Everyone has a dark side

Running, I was running. Where? I have no idea, everything was dark, so so dark. I felt cold, weak. There were screams sounding from everywhere, calling me a slut, whore, dirty, disgusting, stupid, bitch. Some of the voices I recognized, Vic, Amanda.. Alan! Alan was the loudest, telling me how much he hated me. tears ran down my face, but I carried on running through the dark. Going nowhere. Eventually there voices faded out, but the distinct sound of a baby cry could be heard. I searched and searched for the source but found nothing. There was know one, nothing, I was alone. I collapsed to the ground and curled up, sobbing. The voices got louder, screaming at my how awful I was. I laid there curled up in a ball sobbing until I heard someone shouting my name "Jenna! Jenna!" I opened my eyes to see Amanda shaking me looking panicked, I blinked adjusting to my surroundings. I was in my hotel room, tears were running down my face and my sheets were sticking to my body, which was coated in a thin layer of sweat from slashing around. My breath was shallow.

"Are you okay?!" Amanda asked

"Yeah I'm fine." I insisted, wiping my face

"You were screaming and crying!" She explained, pulling me in for a hug. I let out a deep breath

"I'm fine I'm fine" I repeated. She looked a little unsure but nodded. "I'm gonna have a shower" I decided, slipping out of bed and into the small bathroom in my hotel room. Amanda nodded and left, telling me to go find her when I'm done. I waved her off and slipped out of my clothes, stepping into the steamy shower and letting the warmth relax me. I didn't realize how tense I was until all the tension slipped away. I thought through the events of that.. nightmare, it all felt so real, do they really think I'm all those bad things? Well I know Alan does.. The words haunted my thoughts. I couldn't escape it, even as I got out of the shower and threw some sweats on. I left the room to find Amanda...

Notes

GUYS I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME LIKE 475826792652574293106754387236 YEARS TO UPDATE YOU CAN HATE ME, I HAD THIS CHAPTER ALL PLANNED OUT AND I THOUGHT I HAD POSTED IT BUT THEN I REALIZED I HAD ONLY SAVED IT TO MY COMPUTER SO NOW ITS POSTED I'M SORRY -M