My little black book.

"Hey guys." I was so happy to be there.
"Hey Sammy." They all chimed.
I was greeted by Alan.
"C'mon." He tugged me towards Austin. I can't believe I'm in a room with 8 hot guys and cute little Alan.
"Hey."
"Hey princess." Oh nickname okay.
we started chatting. He told me about Alan. They've been best friends for a while. Even though he's younger. He gets bullied a lot too. I made a mental note to have that stopped. You may not think it but I can kick some ass.
I stepped outside for a smoke. "Hello there sexy lady."
"Hello Jesus man."
"Did you just call me Jesus man?"
"Yeah."
He put his arm around me but I instantly took it off.
"Don't be so tense darling."
"Don't touch me." I put my weed out.
I ran into Vic. Literally.
"Oh god I'm sorry."
"It's fine, you didn't happen to bump into my little brother Mike?"
" yeah he tried to molest me outside."
"he's such a prick sometimes." I'm sorry."
"no worries love." I hugged him, to show him I was okay.
I sat down on the couch, when two people picked me up.
"what?"
"time for shots!" You're new you get the first one" what was the time? It was 7pm. I texted my aunt to let her know I was alive and yadda yadda yadda. Time for shots.

"I'm a bird Tony!" I slurred a little bit. I was higher than a kite.
"nice to meetyou miss bird." I'm a turtle." We had our arms together. I let go of Tony.
"Are you mother?" A little voice came from behind me.
"Of course I am Alan." I kissed his forehead.
"I love you mommy." He hugged me.
"I love you to baby." Then I was off. I felt so confident. Kellin and Matty were singing Whitney Houston on the table. Oli was sitting alone. I felt bad so I walked over to him. I regained soberness. I sat beside him. "Is something wrong love?"
He pointed to my arms. I saw the bloody bandages. He took me by the hand and lead me upstairs. He sat me on the bathroom table top. "Take your bandages off." I froze as he pulled a first aid kit out. "But-"
"I said take em off ." So I did. His eyes went to pure sadness as he cleaned up my arm. I was horrified myself. I didn't think I had cut that deep. "There." He gave me the saddest grin I had ever seen. I got off the table top, I slung my arms around his neck. "Thank you love." I whispered in his ear. I grabbed his hand and lead him back downstairs. "Care to get piss drunk with me?" I laughed a little bit. I was still kind of drunk. "Why yes I'd love to." We all took shots and got high. Kellin was talking about a unicorn whispering to him. "Why do my nostrils whisper to me?" I slurred as Oli and I used each other as an anchor. He swayed. "I dunno pretty lady, maybe you should ask them." Tony walked over to me. "Miss- miss lady, your some is looking for you." I picked up Alan like a baby. Then walked over to Vic. He was the only one sober. "Will you tell my aunt I'm staying here?" I don't wanna- wanna leave my baby here alone."
"Yay mommy can stay." Alan slurred. Turns out he drank the spiked punch. I gave Vic my phone. "Thank you love. I preciate it." I swayed to the couch. I saw Mike. "Are you Jesus? AM I DEAD?"
"I'm always Jesus. He's my favrit guy ew no." Them he fell down to sleep I guess.


I woke up in a dark place with Alan in my lap sleeping. He woke up and hugged me. "It's dark." I held him like my kid. We he was my kid last night but you know. I felt around and finally found a light switch. We were in.. A bathroom? To be more specific in a bath tub. I helped Alan out of the tub. "Let's go find people." We smirked. He held his phone out. "Picture time." We whispered deviously. We found Tony on a table holding Jaime's hand. Jamie was on the ground cuddling a bottle. Mike was on the floor. Kellin and Matt were cuddling each other on top of the bar. "Cute." We found Austin passed out on the toilet. Vic was the only one in a bed. We couldn't find Oli though. "Where's Oli?" Alan tugged on my top. "Uh I dunno." I heard muffles in the closet. I opened it to find none other than Oli. I pulled the duck tape off his mouth. "What-"
"I have no clue love." I helped him out. Since everyone was asleep, I decided to clean up. After that I didn't know what to do. "I'm going home. I'll see you guys at school tomorrow." I found my phone and left.
I got to the house, and saw a note and my schedule.
"sorry babe had to go out on business." Be back in a couple of days. No sex on the table and use protection." Love you XOXO.

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