I'll do anything for you

Victor’s P.O.V.

“It’s you.” Tony whispers after pulling away. I look at him in shock. For the moment I can’t believe what’s going on and it just feels like I’m dreaming. Then with another kiss from Tony I realize this is real. It’s me? As in I’m the one?

“You mean it?...” I ask, still a little thrown off.

“Yes.” As soon as he answers I can’t help but let my mind wander.

He’s choosing me over Mike. Me over my younger brother. I’m supposed to take care of my younger brother, not steal his boyfriend and break his heart after they’d already had a future planned together. What the hell is wrong with me?! I should be happy about this…this is the first person I think I’m in love with…the first person I really care about…the first person I can’t stay away from without my heart literally feeling like it’s exploding. But all I can think about is how much I’ve hurt Mike and how much I’m going to hurt him when he finds out.

“Vic, you okay?” Tony asks. I realize I had tears down my face. No, they weren’t sad tears. They were more of guilt tears.

“Y-yea…just realizing how high up we are.” I lie.

“We got one more time around and then we’re off, babe.” Tony smiled. He wiped my tears away and held me close. I kept my head in his chest to keep myself from looking down. But even now, that’s not so much of my priority. Even though Victor may have chosen me, I can’t stop thinking about what this is gonna do to poor old Mike.

“What are you gonna do about Mike?” I asked.

“I don’t know…let’s not talk about him right now.” Tony mumbled.

“No, Tony. We have to talk about Mike. What’s he gonna do when he finds out? Are you gonna tell him?” I asked.

“I will…soon. He told Jaime to do everything possible to make me happy and he said that he’d be happy as long as I was. And I’ll be happy with you.” Tony admitted. I looked at him not sure of what to say.

“I feel so bad about this…” I spoke.

“I know…I do too…I feel bad about everything that happened. But it happened and we can’t go back. Things happen for a reason, there must be a reason for this.”

“And what is it then? So we could be in love and Mike could be alone? Is that the big reason?” I went off on him. I was just feeling angry at myself.

“Victor, I’m sorry…but how do you think I feel? I’ve been torn between you and Mike for a long time and when I finally make a decision, you’re angry with me. And I’m not even sure if it’s the right decision to make. What if I screw up an-and you decide you don’t want anything to do with me? Then I’m alone. What if I picked Mike and he was happy like he should be and then everything is ruined because I want you? What if this entire thing just ends up even worse then what I just said and we’re all done. We don’t speak, we don’t care…what then? I get to say this is all my fault because I’m the one who fucked up. I fuck everything up and it’s my fault. It’s my fucking fault that we’re in this mess. I’m just making it worse.” Tony spoke. He was crying now. I felt terrible for even saying anything. I shouldn’t have said anything. I should’ve been happy with his decision and let it go.

“Tony, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to say that…you got it worse than all of us…it’s not your fault, I didn’t stop it and I wanted it just as bad as you did. We both fucked up, that doesn’t mean you should blame this all on yourself. I’m sorry…” I whispered. Tony calmed down and I took his hand in mine. I pressed a soft, gentle kiss on his lips.

“Let’s just go find Jaime when we’re off, okay?...” Tony asked. I nodded. Once the ride was over we walked around trying to look for Jaime. We found him kissing some girl with short hair. Tony just laughed.

“That’s the girl he was with earlier.” Tony smiled.

“Should we interrupt, or?...”

“Well he’s staying at the same hotel Mike and I are at…he doesn’t have a ride so…” Tony trailed off. He picked some popcorn off the floor.

“Ew, what are you doing?” I asked in disgust.

“Relax, I’m not gonna eat it.” Tony laughed. He threw it at Jaime, hitting him right on the head. Jaime turned around and looked at us. Jaime said a few things to the girl and waved, coming back to us.

“We’re leaving?” Jaime asked.

“Yea. You’re not gonna give that girl your number or anything?” I asked.

“I already did. So what happened between you two love birds?” Jaime winked. I felt myself blush, gripping onto the banana monkey tighter.

“I’m staying with Victor…” Tony answered. He turned to me and placed a kiss on my cheek.

“Wow…congrats! But what’s gonna happen with Mike?...” Jaime asked.

“We don’t know that yet. We’ll figure it out though.” Tony replied.

“We should get home.” I spoke up.

“Yea.” Jaime agreed. We all headed back to the beach and that’s where they left me. It was a long goodbye though. We kissed for a long time; I was starting to not feel so bad. Once I did get home though, I noticed there was a police car parked outside the house. I got inside quickly and Sharon came to me immediately.

“Victor, come sit with us. We need your help.” Sharon spoke. I nodded and sat down at the kitchen with them. There were two police officers; Sharon and my dad were talking to one of them, while one talked to me.

“What’s this about?” I asked.

“Do you know anything about the disappearance of your two brothers, Michael and Tony?” The officer asked. Shit. Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit.

“No, I haven’t heard from any of them. Are they okay?” I asked innocently.

“We don’t know that yet, that’s why we’re here to do some investigating. They’ve been reported missing by your parents and we’re coming back here tomorrow with a search warrant.”

OH MY GOD, WE’RE IN DEEP SHIT. I’M IN DEEP SHIT. SHIT.

Notes

Ohhhhhhhhhh shit. cx lol

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