It never ends

I followed oliver up the stairs to his apartment. There was a slightly tense feeling between us. He didn’t say anything to me the whole ride, he didn’t speak to me since I asked him if he knew about austin.

I walked a small distance behind oliver into the living room.

“Oliver” I called. I just wanted to clear everything up, I wasn’t accusing him.

“Are you mad?” I asked sitting down next to him on the couch, Oliver had the remote in his hand and was scrolling through channels. Neither of us had turned on the light from the living room and I could only barely see with the fait glow from the TV.

“no, why would I be?”

“you just haven’t said anything this entire time.” Oliver must’ve found a channel he liked because he put the remote down. I felt the couch shift beneath me. Oliver had scooted closer to me.

“does that bother you” He said , nuzzling his face In my shoulder. I could feel his breath on the base of my neck and his hair tickle my shoulder and chin.

Suddenly, he grabbed my chin and pulled my head to the side and up, forcing me to look in his eyes. Before I could perceive what he what he was doing, his pink, soft lips crashed down onto mine. I ran my hand up his arms and my fingers through his hair. It was soft, It easily flowed through my fingers just like the last time.

Oliver pushed me back on the couch. The sound of the tv was drowned out instead I just heard the sound of my heart pounding in my head.

He moaned into the kiss. I felt the vibration on my lips. It sent a tingling sensation throughout my whole body. His hands slid higher and higher until they were just beneath my breasts. In the back of my mind I knew what he was thinking. I didn’t argue

Oliver lingered down to my neck He started to nibble onto the skin and I couldn't help but let out a moan pleasure. I was all new to this and I never thought it would feel like this. This good. Makes you wonder how many girls he’s done this too. Just how many girls has he done this too

No, I’m not thinking about that right now. No. I felt a cold breeze on my stomach and realized oliver had been unbuttoning my shirt. Putting my white bra on display He looked u at me, his head hovering right above my chest.

“you’re really tense, you need to stop thinking about them and relax” Suddenly oliver leaned up and grabbed my hand. Pulling me up so our chests touched.

“cmon” he said walking me into his bedroom. The pounding in my chest slowed down. It was late and I wasn’t tired. I do need to relax, and being around oliver is enough. His voice, his touch, it’s all relaxing by itself.

Oliver walked me to the end of his bed, still holding me, he looked down at me and kissed me His hand was on the small of my back and without breaking the kiss he laid me down hovering over me.

His hands reached behind my back and pulled at my brastrap. He looked up at me silently asking. Without thinking I nodded and my bra felt looser. He moved it around my shoulders. I saw him toss it on the floor. I should feel nervous, I am But in a way I’m not.His lips started to trail down towards my left nipple, sucking and biting on the skin. Soon, he placed his lips around the other and glided his tongue also around it.

Oliver kissed down my stomach making my squirm to just above my skirt. I faintly felt his unzip it and slide it down my legs. So now I was just in my panties. My blue panties with a tiny bow in the front.

“cute” oliver said in a low voice flicking the bow, Oliver took the hem and slowly pulled down along my legs and onto the ground. He didn’t ask, but even if he did. I knew I would’ve said yes. Maybe because in my mind I was curious. I never did this, not under my parents close watch. They would never approve. If only they saw me right now.

Olivers hand ran down my left inner thigh lifting it up so my heel was at the middle of his stomach. He did the same with my other leg leaving small kisses. I felt his hand creep up towards my center, slowly inch my inch. And I know what he’s going to do. He’s going to kiss me there! A part of me is glorying in anticipation. My breathing was off and I knew he heard.

Then suddenly I felt his finger slip inside me, then another and I cried out. The feeling, it was so foreign. Oliver circled his fingers, the pleasure was too much and I immediately balled my hands into fists, desperately trying to not freak out because the pleasure was amazing. He then added his tongue and I couldn't help but let a small moan escape my lips.

My eyes drifted close. All I could focus on was oliver, his fingers, his tongue, his warm hands on my body. It was sensational.

Oliver curled his finger and made a “come here” motion that made me tighten my grips on the sheets.

“oliver” I breathed. My voice was low and out of breath.

“shh” he says softly

I felt him smile before doing it again and then I moaned loudly, then I felt embarrassed , but I couldn’t contain it. It felt so good.

I felt him kiss back up my stomach , along my jaw and up to my lips. Everything and nothing was going through my mind. I had so many things to say yet nothing came up. I was too wrapped up in right now. In the little time of knowing this man he’s seen more and done more than people I’ve known for years. I don’t regret it, at all. Now if anything, I want more.

His kisses were soft and smooth. And honestly I could spend all day like this.



I leaned back into the pillow and looked him in his eyes. God his eyes were beautiful.

“what are we…this?”

“what do you mean” he nuzzled his face in the crook of my neck.

“I’m asking, what would I introduce you as, my boyfriend?” I felt oliver freeze. I was hesitant on using the word, It’s not really in my average everyday vocabulary.

Oliver lifted his head and stared at me before saying anything.

“okay skyler, if that’s what makes you happy” He pecked my lips before turning over and wrapping his arms around me and falling asleep

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