Slow Conversation With A Gun

Kelly's POV~

After putting all in bowls and letting them on the tables at the pool side we waited for guys to come. I heard the door knocked and Tony went away.

"It's just the delivery guy!" he yelled.
I groned angrily. Why the hell they are so late ? Mike gets the alcohol all the time and they had to be here one hour ago.

"Grab my purse from the counter and pay!" I yelled.

"Hold on" ,Tony said ",I'll pay for it!"

"Fine." I said and put the last bowl with jelly bears on the edge of the pool.

Tony came back with boxes of pizza and mexican food.
Damn,he knew how to make me happy.

"You want me to get fat?" I said laughing.
He put the boxes of food on the little table and pulled me in for a hug.

"You're never going to get fat,perfection. " He said.

"You're a lover,Perry." I said taking in his scent.

"I know." He said and kissed the top of my head.

I heard knocks at the door but then I realized that I didn't see Chris since he handed me the bags with food from the market. I walked to open the gates and there was 4 crazy persons. Jamie and Mike holding crates with beer,bottles of Tequila ,Whiskey and Sky with Vic just a lot of lemons and fruits.
I started to laugh hysterically.Jamie and Mike looked so mature while Vic and Sky like little kids with fruits and lollipops. Well that's nice.
We all hugged and greeted each others. Mike gave me winks sometimes, seemed like he knew about me and Tony. I left them at the pool and ran into Chris' bedroom. He was on his bed looking at the roof.
He turned his eyes to me and stood up.

"Hey Chris,why you're not coming?" I asked worried.
He just sighed.

"What happened?" I asked again.

"Not what but 'who'!" He shouted.

"What do you mean?"

"Tony. You hated him all the tour since he broke up with you and left you behind. I was everytime with you,not him." He said .

"Wait, what?" I said confused.

"That's a fact. Don't act like you didn't know!"

"Christopher Waldorf,tell me! What are you talking about?!" I said angrily.

"I FUCKING LOVE YOU !" He yelled.

"what?"

"Yes I do. I do love you Kelly. I wasn't brave enough to tell you but here we are. I came with you in LA just to make you my girlfriend but when we arrived you dissapeared by night and when I wanted to take you out on 'a date' you denied." He said sitting on the edge of the bed.
I sat next to him and took a deep breathe.

"You really love me?" I asked.

"Yes. But you'll never understand this feeling. You're too selfish. I'm sorry,I'd better leave." He said and stood up grabbing his suitcase under the bed.

"You're kidding. Don't leave!" I said grabbing his hand.

He pulled me closer to him and our faces were close. I felt his lips on mine. He kissed me passionate and he held my waist thight.
He pulled away.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. I'd better go." He said.

I couldn't even say something, he just grabbed his suitcase and went downstairs. I couldn't even say 'goodbye' to him. He just ran away. Luckily nobody saw the scene. They were all at the pool but I was upset. I returned to Tony. All this converstion with Chris made me upset. I felt guilty and I blamed myself for that.
What if he was right?
Tony left me behind, but I do love Tony and I know how it's alike to love someone!
Ugh.I groaned heavily.

"What's up?" Tony asked.

"Chris left." I said.

"Why? What happened?" Skylar said.

"He said he needs to rent an apartment and stuff. I don't know. He-he just ran away..." I said.

"Wait chica. Why the fuck he did that?" Mike added.

"Told you. I don't know." I answered.

"Alright,just let it be. If he wanted to leave then let him leave. " Vic said and I nodded.

I stood up and went into the kitchen to take glasses for shots.
One by one we drank shots of whiskey and tequila followed by fresh lemons.
I got pretty drunk,and when I'm drunk I'm rather moody or crazy. Everyone passed out in random rooms of the house,like I expected.I sat on the edge of the pool splashing the water with my legs. I was calm enough,which was kinda weird when I'm drunk.

"What ya` doin'?" Tony asked and sat next to me.

The water was still warm and whatever if it was 1 am and everyone drank their ass off. I'm pretty sure Sky and Vic passed out in my bedroom so I decided to stay all night at the pool. Why not? I had food and jelly bears. Mike and Jamie fell asleep on the couch in the living room taking each other by the shoulder. Weird way to move but what can you expect,no let me rephrase that, what can YOU NOT expect from drunk as hell people.I expected to see Tony sleeping in the guest room. The most interesting fact was that after so many whisley I was now sober. Maybe because I didn't drink so much but I was still sobering and I knew what was I doing.

"Just sitting,you know... I'm weird." I said.

"Nope,you're not. Wanna swim? I mean ,well I know it's late and everyone's sleeping but hey,It's so cool. I can't just stay and look at this pool and feel the warm water and-"

"Shut the fuck up,Perry. You're always so annoying when you're drunk?" I asked laughing at the way he talks.

"Nah,I'm not drunk. I am sober. I didn't drink like guys did. Just a little bit. I'm actually pretty anxious when you're near." He said

I bursted out laughing and jumped in the pool.The warm water embraced my body and Tony looked at me like I was crazy.

"Get in,dumbass! Who's idea was to 'swim' ?" I yelled.

"Mine!" he said and jumped in.

I looked around confused before I let out a small squeal when I felt something grab my leg. I jerked around and came face to face with him as he came up for air, laughing the entire time.

"I hate you!" I said and splashed him.

"Oh,come on! I know you don't !"

He laughed again and instead of splashing me back like I expected, he came closer, gripping my arms as he pushed me back into the wall. There was nothing but our shallow breathing and drips of water sounding as he came even closer to me, his face so close to mine that I could feel his breath on my face as he looked down at me, his dark eyes sparkling .
He chuckled slightly before his brought his lips down to mine.

"I'm sorry for causing you pain. I love you." Tony said.

"Same here." I said and chuckeld.

I remebered what Chris said earlier but,anyway if that upsets me I don't know... It's so hard.
I love Tony and I never knew about Chris' feelings. He never mentioned about them and I was single enough time...

I didn't want to upset Tony so I kissed him back. Enough to make his body to shiver.

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