We're All Crooked Young

-Five Days Later- It's been fucking hell without Arlet. We're constantly doing shows and this withdraw I'm going through was terrible. After that night I threw away the pills but now I'm in desperate need.



She dumped me so doesn't that mean I can do whatever?? I groaned loudly and wiped my tear streaked face before sliding out the bunk.



The show we just did was insane but without the drugs I feel like I did terrible. I walked into the bathroom and checked my face.



My eyes were low and red from three days of crying. My hair stuck to my forehead and neck . My head was pounding and spinning. I leaned down and splashed some cold water on my face before walking out the door.



Jordan and Matt went out to eat and Lee went out with a girl he met after the show. Jona went somewhere. . He's always gone which I found weird. I slid back in the bunks and watched the ceiling. My body was NOT taking withdrawal well.



My body was shaking and I felt cold even though it was a thousand degrees outside. I bit my lip nervously before getting out the bed and sliding on some clothes. A huge drop dead hoodie with shredded skinny jeans and black vans.



I shoved my phone and headphones and wallet in my jacket pocket before walking off the bus. The second the heat of the night hit me I groaned loudly in annoyance. I was still shaking and my head was spinning.



I knew only one thing to do... I can't hold out anymore. If she's not coming back then I'll go back to my old ways. Fuck everything. I texted the person who would make all this come true. They texted the address and I quickly walked near the traffic road and I held out my hand.



A taxi soon came and I quickly told them the directions. The city lights looked bright in the darkness of the night. The moon was shining bright and I fidgeted with my fingers as we approach the address. The cool air conditioning was giving me goosebumps and I bit down on my lip nervously.




I rested my head back on the head rest thinking of Arlet. She wouldn't wanting me doing this ... ? She cried when she found out and she's been ignoring my calls and texts. I was about to tell the cab driver to turn back when another voice came into my mind.




It screamed saying that I should do this. She LEFT me . She broke her promise to never leave. .. she abandoned me ! I clenched my jaw and decided to listen to my withdrawal starved voice.



As we inched closer to the place , I noticed that we were in the slums of the city. I bit my lip as we stopped in front of a abandoned house. I handed the guy the money and quickly got out as he drove away.



The air in my lungs seemed so thick that I couldn't breathe. The sweat on my brow dripped down my face. I wiped my hair out my face and hesitantly inched toward the house. it was run down and dinghy.



Windows broken and cracks in the exterior yellow faded paint. I knocked softly on the creme colored door and it opened swiftly revealing Hannah.


She was wearing a high crop top with jean shorts with black combat boots. She grinned at me as her eyes scanned over me through her bangs.


"Oli. .. so nice to see you. " she purred slightly seductive and I cringed as I walked past her and scanned my surroundings. The inside looked worse than the outside.



Broken glass and dirty furniture was everywhere and I could even see a blood stain on the wall. The fuck ? I was starting to regret my decision in coming here.




"I actually change my mind. I should go-" I rambled before turning around and seeing her holding the drugs in her hand but she had pills and a little baggy of white powder in her other hand.


"What's that?" I questioned and she smiled wickedly before closing the door behind her and inching toward me.


"Is this what you came here for , love?" She questioned sounding sarcastic and I inched away but she backed me into the wall as she pressed our bodies together. My hands were itching to feel the drugs in my palm but the powder in the bag sparked my interest as well.




"Yes ... What's that in the bag Hannah?" I questioned slightly annoyed and scared. She grabbed my wrist and lead me into the bedroom. Surprisingly it wasn't filthy , there was a king size mattress with candles everywhere.



I sucked in a sharp breath as she dropped the drugs on the bed and sat on the bed sitting on her calves.


"Sit with me baby. .. I'll give you an experience you'll never forget. You do want to actually play GOOD on stage don't you . ? I've been watching you... and to tell the truth.. your performances are getting sloppy and uncoordinated. I even saw like twenty people leave your concert gossiping about how much it sucked. " She uttered carelessly and my heart stopped.



My fans were my everything and to think that they thought that, cut me deeper than any blade. I bit my lip nervously and walked over to the bed amd sat down on the edge.



She handed me a bottle of water off the floor and three pills . I looked at them hesitantly and I looked at her.

The voices screamed to down the pills ... but the look on her face kept me on edge. She smirked and bit her lip seductively.


"Go head baby. .. off to wonderland. " she whispered before inching closer to me and locked her gaze on me. I huffed loudly and pushed away all the thoughts of Arlet. I downed the pills with the water and then she smiled. She made me lay down and she slid off my shirt.


"What are you doing? " I questioned slightly scared and I could already feel the drugs starting to work. She silenced me with a finger to the lips.


"I said I'll give you a experience, love. " she purred before pouring the bag contents on my stomach. The powder was cold and she soon pulled a credit card out ger back pocket and shaped the powder into a thin line.



Before I could speak, she leaned down and sniffed up all the powder in her nose. She shot up fully alert and she wiped the excess powder from around her nostrils. She started to pull off her clothes and I shot up off the bed.


"Whoa.. Hannah. We're not doing this. I only came for the drugs. " I mumbled Averting her piercing gaze and I heard her chuckle. I looked up to see her completely bare. Her perfect body and perky breasts and bald vagina in full view.


"Oli.. I know you still want this. ... I know you still have feelings for me and I know you only were with that Arlet twat to get back at me ... just give in baby. I'm ready to take you back. " She purred softly as she pressed up against me and lightly traced her fingers over my clothed length.



"You cheated on me ... I was so in love with you. ... " I whispered sounding broken as the old wounds of our terrible relationship opened up and she kissed my neck and looked at me again.


"That's because you weren't on drugs at those times... im ready to take you back. . " she purred before pressing our lips together. I have to admit that I missed her lips.. but maybe that's the drugs talking.



I wrapped my arms around her waist and pushed her back on the bed and deepened the kiss. Soon she flipped us over and pulled off my remaining clothes. I couldn't see her clearly due to the large amount of drugs in my system everything seemed fuzzy.




I could feel her tight entrance tighten around my length as we both moaned out. I shut my eyes tight as her moans filled the silence. I could feel myself slipping away and before I completely faded away I heard her breath out in a panting voice.



"Welcome to Wonderland, love. "

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