HELLO MISS LADY

i walked outside of your house. i shivered at the coldness. once you got in the car and turned on the heater. a blast of cold air circulated the car before the heat did. i looked in the rear view mirror and backed out the driveway. i looked at how white the snow was. i felt a stinging come from my legs. there was fresh cuts and i had goose bumps, so it hurt even more. the traffic light turned red, and i came to a sudden stop. i looked beside me and saw a male my age. he had some tattoo's that were really attractive. as i was looking at him, he looked at me and waved a single wave and drove off. i was taken out of my day dream by a honk. i quickly started moving, but by the time i moved it was orange. i went up the massive hill and it my dash board "you can do it" i told it. once over the hill the fun part came up, the down hill. it was a long descend which was fun. at the end their was a round about and i went straight onto the highway. a familiar car was beside me. i looked and saw him and he smiled at me. i looked at the time. shoot it was 8:30, school starts in 15 minutes. once i pulled up at the car park i got out and as usual everyone started at me. some people whispered as i walked past them. i went to home room and looked for my friend, she wasn't there. great i thought until someone walked through the doors. it was that boy, he must be new here. he looked at me and smiled. i smiled back and moved my bag. he had to sit next to me because we had everything together. "thank you god" i whispered. i looked at him and into his beautiful eyes. "high i'm tony." he said with a smile. "hi i'm y/n i looked at his timetable and told him i would escort him everywhere. when we walked down the hall i heard someone say "eww look someone scored a charity case." i lowered my head and watched my feet as i walked. i felt a hand on my back. it was tony. "you okay?" he said i nodded and kept walking. once we were inside of the classroom i sat down at the desk and watched people look at me weirdly, even the teacher. i lowered my head and grabbed out my book. "now class..." i zoned out. i looked out the window and saw the snow fall gracefully. i started drawing small things on my page. Tony noticed "you're very good." still with the same smile. his smile was so beautiful. i went back to drawing and noticed i was drawing dark things again. i shook my head and turned my page over. hopefully Tony didn't see it. "y/n!!!" the teacher was yelling. you finally came back. "yes sir?" "what do we do after we find out the answer?" i looked at the answer and it was there i had to. "sir after 69 is mouthwash." Tony laughed and he gave you a slip and you went to the principle's office. "hi.." "hello my dear please sit down, what seems to be the reason you are here?" i breathed in slowly until i heard a knock at her door. "can you please open it?" she asked. i walked over and opened it. "Tony?" i asked "hello miss lady" "ohh there is two of you, did you both do something together or what? actually just tell me why you are here." "well miss i/m sorry but my immaturity became too much in maths as i zoned back in and the teacher was yelling at me. he asked me what came after the answer, i looked at it and it was 69..." "did you say mouthwash?" she asked me. i nodded and tried not to laugh. "and what is your reason?" i also wanted to know. i looked at him waiting. "well miss after y/n left i started laughing uncontrollably and he sent me out too. it was really funny at the time. he walked over to me and said "ahh the new student i see, a trouble maker by the looks of it. he looked down at my tattoo's and i spoke up saying that they don't define me as a person." she looked at him with a smile and said "well seeing as you two have my day better by hearing those stories" she said with a little laugh "you can go free, i suggest you try and do something once a week and tell me." was she telling me to be naughty? i could do this. we both left. i noticed he was looking at me and i asked what he was looking at. he grabbed my arm "you, you're just so beautiful." i felt my cheeks burn up. i giggled. "i like your tattoo's by the way." i told him. he thanked me. he asked if i had any. "i do but i'm afraid i can't show you just yet." and gave him a wink. he smiled and we walked back to maths laughing and grabbed our bags. seeing as we had a spare 20 minutes to spare until our next class, we sat in the cafeteria. "where do you normally sit?" he asked i pointed to a table in the far corner that only had one seat. he looked at me with a sad face. "what kind of music do you like?" i asked. "well i really like punk bands, i think their music is real unlike so many other bands you know?" i smiled and agreed with the music taste. "whats your favorite band?" he asked me. "i'm not sure if you would have heard of them. i found them on YouTube, but i cant find photo's of them anywhere, the voice is so angelic." he smiled waiting for the name of this small band. "oh yeah that's right" i laughed a little "their names Pierce The Veil. they are really good you should look them up." i said smiling. "small world" he laughed and put his hand behind his neck. he was cut of by me "oh you know whats funny? i know all their names. just haven't seen their faces. i also read up on a website somewhere and saw some pictures of Vic, but not of my favorite which is sad" i said pouting. who would that be? he asked i blushed and said "Tony Perry he likes star wars, i like star wars, we are practically perfect for each other." "you know i'm in a band." he said i looked at him and asked for the name. "its a pretty small band, we are only on YouTube though." i laughed and asked for the name. "don't freak out on me will you?" i shook my head and leaned in wanting to hear the name of the band. "Pierce The Veil" he said but the bell interrupted so i didn't hear him, "sorry stupid bell, who?" "Pierce The Veil." he said. he looked at the floor. i blushed instantly after what i said about Tony. i looked at him "you're Tony Perry arnt you?" he smiled at me and i knew it. i giggled as he grabbed my hand took me to class. we sat in the back talking about music. the lesson went really fast. it was now lunch. i went to my locker and he followed. i smiled at him and grabbed my coat. it was really cold. he saw pain on my face "whats wrong?" he asked worried. "oh nothing don't worry" he looked at me as if he knew. he held me and hugged me. i think he did. we walked to the library and sat under the warmth coming from the heaters. i sat there doodling my thoughts while talking to him. he quickly grabbed my book and looked at it. i saw his face drop. i quickly grabbed it back and put it in my bag before getting up and leaving. i felt something warm on my wrist. he grabbed me and pulled me down and held me "darling you'll be okay. i tried not to cry but i failed. the bell went and i helped him up and we went to class. i didn't really talk much, i just grabbed my mp3 player out and started listening to music. i listened to the intricate guitarist and realized one guitarist was next to me. once again the lesson went really quickly and school was almost over. i looked at the clock. 2:49. i more minute. i heard the bell go off and i stood up and walked out towards my locker. i put all my books away and saw Tony looking at me. i smiled "hey umm i know we only met today but do you want to come to the studio with me and i can show you the band." he said with a smile. i nodded and said yes really excitedly. i followed him in my car. it was a small studio inside a house. i looked around and saw family photo's and saw a little Tony in one. "awww" i said before he grabbed my arm and took me to his room. he quickly changed into something more warm and held my hand and took me down stairs to the kitchen. "want any food?" i shook my head. he quickly ate a piece of cake. then i followed him outside to his shed. when i walked in i heard people talking. it was nice and warm in there. i stood next to Tony. "everyone i want you to meet my new friend y/n" they all waved and introduced themselves. he told them how i was talking about this small band on YouTube and he broke the news to her. Vic laughed "small world aye?" i laughed too. "do you play anything?' they asked "i play the drums but i'm not that good." i shyly smiled. Mike handed me his sticks. "play something" he smiled at me. i walked over to the kit and started playing my favorite song diamonds and why men buy them. "you said you weren't good" mike said after i finished. i smiled and chuckled. i sat down on the couch and watched them play until i looked at the time. 10:00 shit! "hey guys sorry it's getting late, i can hang out some other time though" i smiled and hugged them all. we all exchanged numbers and i left. "y/n is quite a catch turtle." Jaime said. they all agreed. "yeah we have every class together, but she isn't okay in the head." they looked thinking he meant some sort of major thing. "don't worry guys, i think she has depression. coming from it i know it hurts when you have fresh cuts and you get cold. when she got cold i saw the pain, the same pain i felt." he said and looked down to the ground. Vic came up to him and put his hand on his back. "don't worry Tony, i'm sure y/n will be fine." he smiled at him. "guys i'm going to go to sleep, see ya in the morning." the cold hit him like daggers he felt the pain she felt. he looked in his pocket and saw her number. he put it in his phone and changed into his star wars boxers. Mike walked in and saw Darth Vader on his butt. "hey look are you alright?" he asked. tony nodded and hopped into bed hoping Mike didn't see his body. once Mike left he fell asleep and found himself dreaming of y/n
once i awoke in my house i ran to the bathroom. i immediately threw up. after a good 15 minutes i looked out of the window and saw it was still dark. i sat up and held my knees tight to my chest. i rocked back and forth while watching the snowflakes drop so delicately. i heard a knock at my door. i looked at the time it was 3:00 who could be here at this time?
i opened the door and i couldn't believe my eyes.him, how did he find out where i live? "Derek?" i said in a small voice. "open this fucking door tramp!" he said looking at the chain in between the door and the wall. i closed it and backed away. how could he be here? i ran upstairs and grabbed my phone. i called Tony and hoped that he answered. hey did and with a sexy sleepy voice he asked me what was wrong. "he is here, my ex and he is pissed. i'm scared. " i heard him sit up on his bed and his sleepy voice was gone. "i'll be there soon stay there." before he hung up he heard a deep voice behind me yell "bitch you are going to get it!" i dropped my phone in pure fear. i looked over before he slapped me. it was loud, tears streamed down my face and it made me feel more shit about myself. he started beating me more, throwing punches and holding me to the wall kneeing me. i threw up on him and he didn't like that. he dropped my arms and i fell to the floor. i saw his foot lift and back up. i closed my eyes waiting for the pain. i stayed there for a minute waiting for it, but instead i heard a dropping sound. i opened my eyes and saw Tony with bloody knuckles and Derek on the ground. i sat there in shock. Tony came towards me and picked me up and placed me on the bed. he took his phone out and called the police and told them what happened. they were on their way, while waiting for them tony took some tissues and cleaned up my face. it had a mixture of vomit and blood around my mouth. "you still look beautiful." he said in his sweet tone. i looked at him and smiled. it hurt and my face showed it. after he cleaned my face he hugged me tight. he noticed i was dripping in sweat. he went to my drawers and picked some clothes out for me. he picked up Derek, he was out cold, and took him outside and waited for the police. i soon heard the sirens and i walked down stairs. when i looked out the door i saw my car, it had spray pain on it. great i thought. i looked at the words on it "emo, bitch, go kill yourself ect." i felt a warm tear leave my eye. i walked out to the snow and saw the police man talking to Tony. "i came in after she called me saying he was there and she was scared so i came over as quick as i could to help her. i got here and the door was open and the chain was broken. i walked up stairs and saw he pinned her to the wall and was kneeing her gut than she vomited on him. i saw him drop her and was about to kick her. i quickly grabbed his shirt and punched him up the chin and he dropped. i saw she was in shock and i cleaned her up after calling you guys." he looked at me, he saw the stress in my eyes. "now mam, can you explain what happened?" i couldn't talk all my words had left me. i started shaking and collapsed. i landed on my knees and sat in the snow taking in what just happened. the police man could see i was in shock and knew that Tony's story was obviously true. Derek started coming around. he noticed he was in the police car with his hands tied together with zip ties. he looked at them confused than tried to get out out of the car. he looked up at Tony and stopped. he saw me in the snow crying. "dumb bitch, fucking deserved it!" he said. i could hear him and we all looked at him. Tony didn't look away from him during the whole time. the police man tried to calm me down but it didn't work. i got up and walked inside. before i walked inside i heard Derek call out to me. "why don't you do us a favor and fucking kill yourself you worthless piece of shit." i ran up to my room. i grabbed the box next to my bed and opened it. brand new blades. i held one and felt the comfort of the silver. i put it to my wrist. i closed my eyes and dug it in and quickly slid it down my full arm. i opened them and saw the blood flow out of me. the red started to look beautiful, i'm eye sight became blurry. i heard Tony yell downstairs. the police man was with him. he ran up my stair and saw the blade in one hand and the blood all over my bed. it was dripping to the floor. my arm was stretched over my bed and i started losing feeling. my eyes were blinking slowly. i saw Tony look at me with tears in his eyes. he picked me up and screamed. the police man came up and saw me.he rushed over and flashed a torch in my eyes. it was bright. i turned my head and closed my eyes. he put his arm around my shoulder and tried to lean me back up. "y/n! y/n!" he was yelling as he laid me beside him on the floor. he feels like his whole world just took a crash hit. he screamed out loudly "SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULANCE!" "chhhhh assistance needed chhhh suicide attempt hurry." my eyeballs were rolling and drifting out of consciousness. the paramedics rushed in and put her on the stretcher. he waited anxiously for the doctor to come out and tell him the news. "she's lost too much blood. the place looked like a murder scene" he kept thinking to himself. one hour later the doctor walks over to him with a straight face. "sorry for the words im about to say..." Tony fell to his knees he knew it was too late. he sat there with his head in his hands. he cried and walked over to me. he held my hand and kissed my forehead. he looked at the heart screen, the beats started to rise again. he looked shocked and called in a doctor. he was still holding my hand. the doctor came up and checked everything. he put his hand on my chest and felt my hear beating. "it's a miracle." i laid there sleeping, i couldn't wake up. i felt a painful incision in my arm and heard voices talk about me. "we need to pump blood in her and she might wake up, i can't promise anything Mr Perry." when i heard his name my heard beat a little faster. i felt so bad for doing this to him. i heard his phone ring. "h-h-ello?" i heard him say really shakily. "Tony where are you? its 5 in the morning why aren't you here?" "i-i'm with y/n" "did you get lucky?" "she is in the hospital... she lost allot of blood." i heard the silence and it killed Tony. i heard "i'm coming in" before Tony sat down next to me and held my hand. i tried to open my eyes but i couldn't. i tried to squeeze him but i wasn't strong enough. i needed to communicate with him. i heard someone come in and heard Vic, Jaime and Mike. they all seemed sad. i smelt flowers. they smelt like roses but i wasn't sure. Tony told them what happened and they all sounded shocked. the nurse came in and checked my blood bag. she put a new one on and i started to feel my limbs again. i tried to open my eyes and i saw a bright light. i quickly shut them and tried again. it took a while for my eyes to adjust to the light. i saw Tony and i tried to say his name. my throat and mouth was so dry. Mike saw me move and walked over to me. "hey darlin how you doing?" Tony looked over and saw me move my hand to thumbs up. he ran to my side. "y/n i thought i lost you, i wouldn't be able to live without you. i love you" i looked at him and tried to smile. it hurt but it was worth it. the nurse came in and sat me up. she gave me a cup with a straw and told me to drink it. it didn't really taste like normal water. after i drank it i tried to talk, it was raspy but i could talk a little. "i'm sorry Tony" i said than looked at the floor. he sat next to me and held my head to his chest. i cried and he held me. i looked at the boys. "hey guys" i managed to get out. they all looked at me and gave me hugs. Jaime was careful which was weird because normally he hugs tightly. i smiled and looked at them all. i guess this was my future. i was going to be with a band for the rest of my life. "hey guys i just got a text!" mike said excitedly. "its from Fearless Records! we are signed!" they all smiled and jumped. i smiled too. i wish i could jump with them. "hey y/n wanna come on tour with us once you get out?" i nodded "schweeet" Mike said with a laugh. the next day i was released and went home. i took the boys with me seeing as i was leaving with them straight away. i packed all my clothes into three bags. i dint have that much. i grabbed my make up and toiletries. i came out with a box of tampons and pads and the boys looked away. i laughed and went back to grab some more stuff. the blood was still on the floor. it was dry now but it was still really red. i zipped up my bags and headed down stairs. i looked around to see if there was anything i needed. i looked in the fridge and saw a bottle of whisky and vodka. i smiled and grabbed them. i lifted them in the air"lets get this part started!" we all left and headed for the small RV. once in i put my suitcase in the back i watched the house disappear. i sat down and looked at the boys. Vic's cousin was driving us to the company before they got their official driver and manager to take them to shows. i smiled at them all, this was my new family and i loved them. Tony wrapped his arm around me and turned up the music to their demo CD. we drove into the sunset and have been doing ever since.

Notes

y/n means your name :-)

i hope you like it
oh and please don't do anything stupid tonight. please please please. i don't know you and i care about you. if you ever need me just kik me @Allly_Fuentes i will answer them all :)