Wonderless

It's been five months since Vic and I started our relationship back again. All the while I was helping him try to remember stuff like occasions, people, some of our friends, what we used to do and some other stuff. He still haven't gotten all of his memories back but he said he doesn't see the point in needing them anymore because it was enough for him that he remembered the things that mattered and also because he's still living his life and he still have the people he loves with him but sometimes I see him staring at a distance, I think he's having flashbacks and then he'll just sigh.

"Guess who just got laa-id!!" Mike sang.

I blushed a bright shade of red. I look over to Vic and he was just looking down and smiling. Oh god! Did he told Mike? This is just downright embarrassing.

"T.M.I. Mike" Jack and Alex said in sync.

"Shut the fuck up Mike" Vic muttered he probably was embarrassed by his brother's teasing especially when we're at lunch together with our friends.

"Seriously though. You guys are so hot and cold, one minute you guys are fighting and the next you guys are making out." Gabe tuned in.

"We can't handle the emotional trauma guys. Even from before." Justin exaggerated. We all laughed.

I like this feeling. I've missed this. Everything is turning out to be all right. I looked over to my friends and the new friends Vic brought with him, they were all happily smiling and laughing with each other. I look over to Mike and I see this bright genuine smile of his. He was just so lost from before that by his state I thought everything would never be the same for him again. I look over to Vic next to me and I figured, wow. he's really here. I thought back to the time when I woke up from that coma and I just felt like everything was a nightmare that I can't wake up from.

These people here with me, I've seen them, how they would look and act like from before, we were all just a sobbing mess and now look at us. I'm happy for them, they're more than happy not only they got their friend back but they've also gained some new friends along the way. I'm happy for Mike he not only got his brother back but I can also see that there's something special about how he and Tony would look at each other. And to Vic, they say that everything happens for a reason and I may not fully know why fate did this to us but I guess I've got a really good feeling as to why. Our relationship from before has had a really good foundation but as we near towards the events of before the accident, it was always me waiting for the other shoe to drop. I guess we needed this to revisit every good memory we had that made us even stronger, we needed this to have some time apart to realize what each other meant, and more importantly we needed this to start fresh.

Well, what can I say, I'm just really happy to have things back as they are, if not, much better. I want to tell Vic to not be sad every time the flashbacks would come to him.

As long as he's here everything's gonna be okay. He might've came back missing some memories but he also came back with some new genuine people that will make us all happier making new memories with. He brought us all together and we couldn't thank him enough for that. So I don't want him missing anymore of his pasts because that's okay we'll make new ones.

"Earth to Kellin" Jenna was snapping her fingers to me. I blinked twice realizing that I was in over my head again.

Vic pulled me closer to him as he already had his arms resting on my shoulders.

" You zoned out on us" Tay said. I just smiled. Silly me. I wiped my eyes ridding myself of the tears I didn't realize were threatening to form.

"Are you gonna cry?" Jesse asked.

"Man! Save it Kells. Vic haven't even popped the question yet" Mike exclaimed and I noticed everybody glaring at him.

"Oops" he covered his mouth smiling silly.

I looked over to Vic expectantly I haven't really had enough time to process what Mike had just said. He was just looking down smiling and scratching behind his neck an action that told me he was a little nervous.

"Thanks a lot for the lead Mike" his brother said. And before I knew it Vic was leaving my side only to stand up and kneel in one foot. As to where ever he got the ring, I don't know all I know is that he was proposing to me!

"Kellin" he spoke.

And it was only then did I started to realize what was happening in front of me. I think I might've started tearing up.

" I know that this is just all of a sudden considering the fact that I just got you back but let me tell you this, I never want to lose you ever again. I can't afford it even if I may not remember it. Even though I was being so difficult to you, even from before I remember, I never ever wanted you to leave me even though you wanted to break up and then this happened and you had the choice to, if you were to leave me then, as soon as you found out.. then I don't even know what my life would be right now, probably depressing so thank God you didn't. I don't really understand why you put up with me for so long but I'm actually glad you did. So after everything that we've been through, I realized that I'm always gonna come back to you and you to me. " I heard a couple choruses of 'awws' from the background.I also notice Vic smiling and he was being so shy about it.

"I- I want to marry you Kellin, if you'd let me. So will you marry me?"

And he was just looking at me expectantly, I could tell he was holding his breath. I looked over to our friends and they were just smiling.

"Say yes" Tay whispered in front of me. And I just.. I was smiling from ear to ear.

"I- I do."

And he finally let go of the breath he was holding before putting that ring on my finger and kissed my forehead while hugging me. I heard everybody giggling because I realized I should've said 'yes' not 'I do' but whatever I'm just so nervous. I'm marrying Vic Fuentes finally!

At this moment I feel like everything that's happened is just part of the whole bigger picture that I could clearly see now. We made it. We're here, complete and contented. No more confusions and forgotten memories because I could tell that from this point on, we'll start to make new ones and that's all that matters.

Notes

Finally, this has been 2 years overdue but I feel like I owe this to you guys. Thank you so much for reading and for those lovely comments of yours. Also, to those who subscribed, to those who rated, and finally to those who waited. I love you guys. Pm me anytime. Lovelovelove.