I'll do anything for you

Tony's P.O.V.

"Okay, okay! I give up! You win! I surrender! " I laughed, almost out of breath. Mike stopped, throwing the pillow across the room, holding my arms down, as he kissed me, We were now on the ground. As we kissed I didn't feel that usual 'click' .

"I love you." Mike whispered. I couldn't say it back....I just couldn't. It's just not there anymore. I didn't say anything, I don't know what else to do. "I know about you & Victor...." Mike whispered. I froze & my heart sank all the way to my stomach. His eyes were locked on mine. I could already feel myself start to cry.

"I..." I didn't know what to say. What are you supposed to say to someone that knows your cheating on them? The sad part is...I'm sorry but I just don't regret it.

"Tony, how long has it been going on?..." Mike asked. He looked like he was too afraid to speak. I swallowed hard, there's no point in lying now.

"Since....since that day you left us alone..." Mike's eyes were watering, I turned my away. I just can't look at him.

"What...What the fuck, Tony?!! You fucking said you loved me!! Why did you do this to me?! WHY DID YOU FUCKING DO THIS?!" Mike got up, pacing around the room screaming at me now. He was crying so much. I feel horrible. He was never supposed to know....

"I'm fucking sorry!! I'm sorry, Mike!! I'll admit it was my fault!! I made the first move! I couldn't fucking help myself, okay?...He was just....he was there & he looked so fucking perfect. My stomach was tied in knots & I....I took the chance, he didn't want to do it Mike. Not until after....I'm fucking sorry. I'm such shit. You don't deserve this, I'm sorry." I was sitting on the bed. I avoided looking at him. He came over to sit next to me.

"Do you..." Mike struggled to get the words out, like it'd hurt to hear my answer. "Do you still love me?...because you sure as hell didn't say anything when we were on the ground not too long ago."

"I do..." I answered.

"Do you love Victor?..." Mike's voice cracked as he got out the words. He wouldn't take his eyes off mine. I didn't say anything. I just let a few more tears fall.

"Fucking answer me, Tony! DO YOU FUCKING LOVE HIM?!"

"Okay!! God dammit!! Yes!! I fucking love him, okay?!! And I'm so fucking sorry that It happened!! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry...."

"Fuck! I fucking hate you! I hate you so much! You can't love two people, Tony! God, I fucking hate you so much..." Mike was screaming & crying all at once. I just held him in my arms to try & calm him down. He held onto me, so tight I thought I'd pop. His body was shaking & his sobs were loud, agonizing, pressed against my ear. I shut my eyes, not wanting to break down too. I prayed in my mind that somehow this would work...that all of this..it would just fall back into place & nothing would ruin it again. As much as it hurt, sucked, & killed me to do it. I did it.

"Mike...I...I'll leave Victor.." Mike looked up at me.

"You're serious?.."

"Y-yes..."

"Oh god, thank you!" Mike almost yelled. He kissed me & we stood there hugging. My heart was feeling like it was just torn out of my chest & chewed on by a dog. I just want to cry so much.

Notes

None of y'all picked up on the signs...so um....Mike won by two.

sorry it's so short .-. I had a better chapter planned for it if it was Victor but he lost so ._______.
enjoy! cx

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