Jenna's POV

"Shit." I breathed out, did I really sleep with Vic? Oh my god I'm such a fucking whore. I ran my fingers through my hair,"Vic did we really, you know have sex?" He looked down and rubbed the back of his neck,"I- I don't know." Oh god, did we use protection? SHIT. "Vic, I need you to tell me this, if we did," I paused,"If we did do it, dd we use protection?" His eyes got big and my heart started to race, he shook his head and my eyes got wider,"I-I I don't use birth control." I started shaking, shit what if I'm pregnant? Oh my god. What am I going to do if I am? I rubbed my forehead. "I need some fresh air." I said quietly, he nodded and allowed me to leave.

As as I stepped out cold air hit my face, then I realized I wasn't wearing my clothing, I was wearing Vic's. I was wearing his sweatpants and hoodie. I hope no one notices. I looked around and saw Amanda, I started to run towards her, but soon got a head ache, fuck hangovers! "Hey!" She said in a perky tone. I put on my best fake smile,"Uh hi." She frowned,"What's wrong Jen?" I rubbed my arm,"Um- nothing I'm fine." She cocked an eyebrow,"What's wrong girly?" She asked concerned. I sighed,"I slept with Vic last night." Her eyes got wide. She probably thought I was a slut. "Jenna, it's okay, but why? This is going to break Alan's heart." Shit I forgot about Alan, oh my fuck. "I know." I sighed, she just shook her head,"Go talk to Alan." I nodded and headed toward Of Mice & Men's bus. I knocked on the door, the door opened slightly. A girl with blonde hair and light brown eyes opened the door, she smiled at me,"Are you looking for someone?" I nodded to her,"Yes, Alan? Is he here?" She smiled again,"Oh okay! Alan! Someone's here for you!" She yelled then looked at me and said,"Come on in." I nodded and sat on the couch. He went in the back then Alan came out, damn I thought he looked like a mess. "Alan- I'm so sorry." He looked at me anger filling his eyes, why was he so mad? Did he know Vc and I slept together?! Shit shit shit shit. "Why?!" He demanded, I stood up surprised at his sudden outburst,"Why w-what?" I stuttered. I glared at me,"You know why don't play dumb Jenna." He growled, I felt tears rush to my eyes,"What? I don't know what you're talking about." He ran his hand through his hair,"I know you slept with Vic." Shit he knew. I looked down,"I'm sorry." I whispered. I ran off the bus crying, why am I so emotional today? Ugh! I sat down and cried my eyes out until I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked and saw the one and only Lights, she looked down at me with a concerned look on her face,"Are you okay Jenna?" She asked, I shook my head and got up,"I'm such a whore!" I cried out. She pulled me into a hug,"No Jenna you're not a whore, never say that. Now let's go back to my bus and talk about it." I nodded and we headed toward her tour bus, we got on and sat across from each other. She finally broke the awkward silence,"So, what happened." I wiped a tear away and told her what happened,"Honey that doesn't make you a whore, you were drunk it's fine." I shook my head,"I should have declined this trip, I knew pierce the veil was going." She looked at me as if she was confused,"What?" Then I ended up spilling my whole life story to her. I saw a tear roll down her cheek,"I'm so sorry Jenna," I nodded and told her it was fine. We talked for another hour or so forgetting about the terrible things that happened. We were talking about Star Wars when we were rudely interrupted by my phone ringing,"Hold on let me take this." I said then quickly went outside and answered."Hello?" I asked calmly. "Jenna?" I heard the girl say. I was confused who was this?"Um yes, may I ask who this is?" The girl paused,"It's me, Jasmine." My eyes went wide as I heard my sister say her name,"Jazz is that really you?" I heard her laugh/cry,"Yes it is." My heart rate started to pick up, I haven't seen my sister since I was 15 she ran away with her boyfriend when she was 18. "How are you? Where do you live? Are you still dating Caleb?!" I asked them all very quickly, I heard her laugh,"I'm good, I live in Boise, Idaho, and Caleb an I are engaged." I literally thought my eyes were going to pop out of my head,"Really?! I'm so happy for you!!!" I squealed. She chuckled,"So how are you?" I sighed,"Living my dream, but there's too much drama I hate it." She sighed as well,"Why is that?" I chuckled,"You remember the Fuentes brother, Mr. Perry and Mr. Preciado, right?" She groaned,"Do I ever those guys were total asshole to you!" I laughed,"Yeah, thing Is they're back in my life and giving me plenty of hell to deal with." I could feel her roll her eyes through the phone,"Stupid fucking guys." I laughed and we talked till I told I had to get back to Lights she freaked out a little when I told her that, but then calmed down and let me go. I

I walked back on the bus and told her I had to go. I just went back to my hotel room and thought I thought and thought and thought over and over again. 'What have I done?' I thought to myself.

Notes

I hope you liked it and I hope this was a good place to stop!