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Fuentes Next

Write down the words you taste

I tucked my legs up onto the couch and sat next to Oliver. He narrowed his eyes at me and got out flash cards. "Are you ready?" he asked me dramatically.
"I am ready, good man." I replied.
"Are you sure you are willing to take this on?"
"I am." I nodded.
"You are in for a long, gruelling road!"
"I'm ready!" I exclaimed.
"Will you shut up!" James rolled his eyes.
"I'm so happy you're my tech." I laughed.
"Thanks." Oliver grinned.
"So tell me how you learnt this." I said.
"Oh, I studied it."
"Why?"
"Because my dad told me if I didn't go to college and study something then he was kicking me out."
"But you dropped out right?" I asked.
"Yeah, but my dad doesn't know that."
"So what happens to all the money he sends over?"
"I put it in my savings." he shrugged. "Anyway, how much Spanish do you know already?"
"You want the truth?" I asked and he nodded. "None."
"Okay," he sighed. "Let's start with the basics."
"Alright." I nodded. He held the first card up and I frowned. "Hello is Hola?"
"Yeah." he nodded.
"I thought Hola was Italian."
"Nope." he shook his head.
"Why do you want to learn this?" James rolled his eyes as he walked past.
"Because she's cultured. She wants to further her knowledge, Moron!" V called from her bunk.
"Actually I want to know what Dad and Mike are saying when they have their private conversations, but your answer was better, V."
"They have private conversations in Spanish?" James asked.
"Yeah, they know I can't understand it so they'll talk about everything right in front of me."
"That sucks." James said. "Just like your mom, bam!" he cackled before he ran off of the bus.
"That's why we don't like him." I sighed.
The door of the bus opened and Fay walked inside. He smiled at me and I jumped up. "Sorry," I told Oliver. "But I really need this." I said. Fay took the bag from his pocket and handed it to me. I went to put it in my bunk. I could feel everyone watching me. Everyone knew by now. They might not like it, but they can't do anything about it. "Thanks." I told Fay. I took two out and swallowed them dry. Then I got some money out and gave it to Fay.
"Thanks." he told me. "Listen, can we talk a minute?"
"Sure." I nodded. Fay took me into his bunk and I drew the curtain. I sat back against the wall and looked over at him. "So, what's up?" I asked.
"You know." he replied.
"Do I?" I frowned.
"The pills, Effy." he sighed.
"What about them?"
"You need to stop."
"I don't to stop." I said firmly.
"More like you can't."
"I see what you're getting at," I laughed humourlessly. "But you're wrong. I'm not addicted."
"Stop then."
"I don't want to." I snapped.
"Ef, you're spending so much every week on these things. You never know what's in them one hundred percent because we're always moving. If you don't stop something bad will happen."
"Like what?" I asked quietly. "What will happen?"
"I don't know." he shrugged.
"Listen to me, I'm not addicted."
"Prove it."
"What?"
"Don't take them for one week and see what happens."
"Nothing will happen." I rolled my eyes.
"So give me your pills."
"I don't have to do this. It's pointless." I mocked.
"Because you know I'm right!" he exclaimed.
"Fine!" I said. I got out of the bunk and grabbed the pills from mine. I handed then to Fay and narrowed my eyes. "When I'm completely fine in a weeks time I want them back."
"You can." he smiled.
"You're a dick." I told him.
"I'll remind you of that on stage later."
"This is why people ship us!" I groaned.
"Ew." he wrinkled his nose.
"Shut up!" I laughed.
"You're not my type," he grinned. "You're too skinny."
"I am not!" I exclaimed.
"You are. How could you not be though? Look at your dad and uncle."
"You're making me self conscious!" I hit his arm.
"Plus, I don't go for drug addicts."
"I'm not an addict." I muttered.
"Then why do you look so scared?" he asked quietly.
"I don't know." I whispered.
"What's up, Effy?" Fay asked me, jumping down from his bunk.
"Nothing." I lied, or maybe I didn't.
"Is it tour?"
"No," I shook my head, a light smile playing about my lips. "You want to know why I take the pills now?" I asked and he nodded. "So I don't have to sleep."
"What's so bad about sleeping?"
"I can't do things to make me forget everything. Like drinking and smoking and taking things and finding someone to use me when really I'm using them."
"What do you need to forget? Is it about that guy from England?"
"No," I laughed. "It's what I've done for this band."
"Why would you want to forget that? You're the reason we're all here. I know you missed out on money when you had to. You stayed up for nights and nights. You should look at all the sacrifices you made and then think it's worth it."
"Oh I do," I nodded. "But I did other stuff too. I'm the reason we got signed."
"What do you mean?" Fay frowned. I took a deep breath and met his eye.
"I fucked him. I fucked him, Fay."
"The guy we had that first meeting with?" Fay asked and I nodded. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"I want to forget it but I don't regret it. Is that bad?" I asked.
"Of course not." Fay rushed. Then he pulled me into a hug. I rested my head against his chest and sighed. Brilliant.

Notes

Hey! What did you think? Sorry it took so long! Effy told Fay. Will she be able to last without the pills? What do you want to happen? :)

Comments

@BandObsessedMaddie
Sorry I've only just replied! I've been working non stop. I have a sequel up! xoxo

@Not A Care In Your Eyes
Aww! Thank you! Crying is emotion. Emotion when reading my story = good! xoxo

WriteIsLife WriteIsLife
12/23/14

Chapter 19 I legit almost cried

Please make a sequal to this soon.

BandObsessedEmma BandObsessedEmma
11/25/14

@zoom1338
Awh thank you so much! More is being planned right now. And haha I think you may have to bribe people! ;)

WriteIsLife WriteIsLife
5/27/14

omg I love this series I need more so much more.Just get a book deal now. I will bribe people if I have

zoom1338 zoom1338
5/27/14