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We're All Crooked Young

Don't ask , Don't tell

-Cassandra's POV- -5 days later- As I laid in bed with Austin my head laid on his bare tattooed chest as I laid my bare thigh across his large stomach tattoo. "Someone is thinking hard " he cooed laughing as he rubbed his finger along my collarbone.
I smiled slightly and looked up at his chocolate brown eyes. "Just how amazing you are " I whispered and he smiled a little. "Arlet told me what you did for her. Thank you for helping her .. She's not the most emotionally strong person .. ya know?" I questioned and he nodded before softly pressing our lips together in a passionate kiss.
"Anything for you , beautiful" he cooed sweetly and I blushed red. I had way deeper feelings for him than just fuck buddies but I think that's all he wants to be. I swallowed nervously as we watched some show.
Suddenly my phone rang . I looked at the screen and didn't recognize the number . I showed the number to Austin and he furrowed his eyebrows together.
He took the phone and slid open the white iPhone 5 and answered it. "Oliver?" He questioned sounding confused. I heard talking on the other end and slight screaming. "Calm down .. " "we'll find her " "Don't worry. I'm with Cass , she's her best friend" Austin replied back to apparently Oliver's screaming panicked voice. I slid out of bed and slid back on my thong and bra and ran to my closet and slid on some shredded skinny jeans and black 'Chelsea Grin' tank with black combat boots.
Austin slid back on his Black v neck with acid washed skinny jeans with black vans. I grabbed my phone and keys and we ran out the door. We got into my silver Mercedes Benz and Austin drove not knowing any direction.
"What's wrong? " I questioned and he looked at me with worried eyes. "Arlet .. She's not been seen in 5 days. Oliver has been texting and calling but no reply. We're going to her house to check on her but she's not been answering the door.
"I know how to get her to come out if she's in there " I cooed smirking and I guided him to her house. We made it to her house in minutes due to Austin going 90 miles per hour. We pulled into her driveway and saw her car but it looked dirty like it's not been driven in awhile. I got out out the car and banged on her door.
"ARLET JESSICA WILLIAMS IF YOU DON'T OPEN THIS DOOR I'LL TELL OLIVER YOUR LITTLE SECRET!" I screamed in the door camera and I immediately heard footsteps. The door swung open revealing a very sloppy depressed looking Arlet. Her chocolate brown hair was in a messy bun with strands falling everywhere and she had a simple black tank top that clung to her bare chest. She had on black boy shorts with her pale thin legs covered in food stains like she ate and wiped the excess food on her legs.
Her bright crystal clear blue eyes were low and looked dark , her body was slumped over and looked tired. "What do you want .. " she whispered in a slight broken down voice. It killed me to see her like that , I pulled her into a tight hug and I breathed in her sleep deeply.
The scent of Chinese food and lotion filled my nose and I heard her sniffling. "Oliver wants to see you. .. You've been avoiding him ." I whispered and she looked at me with pleading blue eyes.... "I .. I can't . I'm no good for him. " she whimpered pouting her lip and pulling away from me.
She backed away holding herself tears passing her reddened face. "Arl .. I-" I pleaded inching toward her but she backed away and screamed. "CASS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. .. IM NO GOOD FOR HIM .. IM USELESS AND STUPID FOR THINKING I COULD LOVE SOMEONE THATS SO PERFECT. " she screamed tears rushing down her cheeks.
"I can't go back. .. I can't let him in. We're over... im sorry. Please leave " she whimpered and slowly walked up the stairs holding her shoulders. I looked back at at Austin and we mirrored eachother's shocked faces.
"What the fuck happened while I was gone?? " I exclaimed and he threw his hands up dramatically. "Her eating disorder.... She's depression and she hates herself. " he whispered and I gasped in shock. She's been depressed and been throwing up but I didn't know she's done it recently.
I started feeling like shit for leaving for my photo shoot .. I'm her only friend and I left her alone. I breathed loudly holding back tears and I sucked in a sharp breath.
"Go get Oliver... I'll find out what happened " he nodded and pulled me into a quick kiss before leaving. After I heard tires speed off I ran up stairs to hear loud sobs. I slowly pushed open the door to see Arlet laying on the bed sobbing.
I finally looked at her body fully and I gasped in shock. Her arms were abnormally thin , I could see her spine through her shirt. Her thighs and calves were the same size . Her hip bones were sticking out farther than they should. Her face was skinnier and her neck was long and slender.
I laid down with her and kissed her forehead and tucked a piece of soft hair behind her ear and she looked at me with pleading blue eyes gleaming with sadness. "You're going to get help... I'll help you... just please. . Stop this. You're killing yourself and we all care about you and I hate seeing you this way. Arlet .. Please. .. " I begged wiping away her silent tears.
"Just .. let me die... I can't. . I can't stand being away from Oliver. .. I -I don't know what I did to make Matt hate me so much that he'd make me leave Oliver . " she whispered in her broken voice. My breath hitched in my throat.
"Matt who?" I questioned and she looked confused but replied. "Matt Kean .. " she mumbled hanging her head low Averting my gaze. I quickly got up fuming when I heard knocking at the door. I opened it and Saw Oliver and Austin with sad expressions. I looked at Oliver still angered by Arlet's words.
"Where's Matt Kean?" I questioned angrily and he looked shocked but quickly answered . I stormed past them and stormed out the house getting into my car.
I sped my way to Bring me the horizon's Tour bus . "This mother fucker is dead " I spat as I sped my way there. -Oliver's POV- Austin walked back down the stairs and gave me and Arlet privacy. I slowly closed the door behind me and slowly walked over to her. She was curled in a ball on her bed.
She looked smaller than last time I saw her and that worried me. I could see her bones from a distance. I laid with her and she instantly cuddled and molded into my body. I kissed her head and held her close to me.
She felt cold and fragile like a snowflake. "Why have you been avoiding me?" I questioned and she bit her lip nervously and laced her arms around my waist. "I'm not good for you. ... I'll ruin your life. .. You don't need someone like me holding you down " she whispered and I lifted up her chin and made her meet my gaze. " You're perfect for me. .. You won't ruin my life. . You'd make it better , love. Please don't push me away. Let me help you. " I whispered and she looked up at me with pleading blue eyes before smiling .. I softly pressed our lips together and kissed her passionately.
She kissed me back with so much need and want. I know she's missed me. I've missed her as well. "Please ... Don't go any more. Stay here tonight with me. . " she pleaded and I happily nodded.. "One condition" I whispered and I saw her grow nervous and I shot her a soft smile.
"I get to kiss you so much that you'd never stop smiling. " I whispered and she smiled wide and leaned up and kissed me. I leaned her on top of me and deepened the kiss. I didn't want it to end but I could feel her heart racing just a little to fast.
She pulled away and she had panic in her eyes.
"I ... ahh .. I " she mumbled gripping her chest tightly. "Hea..... heart attack" she mumbled before her eyes rolled in the back of her head and she laid limp in my arms . "AUSTIN ! COME QUICK. WE NEED A HOSPITAL!!" I screamed picking her up bridal style and carrying her down stairs. Austin picked up his keys and we jumped in my car.
We drove to the hospital and immediately they strapped her into a wheeling bed and rushed off into the ER room. The nurse said we couldn't go back there with her. My heart and mind were going crazy out of worry and I saw Austin turn pale.
"What could have caused this?? She's perfectly healthy. " I exclaimed looking at him and he bit his lip nervously. "No she's not Oli. .. She's ... uh ... " he mumbled Averting my gaze and I glared at him. He knew something. ...
"What Carlile?!" I screamed and he inched away before speaking. "She told me not to tell you but her eating disorder has gotten worse. She's been throwing up and starving herself. I caught her in the act once. I'm sorry Oli, she told me not to tell you. " he confessed and I gasped in shock.
I balled my fist and bit my tongue. .. how could I've been so blind ?? I should have saw that she never ate when we were together or the fact that she constantly declined when food was offered to her. I got up and rushed to the bathroom ..
I let out tears and a sob and I gripped the bathroom counter harshly making my knuckles white. "This is all my fault. .. I let her down" I whispered to myself and tears threatening to pass my cheeks blurred my vison. I started to get that Urge ..
That urge of destruction. I heaved heavily and scanned myself over the mirror. I was pale and I could feel my heart beat quicken and pound against my chest. I raised my hand to my face and saw my hand shaking violently.
I looked down at my old scars and I cringed at the thought of relapsing. I turned on the cold water, and splashed my face repeatedly. I need to be there for Arlet as soon as she wakes up. I walk back into the waiting room and sit two seats down from Austin.
As if on cue Chris and Ricky rush in looking worried and rushed over to the nurse asking for Arlet Williams. She pointed them to the waiting room and our gaze met. More like glare , Chris growled lowly as he sat across from me and ricky sat next to Austin. "What happened?!" Ricky exclaimed questioning Austin , as Austin explained to them I studied their faces.
From Shock to anger to sadness they turned , I put my head in my hands and the uncomfortable silence was filled with the beeping of heart monitors and doors opening and closing.
The doctor pushed through the 'Do Not Enter' creme colored doors and held a chocolate clipboard in his hand before calling out. "People who are to see Arlet Williams?," he called out and we all stood up. Chris spoke first just as I was about to . "How is she Doc?" He questioned sounding concerned and the doctor kept an unreadable expression.
"She's stable. .. for now. You can go see her. Room 23 " he uttered in a monotone voice walking past us. We all practically ran to the roon , what we saw broke my heart. "Arlet. . " I whispered slowly walking into the slow heart monitor beating room . The thick silence swallowed us whole.

Notes

Here's a update for you guys. I hope you like it. What do you think could have brought on her heart attack??

What is Cassandra going to do to Matt Kean ?

-CrookedYoung♡♡

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Comments

Ten stars this is soooo good xxx

@Crookedyoung_citylights

?? I swear I commented this on an actual incest one, with some girl falling for her HALF BROTHER Kellin Quinn. I'm so confused, totally wrong story lol sorry

@hesistantAlien
There's no incest in this story love lol

What the fuck thats incest thats disgusting

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