Slow Conversation With A Gun

I woke up on Alan's chest. Probably we fell asleep while watching the movie. It's not right that I slept with Alan but it's nothing bad...I hope. We're just friends

I stood up slowly trying not to wake up Alan but then I realised that Alan's hand was on my slightly exposed waist. I was wearing Alan's shirt and his scent was all over me.
I have to admit that I did have a really hot ginger guitarist in the same bed with me but I have Tony . I escaped his holding and pulled on my jeans.

I headed to the kitchen and made coffee . Hearing steps towards the kitchen I stood up and put the second cup of coffee on the table.
Alan showed up with sleepy mood and still closed eyes. I came to him and gave him his cup of coffee. He thanked and sat on the chair.

"On that shelf I keep cookies. Let's eat them!" He said smiling. His face brightened up when he saw his shirt on me. He gives me the warmest glares sometimes.

I nodded and stood up to take the cookies and then he grabbed my butt.
"ALAAAAN!" I yelled to him and slapped his hand away.

"What? You look hot. I wonder what's under these clothes." He said with a smirk. He knows I have I boyfriend why is he trying to get me his everytime.

"Alan..." I tried to say but he put a finger over my lips to make me shut up.

"I'll find one day,I promise. Now if you don't mind,we can get real food and start a horror movie marathon." He said but I had to go home and to take Plucky on a walk...

"Alan,let's go to my place and walk Plucky and only after that we'll have a horror movie marathon." I replied and he nodded. He never argued with me.

He headed upstairs and took his backpack. He was already dressed up and he only slipped on his vans and we drove to my house. We took Plucky and went to a small park near my house. I tried to call Tony sometimes and our conversations were short but frequent. I checked Tony's twitter all the time and I knew everytime what he was doing. When we returned back at home Alan proposed to buy some wine and Martini. He always knew my weakness to Martini and when we arrived at the market I bought 5 bottles of Martini and 4 of red wine. With bags full of snacks and alcohol we went back home. After a skype call with we turned on the dvd and started to watch first a romance. SILVER LININGS PLAYBOOK.
Drinking glasses of our drinks and eating snacks we got dizzy enough. My mind began to go blurr. I went to the kitchen to drink some water but Alan didn't give up easily. Before I could drink the water Alan hooped me on the counter and get his arms under my shirt. His lips against mines and kissing hungrily he slipped his tongue in my mouth. After a fight for dominance the thing came rough. I pulled away shocked.

"ALAN I HAVE I BOYFRIEND!" I yelled to him. What the fuck was he thinking about. what I was thinking about? I can't cheat on Tony.
He ignored my argument,still tapping my ribcage.

"Do you think he isn't cheting on you there with random fans and whores,baby?" He asked seductively and his face was close to mine as I could feel his breathe.

"I hope he doesn't. Alan,please,I don't want to be a whore..." I replied trying not to moan at his touches.

"You wouldn't be. Just tonight,one time, the first and the last. C'mon babe,you are old enough. Give me a chance,you won't regret it."
His voice became more erotic that I could feel his mental pressure on me. What if he's right? Alan tried to get me since we met in studio in the first day I met Tony and th rest of Pierce The Veil. I think it'll be right to give a chance to this hot ginger. The most important is to keep it a secret.

"Fine." I said but I couldn't say anything more because Alan started to kiss me hungrily and with passion. He does know how to treat a woman in her vulnerable moments.

He removed my shirt leaving me just in my bra. His chest was exposed and his tattoos turned me on much more.Roughly pushing me against the wall he turned to kiss my neck while I wrapped my legs around his waist.
Am I a whore? Well if you only knew how much passion this guy has in his touches you'd understand.
But no. I can't.

"NO! I CAN'T DO THIS!" I screamed and pulled away . He's my friend,I can't do that with him and I can't cheat on Tony. Whatever he did to me I wouldn't cheat on him.

"Okay,I understand. I'm not going to make you do something you don't want to..." He said wisely.
Things calmed down.

"Want a coffee or a glass of juice or anything?" He asked friendly,helping me to stand up.

"Let's go make coffee. Let's keep this scene as a secret." I told him before entering the kitchen.

"I think it's a good idea. Let's just forget about it." He added and I just nodded.

We drank our coffee in silence not bothering each other. I think it's better to forget. Like it never happened...

Notes

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