My little black book.

I've been so worried I haven't eaten. It's been about a week an Vic still hasn't woken up. Alan isn't speaking. I look like a bone. You know. casual. Everyone's worried about us. I think I'll be fine. And now Oli is off with Austin being worried. Tony and Jaime are trying to calm Mike down. Matty and Kellin are trying to FaceTime all of us. And Alan is currently sitting in my lap, because I need to make sure he still remembers words.

"Alan?" I brushed his hair with my finger.
nothing.

"Alan please speak." He looked at me with the shut the fuck up face.

"Fine." With that, I got up and went to Vic's bedroom.

I sat there next to Vic's bed. He's so pale, and so lifeless.
"Vic..?"
I didn't expect to get an answer. I grabbed his hand. I could've prevented all of this. "This is all my fault."

"It's not." I looked up. I know by now I was crying. I obviously wouldn't care, not right now. Some mysterious voice just told me it want my fault an-

"Vicypoo!"

"Man I feel like death." His voice was raspy and raw. I'm also crying like a little girl.

"I missed you." I literally climbed in his little bed thing and hugged him. Did I mention I kissed him? Just out of excitement. We sat there in weird silence for a minute.

"you're so skinny." He run his finger down my arm.

"I'll be fine." I tried not to look self counsious.

"Go eat you ne-"

"you just woke up from the dead. I sure as hell am not going to get a nasty as fuck hospital sandwich." He threw his arm around me. I felt my eyes get heavy. This was a perfect ending to a perfect day. Taking a nap with your not dead best friend in a hospital bed.

Oli~

I'm starting to get worried about Sam. She hasn't eaten, she's not talking to me. I should probably go check up on her. I made my way to Vic's room. She was sleeping with him? Looks like he's been awake because his arm is around her. Not okay. She's too skinny. Not okay either. But she is cute when she sleeps.
"Get up love." I tapped her on the shoulder.

"I don't want to."
with that I picked her up. And carried her to our room. I put her on the bed, and we all fell asleep. Only I was besides her this time. Not Vic.

Sammy~

I woke up. Well I'm in a room, with a million guys and no Vic. Oli was beside my. I took it upon myself to kiss his forehead. He made a what's happening in my sleep face it was cute. Alan was on my other side. I climbed over him to the floor. I started to make my way to the door then- bam! I hit the floor. I felt a pain in my chest. I can't breath I looked around the room. Austin was the closest. I slapped him, and he stood up about to slap me. He went from anger to fear to concern. 'Help' I mouthed. Then everything started getting hazy. I felt hands pick me up. What's happening to me?

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