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My Darling Never Rest

Overload As The Memories Now Unfold

10 years ago…

“Well I guess
You took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Overload as the memories now unfold…”


I was lip singing one of my favorite songs and just making silly faces and pretending I was in a concert performing this.
I probably looked like a crazy person but I didn’t care since I was alone outside in my backyard. When I was starting to prepare for the guitar solo I heard laughter behind me. I turned around and my face turned beet red because the person who was laughing was the person I never wanted to embarrass myself. Victor Vicente Fuentes. Ever since my brother introduced me to him, I was more dressed up, act more mature for my age and try to tag along with them. Obviously James tells me to leave them alone or to stop being weird but I wouldn't be weird if he would have kicked me out in front of his friends.

"What were you listening to? Vic chuckled, taking me away from my thoughts.

"Oh um... I'm listening to Cemetery Gates by Pantera," I said shyly. Gosh this has to be the most embarrassing moment of my life.

"Really? That's cool. You really don't look like you would listen to them." He said while furrowing his eyebrows.

GOD HE IS CUTE.

"I always like listening to my dad’s music. It’s better than the radio music," I said nervously.

"Your dad has awesome music taste. Do you know where James is?” he asked.

"He is inside with a girl. She is tutoring him for English" I said looking down, staring at the grass.

"Cool well tell him I stopped by, I have to get going. Cya"

I looked at him leave and admire him from distance. I was upset that he didn't stop to see me but I was dumb to think he did I mean I'm just his friend little sister to him. I went back to my music and just stare at my mp3.

Vic is my first crush.
~End of Flashback~ I looked at my iPhone amaze. The song Cemetery Gates was just finishing. I smirk probably that’s why I have butterflies in my stomach whenever I saw Vic. But doesn’t everyone get over their first crush? I shrug and got off my bed. I went downstairs and saw James cleaning up the living room.

“Hey where’s Vic?” I asked looking around.

“Oh he left when you fell asleep. Had a nice nap?”

“Yup, I feel alive now.” I giggle while throwing a pillow at him.

“Hey I just finished cleaning,” he said and gave me a pouted face.

“Awww sorry bro here let me pick it up.” I said while picking up the pillow.

“Oh before Vic left he asked if we wanted to go to a party Jaime is throwing. You in? I mean we don’t have to, we can always just hang out here and watch some movies together.”

“Hmmm let’s go to the party. Probably it can help me remember some stuff.”
I hated the fact that I can’t remember many things especially since I feel like James is keeping me away from my past.

“Okay I think you should start getting ready, we’re leaving in two hours and you take forever.” He said dramatically.

I pushed him slightly and went to my room. I took off my clothes and I saw my reflection in the mirror. I instantly felt disgusted with how I look. My arms were fat, my legs were weird, and my stomach had too much fat. I couldn’t stand my body. I was touching my fat and then I finally saw something I didn’t notice before. Scars. They were on my thighs, stomach, and hips. I stared at my scars for who knows how long.

“Scarlett, are you alright? I haven’t heard the water running.” James said while knocking the door.
“Yeah of course I’m alright, I just zoned out.” I said while turning on the water.

“Okay just making sure,” he said walking away.

I wiped away a hot tear that I felt coming down. I glanced at myself in the mirror once again and just frowned. *sigh* I got inside the shower and relaxed when the hot water touched my skin. I felt good. But that good didn’t last because I started crying. I snapped out of it because I know James would come again and ask why I was taking so long. I quickly washed my hair and body. I shaved everything that had to be shaved and I got out quickly. I wrapped myself with my towel and went to my room. I blow dried my hair and curled the bottom of my hair. Once I was done, I was actually glad how they came out. Healthy and bouncy looking. I took out my make up bag from my cabinet and started applying black eye shadow; I added glittery red eye shadow to give it more life. I applied some foundation and applied on a bright red lipstick. I glanced at the clock 7:14 pm.
Shit. We are almost leaving. I quickly ran to my room and starting tossing every single clothing item I owned. I finally picked out black ripped skinny jeans, an ACDC crop top, red heels and a black purse with red dots to go with it.

“DARLING, HURRY UP!!” James yelled.

“HOLD YOUR HORSES IM COMING!” I yelled back.

I shoved my phone, money and some makeup to my bad and bolted out the door. When I saw James he was sitting on the couch watching Rugrats. I stared at him admiring my older brother, he was really the best. I can’t believe I have someone who truly cares about me.

“Why the sad smil---“
~Flashback~ “Rugrats is on!!!,” James screamed loudly that the neighbors can hear him. I just woke up and was still sleepy so James went to my bed and grabbed my arm and drags my body towards the living room.

“James leave you sister alone or else you’re going to hurt her,” the beautiful woman said while flipping a pancake.
“Okay mommy, come on Star hop on my back,” James said to me. I immediately hopped his back and we both stumble to the living room. And let me tell you it was an unbalance ride seeing that James was 8 and didn’t have very much strength to carry me. Once we reached the living room, we fell on top the couch and started watching Rugrats. It was a tradition for James and I to wake up early every Saturday to watch Rugrats since it was our favorite childhood show.

“Here you go my lovelies, your chocolate chip pancakes with milk on the side,” my mom warmly smiled while setting the plates on top of the coffee table.

“Did someone say chocolate chip pancakes?” a tall man said walking in the living room and giving a peck on mom’s lips.

“GOOD MORNING DADDY,” both James and I said laughing. I looked at my mom and dad and saw how they look at each other with so much love. I tuned my attention back to Rugrats and smiled.
I love my family.
~End of Flashback~ "ARE YOU OKAY, CAN YOU HEAR ME?"

I felt someone shaking me, what the hell? I finally focused on my surrounding and it was James with a worried and scare expression on his face. I smiled at him and pulled him to a hug.

"I'm fine James. I'm more than fine actually. I had a memory of mom and dad and of course you. It was Saturday and you dragged me to the living room so we can watch Rugrats and mom fed us chocolate chip pancakes and I remembered how much mom and dad love each other." I smiled trying my best not to cry because I had my make up on. James wiped away a warm tear that slipped.

"That's great, our family was a very loving one," he smiled. There was silence for some time but it was the nice one where you feel a connection with your sibling. He sighed.

"Welp sorry for breaking this connection but we better head out or else the guys will kill me for bringing you late since they really want to see you." He said while walking toward the car. I locked the apartment and gave him a confuse look.

"What boys?" I said. I felt my anxiety kicking in.

"Darling calm down, just breathe. They are your best friends, everything will be okay, you'll see." He warmly smiled. I was finally able to control my breathing and relaxed a bit. Tonight is going to be okay. James pulled out of the driveway and drove to the party.

We finally arrived to a two story house. The music was booming loudly, people were scattered everywhere on the front lawn and most of them were holding on a red cup. We both got out of the car and made our way towards the front door. We stood there for 5 seconds when the door opened.

"Hey James," a guy with spikes black hair said while giving James a hand shake (those that guys do when they see each other).

"What's up Jaime, oh guess who I have," James smirked while pulling me in front of him. Jaime immediately attacked me with a bear hug and lifted me from the floor. I started laughing unconditionally because I am a ticklish person. He finally let go of me and I was finally able to breathe.

"Star I can't believe you're here, I've missed you a lot. We have so much catching up to do. We should go to our ice cream hotspot tomorrow omg I missed you so much." He said while giving me another hug. His hugs made my heart warm. I smiled at him.

"Yeah we should, probably it could help me get my memory back." I warmly smiled he frowned but immediately smiled. Boy he was so hyper.

"Yep now come on in, drinks are in the kitchen oh and Star save me a dance later," he winked. I blushed and laugh nervously.

"Um sure," I said myself nervously. I don't know if I'm a good dancer or if I ever dance. Guess I'll find out later. Jaime left us so he can mingle with his other guests and James left to get some drinks for us. I was standing there awkwardly in the living room when I heard my name across the room.

"SCARLETT DEAN, is that you?"

I turned around and saw a tall guy with a snapback spreading his arms and coming towards me. He hugged me and me, being a nice person hugged him back.

"I'm sorry but who are you?" I asked uneasily. I felt bad for not knowing who he was, but I didn't trigger any memory of him but to me he seemed like a nice person under that rock star appearance.

"Oh I'm sorry," he let go of me embarrassed. Awww that was cute. I couldn't help but giggle. He gave me a small smile.

"I'm Mike, we went to high school together and we are pretty close. You use to be my wingman whenever we hit a party or bar." He smirked.

Wow did I really? I smiled at the thought of that. I really never saw myself as a wingman.

"I miss you Star," he quietly mumbled. I hate being the reason of why they are sad. I grabbed him and hugged him. We were like that for a minute when I heard someone coughed. I turned around and butterflies started acting crazy in my stomach.

"Glad you can make it Scarlett," Vic smiled while glaring at Mike. Mike rolled his eyes.

"Well I'll leave you two alone, I have to go get a drink. You guys want anything?" Vic and I both responded with no's. Mike walked away and I was left alone with Vic. Hopefully I don't say anything stupid.

"Star you look amazing," he nervously laughed. I can already tell I was blushing.

"Thanks Vic not looking bad yourself," I said trying not to stare at him. Gosh he was so handsome. I just wanted to look at his chocolate brown eyes and get lost on them.

"Here you go Darling," James said while handing me a drink. What took him so long? Then over his shoulder I saw Abigail. Ahhhh no wonder. We all talked for a few minutes when James suggested Vic if he would show me around the party.

"I'll love to do that, come on Star," Vic smirked while pulling me away from James and Abigail.

Vic and I were talking on the sofa about everything. He was telling me about high school memories, how tours are and how he loves his fans. We starting debating on which ice cream flavor was better vanilla or strawberry when I felt someone dragging me to the dance floor. It was Jaime. He was laughing like a crazy person and I couldn't help but laugh too. He started dancing and I was so happy so I gave in too. We were dancing like there was no tomorrow. I saw Vic in the corner of my eye just smiling and looking at me. I was a little tipsy since Jaime kept giving me drink after drink when we were dancing so I felt a little confident. I walked towards Vic and dragged him towards the dance floor. At first he wasn't trying to dance but after a couple of drinks he let loose. I was having so much fun with Vic and Jaime. We must have been dancing for some time since I was sweating a bit and I felt the humidity of the room. Vic must have notice.

"Want me to show you the bathroom," he slurred. I nodded. He took my hand and made our way towards the bathroom. When we were walking towards the bathroom I saw Mike smoking and flirting with a blonde girl. He was so gonna get laid. Then I saw Tony making out with this red head, which reminded me I haven't said hi to him. Oh well I'll probably see him tomorrow. We finally made it to the bathroom which was on the second floor.

"I'll wait for you downstairs," he smiled and walked away. I went inside the bathroom and locked the door. I did my business and then cleaned off the sweat. Once I look decent enough I made my way downstairs. I regretted it.

There I saw Vic kissing a brown hair girl. Seeing them made my eyes burn and my lips started quivering. I have to leave before he sees me and think I’m pathetic. I quickly ran outside to the front lawn, the cold air hitting my face and I couldn't help but shiver. I calmed down a bit and sat down on the grass. There I started bursting to tears.
~Flashback~ There was a dance in my school and I couldn't help but be excited because it was rockstar theme. I was an outcast girl so nobody asked me to be their date which was disappointing since I wanted to share the memory with someone.
"Hey little lady, excited for the school dance," Vic asked while checking out his guitar.
"I'm thinking of not going since I have no date," I shrugged. Vic stopped checking out his guitar and looked at me.
"If you want I can be your date," he asked. I was blushing nonstop and smiled widely.
"I'll love that."
"Great, I'll pick you up at 8:00pm." He said focusing back on his guitar.
~The dance~
Vic and I were laughing and having a great time in the dance. It surprised me that he actually came with me since I was a sophomore and he was a senior.
Vic went to get us some drinks while I stayed at the benches.
-10 minutes have passed-
What was taking him so long? The drinks were not that far. I got up and walked towards the table. He wasn't there. I went outside and I didn't saw him. I just heard a couple making out in the corner. "Vic stop that tickles," the girl giggled.
My Vic? The one who was suppose to be my date? The guy who ditched me just to make out with a whore? I was angry yet upset. I just left the dance feeling defeated. Tonight was going to be the night I tell him my feelings. I felt hot tears coming down my eyes. I wiped them angrily and walked home.
~End of Flashback~ "Hey are you okay?" I heard a male's voice beside me. I just looked at him and couldn't help how attractive was. I wiped away my tears and smiled.
"Yeah I'm fine."
"Good, wow Scarlette I’m glad to see you again," he smirked.
"Oh I'm sorry but who are you," I said nervously, furrowing my eyebrows.
"You don't remember me," he said shocked but then gave me a huge smile.
"I'm Nick."

Notes

Scarlett's Outfit

Gosh I feel like I wrote a lot D: Omg Nick? Anyone remembers him (the guy from the first chapter?) WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT!!!

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