♡ Disasterology ♡

I wake up the next morning still seeing Mike's hands wrapped around my waist ... Wait , what happened last night ? Then it all starts to replay again and again . I quickly got up and went into the tiny kitchen to grab some pain killers . I came back and noticed he was wide awake .
" Well , Good morning to you ! " Mike whispered .
" Mike , take these and get out of here as quickly as you can . I dont want A-" i stutter .
One of the little bed curtains opens and Alyssa is walking out . She turns around to see Mike and I on the couch . She walks over slowly .
" Maddie can I talk to you outside for a minute .. " she says .
I hand Mike the pain killers and walk outside the bus with Alyssa to talk to her.
" Explain why Mike is in there ? What's going on ? " she yells shaking me ..
I say " Well I I I - u..." i start to stutter and shake . At this point , I don't even know what to say to her .
" You know how he is , he is always going to bars getting drunk , so i let him stay at our bus . And he couldnt really walk well either ...." i say as i stutter and shake again .
" Well , ok . That's all i wanted to know for now ... We'll talk about it more later ..." she mumbles .
Shit. Im in deep trouble .. I suddenly feel tears rolling down my cheeks . I also hear her go back in the bus yelling ,
" GET OUT OF MY FUCKING BUS MIKE !!! "
I then hear footsteps coming towards me .. At this point I'm curled like a ball and having more tears drip down my cheeks .
" Im sorry . This is all my fault ... I just knew this would happen " i say .
I hear him sit next to me and say , " No its not your fault , its all totally my fault .. " He then starts to wipe tears off my cheek . " I hate seeing you all upset like this .. Is there anything i can do to make you feel better ? "
" ya ..." i whisper . i just start to kiss him softly . After what seemed like forever , we stop and hug .
" Im sorry about Alyssa . She just needs to start to control her temper .." i mumble in his year .
" Its ok , im quit used to it actually .." he whispers in my ear. " I wish I can stay and chat ,but i really have to - " he cuts me off by kissing me. after about 10 seconds , i watch him walk to his bus .
As I walk onto my bus , Everyone is up and staring at me ..
i asked them , " Please tell me you didn't see that ? " i say sadly . Everyone starts to nod their heads . I feel like a total slut now ... " The point is guys , I'm just trying to make everyone in the world right now happy , ok ? " i say as tears start to trickle down my cheek again . I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my blade . i started to slice and watch blood flow out of my arm . Next thing i know , i black out in the bathroom.

Notes

Do you guys like were this is going ? Im not sure , so i need opinions ...