My Darling Never Rest

I texted Nick telling him to meet me to the park that was near James’s apartment which he agreed on. I had to tell him that even though the date was nice, I couldn’t be with him since I have very strong feelings for Vic but hoped to still be friends. Vic wanted to come with me to protect me from him but I convinced him that he was no harm and that I can deal my own situations. I mean I met Nick and he looks like he wouldn't hurt a fly. Vic went back to his apartment so he can change and get ready for our date that we will have after I’m done meeting Nick. Vic didn’t tell me where we were going but said to dress casual.

I hopped into the shower and stayed there for a good 20 minutes enjoying the warm water and washing my body. Once I was done showering I wrapped my body with the towel and blow dried my hair. Then I added eyeliner and lip balm just wanted to look more casual and comfortable. I grabbed a black and gray crop top, high waist black shorts and gray knee high leggings. I felt comfortable and good by the way I looked. ( Outfit )

I glanced at the clock near my dresser 5:56 pm, fuck I was suppose to meet Nick at 5:30. How the hell did time go that fast? I ran to my closet and grabbed a random bag and slipped on my black toms. I didn’t have enough time to do my hair so I left it down. I shoved my keys, phone, make up bag, wallet into the bag but clumsy me dropped it and all my stuff scattered my bedroom floor. I hate keeping people waiting so I just grabbed the stuff I saw first and dashed out to the door. I didn’t even said bye to James and Abigail who were in the living room cuddling.
When I stepped outside, the sun was setting and it was starting to get chilly. Oh how I wished I bought a light jacket with me. I didn’t want to keep Nick waiting so I jogged to the park. When I arrived I didn’t see any movement. Suddenly an uneasy feeling came and all I wanted to do is go back and stay in bed cuddling with Vic. I walked more but didn’t see Nick anywhere, did he left? I wouldn’t blame him if he did. Why haven’t he called me? I grabbed my bag and check if Nick had called and left but I couldn’t find my damn phone. I thought I grabbed it but then I remembered I dropped my things and forgot about it. UGH.
I was about to leave when I heard footsteps behind me. When I turned I felt someone’s hands against my cheek. My cheek hurt and it felt so hot.

“Where the fuck have you been?” Nick yelled.

I was shocked. I can only imagine how my face was. I suddenly felt weak and scare but I wasn't going to let him know that.

“Who do you think you are to talk to me like that and slap me?” I yelled back. Oh how I regret it.

“I’M YOUR BOYFRIEND YOU DUMB SLUT, YOU KNOW HOW I DON’T LIKE TO BE KEPT WAITING.” Nick grabbed my wrists and was holding them tightly. I could feel them getting bruised.

“LET ME GO,” I screamed.

He held me tightly and tossed me to the ground. My head hit on the rock and felt red warm liquid around my face. I felt dizzy and so tired. I felt my body being picked up and tossed to the backseat of a car. I turned my face and saw Nick driving and looking angry. I need to leave but when I tried sitting up but my head felt like it weight a ton. Everything felt so slow and little by little I started to see black and hear the horrible names Nick was yelling more distant…

Flashback~

I was holding on to my stomach, trying my best to ease the pain. Nick pulled my hair so I can see his face. How did I ever fell in love with a guy who pushes me around and beats me for no apparent reason every day?

“You fucking little whore, I saw you dancing with that guy, I thought you said you were just going to hang out with your friends bitch.” Nick yelled while punching me.

“I wasn’t dancing with him Nick, please listen to me. That wasn’t me; I would never do that because I love you. You’re mistaking me with someone else. I didn’t even go out with my friends because I don’t have any since we moved from San Diego. I’m always here.” I cried. I couldn’t help but cry ever harder whenever he punched me.

“Filthy whore, no one even wanted you there. You’re just a waste in there. Look at you, pathetic. You only pity yourself and it’s sad. It’s sad how I have to go out and fuck some other bitch because my girlfriend isn’t in the mood or because she can’t give me any goddamn pleasure,” he sneered.

“I’m sorry,” I whimpered trying not to think of the pain going around my body. Nick grabbed me and pushed me to the bed, I didn’t even have time to react when he pulled inside me. I tried my best to stop it but there was no use, I’m weak and he always gets what he wants.

End of Flashback~

That moment I remembered who Nick was. He was my first boyfriend. The guy who I thought would never hurt me and spend the rest of my life with. The guy who loved me and promised to never hurt me. I remembered Nick, that sick liar. My Nick, the one who I caught fucking whores in our apartment occasionally. The same guy who told me that my brother passed away in a car crash. He lied to me. He always did. But he’s also the guy who I’m always afraid of, and the only reason why I stayed with him. Not because of love, but because he is the reason why my nightmares no longer wait for sleep.

I opened my eyes to the bright light and a beeping noise beside me. I started to panic because I was afraid Nick would hurt me again. I freaked out that I could hear and feel my heart thumping threw my chest.

“Shhh Darling you’ll be okay,” Vic whisper then placing a kiss in my forehead.
There I felt myself calmed down and drifted myself to a heavy sleep.

Notes

OMG OMG OMG SHE REMEMBERS NICK!!! I feel bad for her though. ;-; so yeah guys i changed my username :D it sounds more fitting to me tbh. So what do you guys think will happen next? (spoiler alert... or not) I think she's gonna die ._. well it sounds like it. thanks for reading means a lot to me :) stay cool ~

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