My little black book.

I had just finished drawing Oli in my little black book. I don't think it looks that good. It was that time of the month.. Again. I didn't go to school. My aunt came back. She's making tea right now. "Why am I so emotional??" I cry then get mad then cry!" "I'm glad to see you're not pregnant." She gave me my tea. "I'll leave you be." I got a text from Matt.
matt- where are you? Did you die?
me- no I'm fine. Just lady probs.
matt- oh have fun with that.

I started writing in my book. It holds all of my secrets.

I-I think I love him. He's so nice and. I like him so much right now it hurts.

"sammy wammy you have visitors."
The guys came up to my room with caution. Except for Tony. I think he had a "fuck it" moment. "Matt told us about your lady problems." He gave me chocolate. "Thank you so fucking much." I stopped working out, so my emotions were messed up, I was nauseous, and I had really bad cramps.
"they hurt so bad!" I cried into my pillow.
"I am so happy to be a guy." A couple of them yelled.
"You're so mean!" Yes still crying.
Tony put me in his lap. "I know they're just trying to make you feel bad." That smile though.
"My tummy hurts." A few awe's in the background.
"ice cream?"
"please?" I made puppy dog eyes.
"yes babe." He kissed my forehead.
He gave me off to Oli. He rubbed my tummy. I cuddled/ hugged him. I was soon picked up by Matty. He started to rub my tummy too. "Damn you do have abs." I climbed off. Mike hugged me from behind. "Nice to see you up and moving." His hands moved down. The guys' eyes widened. They shook their heads. He slapped my butt. I kicked him in the balls.
"You irritate me." I walked out of the room to meet Tony with ice cream. "Why are you up babe?"
"Mike slapped my ass." I folded my arms like a child.
"what'd you do?"
"uh kicked him in the balls." I grinned.
"god I love you Sammy." He laughed and hugged me.
"I love you too my little turtle." I winked. Never gonna let lat one go. I'm also glad it was the last day of my period. Those were always the worst for me. Aunt Clare looked at me. "How're you and Oli?"
"Aunt Clare."
"Okay okay. I'm going shopping. Be home in an hour or two."
"Bye."
kellin, Matty, mike, Austin, and Jaime left. Mostly to talk to mike. Vic and Alan left too. For the same reason. Alan just going with Austin.
"Have to go." Love you babe."
"love you too little turtle, have fun with the kids."
I was. Alone. With Oli.
"Oliver." He frowned.
"Samantha." I frowned.
"Oli baby?"
"Sammy baby?"
"will you fun me a bubble bath pretty please?"
"sure." I smiled and left. He ran the water.
I stripped and sat in my towel waiting. I know what you're thinking. Isn't she bleeding into her towel? No I'm not. My period is over.
"Oh I'm sorry."
"Oli I'm not naked. It's okay."
"Uh your bath is ready."
I say in the tub. I sat back.

I finally got out. I got dressed, and made my way to my room. Oli had fallen asleep. I sat beside him. "Wake up sleepy head." He wrapped his arms around me. "Close your eyes."
"What?" I laid beside him and did as told. I felt him put his hands on either side of me. He lowered himself to me. I felt his nose touch mine. He gave me the most passionate kiss in the world. I opened me eyes.
"I-I" I saw the fear in his eyes.
"you don't know how long I've been waiting for that."
He smiled. He laid beside me. I straddled over him. I kissed his nose. He pulled me down. I was basically laying on him.
"I love you." He kissed me again.
"I love you too." I snuggled on top of him. Then I rolled beside him. "Sammy will you be my girlfriend?"
"I thought you'd never ask."
I snuggled to him. Then grabbed my black book.

My love, I'm his girlfriend and I couldn't be happier.

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