I Wish, But...

I woke up with Tony's Hands on my stomach. I felt uncomfortable, i felt his thing... on my back... was i THAT short? i stood up and went to the restroom.. I then remembered what happened earlier, I freaked out for a moment, then thought about it.. it wasn't that bad. it was Tony and i had always wished I would do it with him. I washed my face with this candy looking soap, that smelled soo good. when i got out to get my clothes, Tony was awake. "Good Morning" he said sarcastically. I Saw dried up blood stains on the bed and then I looked down at my thighs "Uhh, Tony?" i say. honestly i didn't have any question "Yes?" he asked I didn't know what to say so i asked him "What Time is it?" he flipped over and checked his phone. Immediately he stood up and started dressing "Well..?" I ask still waiting for the answer. "It's 5:56 pm. I'm gonna be late for practice" i froze. Shit. My dad. I wonder what he's doing. i bet he's worried! "God Damn really?" i ask putting my undershirt on. "Yes, Shouldn't you call your dad, and ask him if you can come to practice with us?" he did have a point. I got my phone and dialed the house number "Hello?" asked my brother Benjamin. "Where's dad?" i ask "Where the fuck have you been?!" he yelled. i could tell Tony heard because he looked up. "Where's Dad?" i ask again ignoring him "Where do you think he is? he's right here. and he's worried sick. Listen Up, Get Home NOW! Who The Fuck are you with you little Bitch?!" He yelled out. "Tell dad I'm Going to Practice with Tony. Ok?" I say in a shaky voice. "Tony?! Who the Fuck is Tony?! You little slut, i knew you Mom shouldn't of gotten the custody of you! God damn you turned into a slut just like her. I hope you die You Little skank!" Tony walked over and Took the phone away from me and hung up. I started crying "I-I Don't know why he says all these stuff to me. It's always been like that." i shakily. "It's Okay, He's just a Douchebag." he says while holding me.After maybe 5 minutes i let go of him "Can we just go?" i ask "are you sure?" he asked a bit concerned. "Yeah" i say. "Yes, baby" he says back.

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When we got to the studio, Tony grabbed my hand and told me everything was gonna be okay and that he loved me. "What's Up Toon-" Jaime's voice trailed off when he saw me. Tony Tightened The grip on my hand to let me know that it was okay. "Hime, This Is my girlfriend, Claudia." Jaime seemed shocked yet, not amused. "Hello, I'm Jaime" he said in this way that made me laugh. "Hi, Jaime" I say. He smiled at me, he had the cutest smile ever. "Tony!" yelled this really skinny and pretty girl. she was running to Tony and Kissed his lips I let go of his hand and walked away. Who did she think she was? tears were forming in my eyes.that was going over and over my mind.didn't even realized that i was still walking when i bumped into someone. "Uhh, Sorry" i say as i look away. I didn't know who it was and i certainly didn't want to know either. "Claudia?" said a familiar voice. I Looked Up, It was Mike. "M-Mike, I Uhh, I'm sorry." i looked away again. "Claudia what's wrong?" he asked "N-Nothing" i say while sniffing "I'm Okay" Mike didn't seem to believe me but he just said "Okay, if you need anything tell me Okay?" i look at him in the eyes.he held my hands and looked at my eyes too. "Okay, I will." i say "Hey!" I heard someone I turn around and see Gabrielle walking towards us. i let go of his hands and wiped my eyes. "Hey!" i say back. "Uhh, I'll go with the guys. Bye babe, bye Claudia" Mike said while walking where the guys were. "What's Wrong?" Gabrielle asked. "Nothing Gabbs." i say back. "Come on, Tell me." i couldn't hold it any longer. "Okay, I'll tell you" i say as she looked at me. "Wait, come on, let's go to the cafeteria and get you something." she said. We walked to the cafeteria, the guys were already there. I wipe my eyes again and walk with gabrielle to a table. "You want anything to drink?"she asked me. "Yeah, get me whatever you're getting." i say "Do you like Bud Light?" she asked, i was surprised, well not really "Yeah." i lie "2 Bud Lights" she says. "Yes Ma'am" says the waiter "Okay, so what happened?" she asked. I told her everything that happened when we got here. "Oh, hell No, where the fuck is that bitch?" she said furious. I looked around and I saw Tony and Mike staring at me. I turn around and look at gabrielle. "What Y'all Looking at?" she yells at them.both of them turned around immediately. "Are you Sure you're okay?" she asked me. "Yeah. I guess i am" i answer "You want me to take you home?" she asked me "Yeah, Please" i answer "Come with me to ask for the keys" she said. we walked to the guys' table. "Mike, can i have the keys?" she asked him "For what?" he asked her "To Take Claudia Home" she said Mike looked at Tony. Tony then stood Up. "I'll take you" he said. I shrugged. "Come on" he said. "Bye Claudia" said Mike "Bye" i say back as i followed Tony. "i didn't know she was gonna do that ok?" he said when we were outside. I shrugged again. "Look at me" he said. I looked at him. "I only love you" he said, that kinda made me relax a bit. "Then why did you let her?" i asked "I didn't she caught me off guard" he said. "But why did she do it, did she not see you and i were holding hands?" i ask crying again. "Look, me and her used to date, when i broke up with her about a month or two ago, she didn't believe me, she thought we were still going out." he said wiping my tears away. "Let's Go, Take Me home." i demanded. "Not until you tell me you forgive me" he said. I just shrugged and got in the car. he stood out there for about 3 minutes until i opened the door and walked up to him and said. "I forgive you." he seemed relieved, then he tried to kiss me."Not until you wash your Mouth" i say.he smiled. "LETS GO" i say sarcastically. "Have you eaten?" he asked. "I lost my appetite" i say back. The drive was quiet and it felt really slow. usually it would take a second to get there. at least that's what it felt like. "Bye, Baby" Tony said as i got out of the car. "Bye" I say . When i opened the door my brother and dad were sitting in the living room. "Bout time you get here you little slut!" Benjamin said as he walked to me. I tried to run to my room but he grabbed me by my hair and dropped me to the floor. "Please, don't! I Cried out as he took his belt off. I tried to crawl away from his grip. "You should've thought about that before" He swung the belt and hit my back, I started from both anger and pain.I never thought this would happen to me. after he was done hitting me i was bleeding from my nose, back, leg, stomach, thighs, arms, and my face.

Notes

Haii :) sorry i havent been updating ;-; i'll do another chapter maybe later or tomorrow