My little black book.

Oli's POV
I woke up around.. Uh. Early. Sammy is still sleeping. Hmm. I wonder what this book is? It's probably Sammy's journal. I flipped through it. She's had a hard life. I can feel tears.. Wait. Tears? Well a tear. She cuts, she used to be anorexic, her parents hate her and each other. I love her so much. I can't believe- she.. She drew me? It looks well like me. Oh she's stirring. I musnt tell her I've been snooping. I should probably go back to sleep.

BEEP BEEP BEEP
we both groaned.
"how do you wake up this early?"
"It's hard." Wait school? God we have to go to school.
We got up. My book was on the floor. I can't have Oli snooping. I don't want him to know about the guy who raped me.. Yeah I was raped.
We got ready. Ate. Left.
Got to school. I kissed him goodbye. School went by fast. I was a little zoned out. I didn't know why. I was just thinking about Oli.
"I'm glad to see you not like death." Matty put his arm around my shoulder. "Thanks." Gotta love sarcasm.
"Uh did Kellin tell you?"
"tell me what?"
"Him and I are moving."
"No, you can't leave me." I started crying.
"don't cry Sams. We'll be in touch."
"I love you two." I'm going to miss you." I hugged Matty and did the same for Kellin.
"Bye guys. I love youu!"

I didn't do anything for 2 days. I went to school, didn't text, didn't talk, and didn't really eat. Two of my best friends- gone.
Aunt Clare disappeared somewhere. It's not unusual for her to. I never knew where she'd go.
Oli came to my room.
so did Austin, Alan, Vic, Jaime, Tony, and Mike.
"C'mon." They picked me up
"what are you doing?"
"taking you out to the club." Tony smiled.
"okay. lemme get dressed."
I put on makeup.
I put a form fitting black dress on with flats.
I walked into a room, not of boys, but little monsters.
They ran and dog piled onto me.
"Bloody hell get off." Gasped.
Oli and Vic did as told.
"tell us we're pretty!" (Alan had passed out by then by the way)
"no."
"then we're not getting off."
"fine, you are the prettiest mother fuckers I've ever seen in my life."
They got off, Oli pulled me up.
"we're hereee!" Jaime chimed.
Oli and I didn't drink too much. I didn't want to do anything I'd regret.
"youknowwhat?" Vic slurred to Jaime.
"what?" Jaime almost fell over.
"Youare. The pretties motherfucker."
"thnk ew." They were piss drunk.
"look I'm a ninja turtle.."
"No tony!"
He kicked Mike and Austin.
"youare a nijaturdle." Austin slurred.

"let's leave."
"Agreed."
Oli and I went to my house. I lead him to my room.
'okay Sammy you want to do this. You can do it.'
I pulled his shirt off.
Oli had a strange look.
I kissed him, then straddled.
"Are you sure?"
I nodded to confirm.
He pulled me down for a kiss.
He pulled my dress off, showing all my scars.
He kissed the scars on my stomach.
I started to unbutton his trousers as he in clipped my bra.
"Your legs are soft." I started laughing.
"what? they are."
We were both nude. He slipped on a condom on.
"Are you ready?"
"Mhm." He pushed himself in. I moned. We were so close. I knew I loved him. He was gental even while having sex. We were both close. We exchanged names, and we were done.

"I'm going to take a shower." Care to join?"
he followed me to the shower. I stood there and hugged him. We didn't say anything until I heard the front door open and close. Oli turned off the water. We put towels on, and made a bee line to the bedroom. We put clothes on.
"stay here love." Before he could make it to the door-
"Iloveyousomuchman." We about died with laughter. "Babe was that Vic?" He nodded.
"whose he with?"
He was trying to hold in his laugh.
"Jaime."
"Put me to bed viccy."
I realized Vic and Jaime get really touchy-feely when they're piss drunk. Mike was passed out in the drive. Tony made it to the table. Jamie and Vic were spooning.
"Babe!" I whispered/ hissed.( Not in a mean way.)
"what?" In the same tone.
"babe, come take a picture!!"
Oli over there laughing like an idiot. I decided- wait.. Where's Austin? WHERE'S ALAN?!
"Hey lammy." Austin fell on me.
I put him on the floor.
"I loveyoulammy."
I giggled. "Love you too idiot."

Out of nowhere Alan ran up.
"I almost got raped by Austin." He scuffed.
"it's okay go back to bed."
I patted his butt as he left.
I turned to Oli and decided to have some fun.
I jumped on his back. We fell. "Gotcha."
"Get off."
"no"
he smirked. "Okay." He rolled over. I'm on the floor. I tickled him, then he pulled my top down a little and latched down to the top of my boob. Not in a sexy way. He did it in a -I'm- and-ass-but-I-love-you kinda way.
"you ass."
"I love you too. Oh you're welcome by the way."
"gah boob hicky."
I didn't feel like moving.
"We're sleeping on the floor come here."
"Haha no." He picked me up. I knew we were both intoxicated.
we fell. Yep we slept on the floor. "I love you Oli."
"I love you too Sammy."

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