We're All Crooked Young

I got up and faced her direction , she was with a guy but quickly smiled wide at me. "OLI!" She screamed running up and hugging me. I stiffened in her hold and pulled away. I could feel Arlet's body press against my back and I inched farther away from Hannah.
She was wearing a small slim fit no sleeve shirt with high wasted black leather shorts that hugged all her curves. Her midnight black hair flowed down her back and her bangs just barely covered her eyes. All her arm and leg tattoos were in full view and I looked at the body ... the person I once loved. "What are you doing here??" I questioned slightly annoyed. .. every second I was near her , was a second I could be with Arlet. Hannah didn't even notice that Arlet was behind me and inched closer to me. "Well I'm here at the fair with my Boy- ... I mean brother. You know get out into the world and have some fun. " She cooed sweetly and biting her cherry red lips seductively. I gagged in distaste at her all too familiar lies. "Hannah. . You don't even have a fucking brother!" I growled and she giggled nervously. She flipped her hair and tried to reach for my hand but I moved away further as I watched her hand drop back to her side. "Oli ... He's LIKE my brother. .. I just told you that. Maybe you didn't understand me correctly. .. Have you been taking your pills ??" She purred evilly and I gasped in shock. I could feel Arlet move around and she moved to my side. She looked confused and I could see jealousy in her eyes as she scanned over Hannah. "Hi , I'm Arlet and you are....-""Arlet trailed off looking over a smirking Hannah. I pleaded with my eyes to tell Hannah not to say anything but Hannah just continued to smirk before replying. "I'm Oli's Ex Fiancé , and I'm guessing you're my replacement ?" She questioned tilting her head to the side looking over Arlet. Arlet's eyes went wide with shock and she moved a whole foot away from me . "Your Ex fiancé?! YOU WERE ENGAGED???" She questioned sounding concerned and hurt. I went to speak but Hannah cut me off by lightly punching my chest. "Yes , Armmet. Ex FIANCÉ ! But don't worry. . I don't want him back. .. He's all worn out and useless. By the look on your face .. I'm guessing you're thinking the same??" She exclaimed to her and my mouth dropped. Arlet's eyes were brimmed with tears and Hannah knew she succeeded at hurting Arlet. "Aww poor little Arlet is it? .. Fuck , Oli. .. you really can pick them. .. first you fuck up with me and now you're with a pathetic excuse for a woman. !" She teased evilly and my heart stops. I can't let her hurt Arlet. ..
I WON'T let her hurt Arlet.
"FUCK YOU HANNAH ! YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A USELESS TWAT WHO GETS OFF ON OTHER PEOPLE'S MISERY ! I HOPE YOUR MATE OVER THERE CATCHES SOMETHING FROM YOUR WHORE RIDDEN TONGUE !" I growled and Hannah seemed taken back.
Her eyes flashed lust like they always do when I actually decide to fight against her. I gagged in distaste and looked over to Arlet only to see that she left. I scanned the area to find her no where in sight. . I stomped away from a smiling Hannah as I searched for Arlet. .. As hours went on I couldn't find her , I've called her cell thousands of times and they all go to voice mail. The fear in me was building and started to think the worse. What if she got kidnapped? What if she got beat up ? What if she ran away forever ?? These thoughts continued to grow in my mind and I shuttered against the midnight chill air. I heard small sobbing and I looked into the darkness. There on the small picnic bench in the shadows of the Fair was Arlet. I gulped nervously as I walk over to sit beside her. She fights the urge to look up at me and I died a little more knowing that my past is hurting her. This is why I didn't want to tell her . I put my head in my hands and huffed loudly. "Arlet .. This is why I didn't want to tell you. I wanted to tell you but... not like this. " I whispered and I could hear her sniffling. Oh fuck .. I made her cry ?? I bit my lip nervously and suddenly that little destructive voice that's been controlling my life started to whisper in my mind. "Tell me everything. .. I don't care about anything else. I want to know now. . " she sobbed silently and I looked up at her but she blocked our gaze with her hair. My throat felt dry and my hands started to sweat.
I couldn't tell her. .. It'd ruin everything. .. It'd ruin us. I gulped nervously as I tried to work up the courage to speak . After a long pause she groaned loudly in annoyance and stood up about to walk away.
I quickly shot up and wrapped my arms around her waist and buried my face in her shoulder. "I'm sorry .. just please don't go... I'll tell you but you have to promise not to leave. .. " I whispered and I felt her body stiffen in my hold then relax. I slowly pulled away and looked at her.
Her gaze was to the floor and I hooked my finger under her chin and our gaze met. Her crystal clear blue eyes looked so distant . It reminded me of the first time I saw those blue eyes. The day I saved her from getting hit by the truck. .. It's almost as if she didn't want to be here. "Arlet please ... Don't shut me out. I need you to know why my past has been hidden from you. " I whispered as I inch closer to her and I press our foreheads together. My hands rest at the curve of her back and as if immediately , her eyes are filled with love and passionate. "I'm listening. .." she whispered and I smiled knowing that I might have a chance with her . I pulled away and looked at her , I bit my lip nervously as she scanned my facial expression. Here goes nothing. . "Arlet. .. Im more mental than you think. .. I well ... I used to self harm in high school. I was the cool kid and ect , but I never felt good about myself. I started to cut constantly and I shut everyone out. My friend Matt N , found out and immediately got me help.
I was in therapy for 3 years which didn't help much. I was always the goofy , well Known skater kid who loved music. I found out that later on I could sing and growl .
Matt got the idea to start a band with our other friends. Well we did and everything was going great ! The band got signed and became famous.
Well my cutting days ended when my first show happened. Things were good for a year or two. I went through the usual new rock star stage , Alcohol and Groupies... I was losing myself in the girls instead of the music. Well that's when I found... Hannah.
We hit it off instantly when she did one of my tattoos , after that we started dating and everything was perfect. About 9 months ago I asked her to be my fiancé and she accepted. That's when everything changed , all the loved turned to lust and evil in just four months.
She constantly told me I was 'losing my edge' on stage and in bed. She started cheating and constantly degrading me. I took all the drugs she gave me so she'd stop doing wrong by me. But it only got worse.
One day I overdosed and needed to be hospitalized and the whole world and band found out. The band turned on me but eventually forgave me just like my fans did. I could never say that Hannah pushed me to do all these things because I mean who would believe me ?
She was a perfect angel in everyone's eyes and still is. She told the whole world that I DUMPED HER, and she pretended to be devastated and hurt.
After that I swore to myself that I'd be heartless and cold just like she was. I rejected all emotions and just used girls. But everything changed when I met you.
I know you're probably overwhelmed but trust me. There's things Hannah put me through that I can't even talk about. . I just hated lying to you baby. " I confessed taking a long needed inhale.
I scanned her emotionless face and my heart slammed against my chest and I bit my lip nervously. She opened her mouth to say something and then hesitantly closed it. "Arlet? .. Please say something. ... !" I pleaded guilty laced in my voice. She looked at me like I was a stranger and I prepared my heart for the worse.
But it never came , instead she sat us down and sat on my lap . She looked deep into my eyes and gave a soft smile. "I'm not leaving am I ? Like I said ... we're all 50 shades of fucked up. " she cooed locking her arms around my neck and tangled her fingers in my hair.
Her warm body heat pressed against mine and my heart fluttered at her words. I couldn't hold it back anymore. .. I needed her to know how I felt. "I lov-" I whispered before getting cut off when my phone vibrated against my thigh. I slid it open to see that Austin texted me. -Aus- ●Me and Cass went back to my place. .. Have fun with Arlet. ;) I chuckled at his text .. if only he knew that Hannah was here. I smiled when I felt Arlet wrap her fingers in one of my curls and playfully twirl it in her index finger.
I lazily laid my hand on her small soft thigh and she smiled. How could I be so lucky ? I thought internally. "Oliver?! " She exclaimed and I pulled myself out of deep thought. I hummed in response and she giggled that adorable giggle. "You zoned out again baby. !" She cooed sweetly before leaning toward me and pressing our lips together. I tangled my fingers in her hair and rested it on her neck. She leaned down more to my face and deepened the kiss. ..
I ran my free hand down to her ass and lightly squeezed. She yelped playfully and I laughed. She hit my chest playfully before getting up. She gave me a outstretched hand and I took it as she helped me up. "Where are we going ??" I questioned and she looked at me with those huge sky blue eyes and smiled softly. "You have a show tomorrow. . And I'll be DAMN if I don't let the lead singer get a good night's rest ! " She cooed before intertwining our fingers and guided us to the car. The whole walk there I couldn't help but think about how amazing she was.
Hannah would NEVER let me go to sleep early if I had a show the next day. she'd just want to have sex all night and shove pills down my throat hours before the show. I frowned slightly before shaking away all these thoughts and I quickly opened the passenger side letting her slid in. I quickly got in the Driver's side and we sped off.
I'm glad the band rescheduled the show to tomorrow. .. I really needed time with Arlet. I haven't even told her that I'm leaving next week . To top it off its with Motionless in white, the band that I sorta hate .
Don't get me wrong their music is great BUT ... I think Ricky Horror has a thing for Arlet and I can't shake my jealousy away. Also , Chris Motionless is a fucking judgemental prick. .. I may have accepted his half ass FORCED apology. . But that doesn't mean he's not still a dick.
I felt myself getting angry and I quickly calmed down. As we pulled up to the house , we both got out the car and immediately went up to our room .
I quickly slipped off my clothes only to see Arlet standing awkwardly in the middle of the room. I walked over to her to see her blushing red . "What's wrong baby?" I questioned and she looked up at me with a lust filled expression. "C-Can you undress me again?...." she purred slightly nervous and my heart fluttered. I loved when she sounded so innocent and pure. I quickly nodded as I started to wrap my arms around her waist and I slowly slid down the zipper at the back of the dress.
I leaned down and started to kiss her shoulder and neck. Light, soft airy moans passed her lips and I drank in her scent as I finally unzipped the dress and I let the dress fall down to her ankles and I gazed at her amazing body. The soft bone colored bra and lace boy shorts were sticking to her skin and I bit my lip hard.
She slid off her shoes and She blushed more and she ran her fingers down my chest and rested at the helm of my boxers. My breath hitched in my throat as a flashback of how Hannah laughed at my manhood flooded in my mind and I quickly moved her hand away and she looked at me confused. "I'm sorry , love. ....It's just .......I want you to be ready and I don't want you to feel rushed. " I whispered reassuring her and she softly nodded before kissing me and sliding into the bed and under the covers.
I breathed a sigh of relief as I walked Into the bathroom. I stood in there for about 30 minutes before I heard Arlet's light snoring. I looked myself in the mirror and I felt the guilt build in my heart as I slid my hand under the counter and pulled out a bottle of unperscribed pills.
The huge orange bottle of pills rested in my hands. I quickly turned around and peeked my head out the door to see Arlet still sleeping.
I opened the bottle and bit down on my lip nervously as I let three small pills fall into my palm. I grabbed a little cup of water and I looked myself over in the mirror. /You're useless ... \ /You're boring your fans\ /you're terrible in bed\ /you've lost your edge. . \ /these pills are your way to be alive again\ The voices whispered and I felt my heart beat quicken and pound against my chest. I threw the pills in my mouth and down them with the water. I could already feel them starting to work. .. "Im NOT useless ... Im NOT losing my egde. " I whispered to myself in the mirror. But even with these drugs in my system .. I could still hear the faint voice of reason saying. .. .. /You've already lost yourself.... \

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