day better. The drugs aren't helping like they used to and I know it's because my body craves for her now.






I got off the bus and looked around for her. As I was walking around my phone vibrated in my pocket. I opened it to see yet another message from Hannah. Honestly I don't know why I let her back in my life. She's no good for me. We've just been getting fucked up and fucking. .. no emotional attachment. I've been trying to forget about Arlet but every time I try, the urge to have her in my arms comes back.





I ignored her text and looked around for Arlet. I saw a couple fangirls approach me and I signed stuff for them and took pictures with them. I've been trying to push her out my head for so long that I've been doubling my drug amount. I ended up using up a month's worth of batch over a period of a two weeks .





As I walked around in the heat I heard her familiar piercing scream. I noticed that she was in the pit. . My heart started to race in fear. I practically pushed past all these people to get to her. Motionless in white was performing 'Immaculate Misconception' and the crowd was extremely huge and jumping around.






When I finally got to them , my clothes were drenched. My shredded skinny jeans and black vans and 'drop dead' tank was all sweaty and dirty. I didn't care though. All that matters was her safety. I saw her punch a girl as the pit became energized with the song. More people entered the pit making it a free for all. I pulled Arlet by her waist and she turned around with wide eyes.






"Oliver?" She questioned sounding shocked. Before I could speak a crowd of probably 59 more people rushed at us all at once and I was shoved hard away from her. Suddenly her piercing scream filled the loud air. The dust was clouding my vision and i frantically scanned for her.











After the dust settled I noticed that the pit had died down but Arlet was face down on the floor. Her body laid still and lifeless. I saw some black haired guy rush up to her but I intersected his path and picked her up first. Her nose was bleeding and her hair was matted and her face was bruised and she seemed to be passed out . "Oh shit !" Emo boy exclaimed. We quickly rushed out the pit and headed for the Medical Tent.


"What happened to her?!" I screamed at him and he looked scared shit less. "Well she wanted to mosh. So we did. But then A crowd of new people came and rushed at us. She somehow fell and they all stomped on her. I heard something crack and that's when I rushed at her ." He pleaded and looked down at her. I wish I didn't hear it but I did. I looked to see her chest rising and falling rapidly. Her side was bleeding and I hesitantly rose up her shirt.




I could see a rib pushing dangerously close to her skin . Her skin was bruised and bloody. I quickly gave her to the EMT and they quickly strapped her on the bed. I was about to move away when I felt a tug on my shirt. I looked down to see Arlet's small hand griping on to my shirt. I looked into her eyes.






They looked hurt and vulnerable and what shocked me is that she looked like she needed me. She looked like she NEEDED me ... I bit my lip nervously and crawled into the ambulance with her. As they shut the doors , I watched as they cut open her shirt and scanned over the damage. It was worse than I thought. .. the bruises were now open skin and bleeding.






I could see her bone sticking out her side just barely and ruby red blood slid down from her wounds onto the bed. I laced our fingers together as her labored breathing choked out sobs.


"I'm here BerryArry. . Im here. It's going to be okay. We're almost at the hospital. " I whispered to her as they injected her skin with needles and they hooked her up to a IV. She looked at me and I swear my whole body melted. I saw the pure terror in her eyes and the sadness. How could I ever even think of hurting her ?.




"Oli...." she mumbled barely a whisper and I leaned in close and laced our fingers together giving her comfort .



"I ... I F-Feel so cold..." she whispered and my eyes went wide. She couldn't die .. she just couldn't. I did the only thing I could .. I leaned over and pressed our lips together. Obviously she didn't kiss back given the fact that she was drugged up on medication but I needed to show her that I cared... that I wasn't leaving her this time .





Everyone was texting me about Arlet and I'm guessing that Emo Kid told them. I ignored all thier texts and as we rushed out into the hospital I could see Arlet's body spasming.





"She's going into septic shock ! " The female EMT exclaimed and she immediately started injecting some medicine directly into Arlet's chest. She stopped moving and we rushed up to the ER unit. I tried to keep up but they were running too fast.









My breath was leaving my body and all I could think of was Arlet. They ran past the 'Do Not Enter' creme colored doors and as I tried to run past . It locked right as I was about to go in , I screamed and kicked and begged for them to let me in but they still didn't open the door.





I sat on the floor and started crying my eyes out. After about 30 minutes , a man came out saying that I could go see her . I practically ran to her room and I burst through the door.




She didn't look to bad but she had bandages wrapped around her chest and waist. The steady heart beat kept me calm as I sat beside her and laced our hands together. I always loved holding her hand. Hers was so small and light and cold. I saw her eyes flutter open and she looked at me with a soft expression.




"Oli. .." she whispered relived and my heart fluttered. I've missed the way she said my name and every mistake I've made against her replayed in my mind and I frowned. I needed her in my life. .. even if we were only friends.





"Yes baby. .." I whispered before stopping myself. I was so caught up that I forgot that she left me . I bit my lip nervously and she rubbed her thumb over my hand reassuringly.



"It's okay ... I forgive you. " she whispered tears running down her face and I snapped a soft smile before speaking. "You do? ... but why??" I questioned slightly scared. Don't get me wrong I'm beyond happy but I want to know that after everything I put her through that she stills forgives me .




"Everyone deserves a second chance. .. but I was so close to death for the second time . I don't want to regret things. .. Don't make me regret forgiving you . " she mumbled and I nodded frantically.




"I swear .. I won't make you regret it. I love you BerryArry. " I cooed sweetly and she frowned a little a pulled away her hand.



"We can't do that Oli. .. im with Ricky. " she exclaimed and my heart dropped. Even though I already knew this , it still hurt. I played off a smile and rested my hands in my lap.




"So. We're friends ?" I questioned slightly scared of the reply. She nodded and I bit my lip nervously. I can't just be friends with her . I need to get her back. But being friends will have to do for now. I played with my phone phone and decided to text everyone back saying where we were.







We fell into a uncomfortable silence for about 15 minutes until all the guys rushed in . Obviously Ricky was first and I got up and rested my back on the far wall as he leaned down and kissed her passionately.







Obviously I was jealous but I had no right to be. I practically pushed her into his arms . After about a couple minutes of everyone ignoring me and focusing on her I decided to leave.






As I walked down the hallway , I heard someone call my name . I turned around to see Ricky storming toward me. His fists were balled up and he had a look of hate in his eyes as he stormed closer to me. I clenched my jaw and balled my fist. ..

Notes

Sorry if this sucks guys.. I'm seriously not emotionally stable right now. Let's just say that I'm also crooked young. I'm going through a lot and I'm trying to cope and deal with a lot. So just bare with me on these updates. .. xx.

What do you think is going to happen between Oliver and Ricky?


Give feedback guys. // Stay strong ♡ To ANYONE that's going through bad times or needs a friend , or just someone to talk to . My message box is always open. We're all a big family. ♡



-CrookedYoung♡♥♡♥

Comments

Ten stars this is soooo good xxx

@Crookedyoung_citylights

?? I swear I commented this on an actual incest one, with some girl falling for her HALF BROTHER Kellin Quinn. I'm so confused, totally wrong story lol sorry

@hesistantAlien
There's no incest in this story love lol

What the fuck thats incest thats disgusting

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