I see everyone wearing black... Mrs curtis is talking with some people.. I dont know anybody here
"Mrs curtis where are we?" But its like she doesnt listen to me the just keep talking
"Oh its such a shame, he was so young" one says
"Yes i regret the day he met with that girl" mrs curtis says crying
Wait.. This is alex funeral. What girl?
"If it wasnt for her my alex would still be alive, she killed him" she sobbed
Suddenly everyone noticed i was there

"You killed him" mrs curtis said
"I didnt!" I yell
"You killed him" everyone start whispering
"You killed him.. You killed him... You killed him"
"I DIDNT!" I turn around to run away and i see him
His covered in blood, pale body
"You killed me" he whispers

"Sweety its ok its ok" my mum comforts me as i cry
"What happened mum?"
"You were screaming sleep" a nightmare.. It was a nightmare
"I killed him mum" i cry
"Anna listen to me you didnt kill him" yes i did
She stays with me until i fall sleep again

*all night*

No dreams later. Thats good but i can feel everything coming back, all the sadness
I lock myself in the bathroom again
"Im sorry" i repeat crying as i push the blade inside my skin over and over again
He died and it was my fault, i should have been there for him, i should have picked the phone

*time lap*

A message from vic, this will make my day a bit better
*meet me in 10? :)*
*im on pijamas*
*you look beautiful even on that, get dress! Im on my way"
I take my black shirt and my jeans. Toms and im ready to go
"ANNA VIC IS HERE!" My mum yells from the livingroom
"COMING!" I bracelets on and i go downstairs
"Hey" i say giving a kiss on vic cheek
"Hey darling" he smiles
"Ok kids you two have fun!" My mum says and we get out
"So where are we going?"
"You'll see" he smiles and covers my eyes

He leads me to the car and starts driving
"How far is this place?" He stays quiet
"About an hour away... Ok take the bandage off and out it back in 45 minutes"
I laugh "clever man"

*one hour later*

"Ok anna do as i say ir you will fall"
We keep walking and i feel 3 times, it was funny
"Alright take the bandage off" he giggles
I see beautiful trees, its such a perfect place
"This is amazing vic"
"I found this place once i got lost, its.. Special"
"Thanks"
"theres a crap load of branches in here" i say laughing
"a million branches.."
"And i love everyone" i continue his sentence and we both smile

He grabs my hand and pull it and i make a pain face, i forgot i cut
"Whats wrong?" He asks
"Nothing" i whisper as he stares at my bracelets
"Whats under that" he asks seriously
"Nothing"
"Anna show me"
I take my bracelets and he stares at my wrist.. Shit

a place like this

Notes

Sorry i didnt put a flashback
what you think its going to happen?