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Fuentes Next

Throw your dress up and your heart away

I rolled over and looked up at the ceiling. It was strange and unfamiliar. But then I remembered. All about coming home. All about Emma. All about the shock on Dad's face when he realised I was back. He lied to me. He didn't just not tell me. He lied about it all. Doesn't he trust me? I'm not some scared little girl. I haven't been home for months. I'm eighteen and I've already gone through moving across the world, more drug experiences than I care to mention, a rape trial, an intervention and my first promo tour. Like I couldn't handle it.
I got up out of bed and went to the bathroom. I cleaned myself up and came back into the guest room. I got dressed in a pair of jeans and light crop top. Then I walked out towards the kitchen. Mike was sitting on the breakfast bar with Alysha. They both looked up as I walked by but I went over to the cupboards and fixed myself up a bowl of cereal.
"Come sit down." Mike urged. I sighed and went over. I sat up by him and quietly started eating.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"You slept through breakfast and lunch."
"How was your sleep?" Alysha asked.
"It was great apart from this dream I kept getting where my dad is in my room. Then out of nowhere this blonde, little young thing comes out of nowhere. Dads showing her my room then they're under the blankets and they're obviously fucking. But I come home and I ask them what they're doing. So they don't stop, they just carry on and get louder and louder," I told them. "Apart from that I had a great sleep." I added.
"Only I get to be sarcastic. Less of the lip." Mike warned playfully.
"Sorry," I mumbled. "But, why didn't he tell me? Seriously!"
"He wanted to." Mike sighed.
"Obviously not hard enough."
"Vic wanted to take you out to dinner. Then he was going to tell you on your own. He never wanted for you to find out like this." Alysha tried.
"Remember what I said to you before? Sometimes people just really want to but can't." Mike said. I sat back and thought. He did say that.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked.
"How would that have gone? Oh kid, you know your dad? He's dating this woman who's only two or three years older than you. She's okay. She's moved in by the way. But don't worry, she's not allowed in your room." he mocked.
"She's not allowed in my room?" I asked.
"No one is. Only Vic. It's a little creepy actually. He changed your sheets and gives it a little clean every Friday."
"That is creepy." I smiled.
"So, what's this Emma like?" I asked.
"She's nice. Very ... um .... happy." Mike said.
"She's very different from me." Alysha muttered.
"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked.
"That Alysha doesn't like her."
"It's not that I don't like her," Alysha sighed. "Maybe she doesn't like me. So I'm just returning the favour."
"Why wouldn't she like you? You're amazing. Way better hair than her." I said quickly.
"She doesn't think that my job is very respectable," she rolled her eyes. "Posing with no clothes on while someone takes photographs isn't very ladylike apparently. She didn't even bother to look at the fact I'm a buyer as well. No, I just pose nude..." she trailed off angrily.
"You've started her off. This isn't going to help you like her." Mike told me.
"So, what does she do?" I asked, ignoring him.
"She works in retail. That's it. She's just a shop assistant. I choose the clothes. She just sells them. How can she criticise me?"
"Ugh, I hate her already," I grumbled. "From what I remember she wasn't even wearing nice clothes." I added.
"She's so practical. Just because I wear clothes that have a little something."
"I love your clothes. If I were you I'd go round every day just to piss her off."
"If you want I have some old clothes I don't want. They're your size."
"Girls," Mike stopped us. "Can we end the bitch about Emma session please?"
"No." I grumbled making him roll his eyes.
Mikes phone rang and saw it was Dad. Mike picked it up and started talking down the phone. I widened my eyes at her and he smiled to try and put me at ease. Mike held the phone away from his ear and looked at me. "He wants to talk, Ef." Mike told me.
"Do I have to?" I whined and he nodded. I sighed and took the phone from him. "What?" I asked flatly.
"Come home, Effy." Dad tried.
"No." I refused.
"Please, we need to talk."
"Is she there?" I asked.
"Emma is here." Dad replied.
"No. I'm not coming home."
"We can go somewhere nice. We could go to the beach. Or to that pizza place you like."
"No, because no matter where we go it doesn't change the fact that your effort as a cradle robber is still sat at home in my house and that you lied to me about it all." I snapped.
"I never meant to hurt you."
"But you did. You had the chance to tell me but you didn't. You don't get it. Everyone hurts me. My mom, my friends, my boyfriends, strangers, even producers. Why did you have to do it too?"
"Effy-"
"Forget it," I snapped. "I'm not even worth your words." I finished and hung up. I folded my arms across my chest and Mike wrapped his arm around me.
"Give it a week. You might feel differently." Mike said gently.
"I doubt it." I muttered.
"What do you want to do later? We could go out for a meal." Mike said.
"No, I have a band meeting." I sighed.
"We'll save you some food. After you can come and stay with me in LA for a few days so you can look at those clothes." Alysha said.
"Okay, thanks." I smiled.
I got up and went to put my shoes on. Then I grabbed my bad and waved to them both. Mike urged me over and I kissed his cheek. Then I waved again and went to the door. I walked down to get outside. Then I started walking towards Fay and James's apartment.
When I got there I used my key to let myself inside. I opened the door to their apartment and saw everyone in the sitting room. Fay, James, Matt, V, Paris and the rest of the tech were there. I saw Ethan and our manager, Catherine there too. I smiled and went to sit down by Fay.
"Okay, this shouldn't take long," Catherine told us all. "Plans for the next tour."
"We only just got back." Matt said.
"This is what it's like." I rolled my eyes.
"Now, I worked hard to secure this. You were only an interest because of Effy's connections. This is a huge deal for a band still new in the business. UK support." she said excitedly.
"Really?" I asked brightly.
"That's insane." Fay grinned.
"Who're we supporting?" James asked.
"Of Mice and Men." Catherine said proudly.
"I love them guys!" Paris exclaimed.
"You know them?" Seth asked.
"We've been to parties." I shrugged.
Catherine started to talk about the tour. I listened to when we were leaving but after that I blanked out. I was staring at the wall opposite. My phone flashed and I saw Dad was calling me. I rejected it and put my phone back down.
After a while everyone stood up. People started to say their goodbyes and slowly people left. I stayed where I was sat. James closed the door and turned back around. "You staying?" he asked me.
"For a bit." I shrugged. James disappeared into his room and I turned to see Fay still sitting next to me.
"What's up?" Fay asked.
"My dad has a girlfriend." I muttered.
"Oh, what's she like?"
"I don't know but I hate her."
"Why?" he asked gently.
"Dad didn't tell me. I came home to find her living there. Dad didn't even tell me when he had the chance." I explained.
"What did you do?"
"I shouted, screamed and ran to Mike's."
"You could have came here." he told me.
"I know," I shrugged. "I just wanted my uncle." I turned to face Fay and sighed.
"It's really fucked you over, hasn't it?" he asked and I nodded. I frowned and looked down at the couch. I looked up at him through my eyelashes.
"What do-" but I couldn't finish. Fay had took my face in his hands and rushed to lean in. He crushed his lips onto mine and kissed me urgently. I didn't kiss back though. I pushed Fay off of me and stood up. I folded my arms across my chest and glared down at him.
"I'm sorry!" he exclaimed.
"Shut up!" I snapped.
"I didn't mean to do it."
"You obviously did because you did it." I spat.
"Effy, sit down." he tried.
"I don't think I want to." I muttered.
"I didn't mean to-"
"To what? To hurt me?" I rushed. "But wasn't it obvious I didn't want to? You don't just force a kiss on someone, Fay. You don't force anything on anyone."
"I know, I shouldn't have."
"I am so sick of people saying sorry. You're sorry you hurt me, well why didn't you use your fucking head and stop yourself from doing it before you did!" I yelled.
"Effy." he said desperately.
"Ugh, fuck you!" I spat. Then I turned and walked to James's room.
"Effy," he warned. I ignored him and opened the door. "Don't you fucking dare." he threatened. I flipped him off and closed the door behind me.
"What?" James asked. I looked at him. He was just wearing a pair of sweat pants.
"Can you help me with something?" I asked quietly.
"With what?" he asked.
"I want you to take me away." I grinned. I closed the gap between us. I threw my arms around his neck and crushed my lips to his and pulled back. James looked at me for a second before he kissed me again. It was rough and urgent. I pulled away and stepped back.
"What was that?" James asked. He came in front of me and I bit down onto my lip. My hand went to the waistband of his sweat pants and his eyes widened. James grabbed my waist and then he threw me down onto his bed. He hovered over me and smirked. "Finally." he said smugly.
"Shut up, your face is nice when it's not talking." I mumbled and he kissed me again.

Notes

Hey! What did you think? Fay kissed her! But then she went to James! What do you think will happen? Who will Effy stay with? What about Vic? Will Effy ever forgive him? :)

Comments

@BandObsessedMaddie
Sorry I've only just replied! I've been working non stop. I have a sequel up! xoxo

@Not A Care In Your Eyes
Aww! Thank you! Crying is emotion. Emotion when reading my story = good! xoxo

WriteIsLife WriteIsLife
12/23/14

Chapter 19 I legit almost cried

Please make a sequal to this soon.

BandObsessedEmma BandObsessedEmma
11/25/14

@zoom1338
Awh thank you so much! More is being planned right now. And haha I think you may have to bribe people! ;)

WriteIsLife WriteIsLife
5/27/14

omg I love this series I need more so much more.Just get a book deal now. I will bribe people if I have

zoom1338 zoom1338
5/27/14