James p.o.v
I can't believe this is happening!! Who told him where she was?? Why would Vic leave her alone for a moment knowing that bloody bastard was trying to find my doll face??!!

“What the fuck are we going to do now???!!!!!!! We can't keep him away from her without her doing the same fucking reaction she just did??!!” At this point my voice was loud and full of anger.

“I don't know yet.... maybe she can go on a vacation with us for a month.” Tony said sounding calm yet with a hint of worry in his voice.
“Babe I think it's time we tell her, we can't keep it a secret no more. We have to tell her and if you don't have the guts to do so I will. I'm tired of scaring the thoughts of her being far to broken to repair. Now that that this bloody bastard is here he might destroys her.like he did before or worse!” Abigail voice sounding determined.
“Yeah you're right but I don't know. I mean look at her, do you think she will listen??”

“If you don't try than you'll never know.”

The rest of guys nodded.

I decided walk up to her room after a few moments. I knocked first, not wanting her to get any madder at me than what she already was.

“Doll face is it okay if I come in?”

“Go away I don't want to listen to anything you say!” Anger raising in her voice.

“Look I'm really sorry for the way I reacted and the way I grabbed you...”

“No shit, you should be. I don't understand why you would react like that, you don't even know him??!”

“And you do right??!” I tried to contain my anger from showing in my voice but failed. Next thing I know, something hits the door from the other side.

“FUCK YOU. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!”

“Fine have it your fucking way!!”

Scarlette p.o.v

Nick had just dropped me off. I still wasn't sure if he should know where I lived. So I decided he should drop me off where left me yesterday. I walked to James place. On my way there all i could think was how much I hated being mad at him but why would he act like that?? Was he hiding something from me?? Either way it didn't give him the right to grab me the way he did earlier.

I opened the door and closing it behind me. Passed through the living room where everyone still remained at. I decided not to say or word or make them think I have acknowledged them. I felt their eyes on me but I kept walking until I was in my room.

I started to get undressed when I heard someone knock on my door.

“Doll face is it okay if I come in?”

“Go away I don't want to listen to anything you say!” Anger raising in my voice. I didn't want to deal with this not now, when I had just arrived from a perfect day. Then again nothing perfect lasts forever.

“Look I'm really sorry for the way I reacted and the way I grabbed you...” He really did seem to be sorry,

“No shit, you should be. I don't understand why you would react like that, you don't even know him??!”

“And you do right??!” That stung a lot.

“FUCK YOU. JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!” I threw the nearest thing that surrounded me. Tears starting to make a presence but I kept my voice firm so he wouldn't know I was at the edge of crying.

“Fine have it your fucking way!!” I started to hear his footsteps fade way. I had finished putting on comfortable clothes and talking my makeup off.

The recent events going through my mind over and over again. I hated myself so much for all of this. The way I thought Vic could ever have feelings for me. Having my own brother yell at me and making me feel like I'm incompetent of taking care of myself. Tears rushing down my cheeks and uncontrolled sobs escaping my mouth. All of this was my fault, no one else but mine.

I looked over at the drawer where I kept my best friend. I walked over to it, looking for a small box where I kept it. Once I found it I admired the shiny metal item and how sharp it was.I placed it on on my thigh. The moment the razor cut through my skin, I felt calm.

I got up and started to clean my cuts. Moments later I fell asleep on my bed.

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Flash back:

Why would you do this to me??!! I thought you loved me?? You bloody bastard how could you do this?!! Anger rising more and more with each word.

“Ohh please don't be fucking ridiculous you know why I would do this to you!!” He said with a smirk on his face.

“No I don't. I did nothing to deserve this!”

“Please you didn't give me what I wanted so I went and got it from someone else. Now shut the fuck up and make me dinner I'm hungry.”

“If you wouldn't be the man you are now I would and I'm not giving you shit. You're hungry go to your tramp to cook you.” I walked out with nothing but the clothes I was wearing and headed to the door. The moment I opened it I felt his hand wrapped around my arm and spin me around. Causing me to face him.

“Where the fuck you think you're going huh?”

“I'm fucking leaving you, I can't live like this anymore!”

“You're leaving me?? Where are you going to go huh, your brother James is dead remember! No one wants you. I mean look at you, your ugly, fat and incompetent of doing anything, not even to please her own man!!” His words felt like a milling knives cutting through my skin, each once cutting deeper.

He was right I was all of those things. I mean god I couldn't please my own man, that he had to go to some tramp to be pleased. I also missed my brother so much. Tears started to run down my cheeks.

“I thought so. Now go be a good girl and cook me some dinner.” The moment I turned around I felt his hand spank my bums. I felt disgusted by his touch. I hated how he would say the right words to bring me down and stay with him.

End of flashback.

I woke up with tears in my eyes and someone running their fingers through my hair. I turned my head to see who it was. It was Tony.

I sat up and hugged him. He was taken back for a moment but then returned the hug.

“Do you want to tell me what was happening in your dream?” His voice was calm but his eyes contained a completely different sound.

“I was in this apartment and I saw this guy. I couldn't make out his face but he looked so familiar in a way” Tony looked confused but then nodded.

“Something happened but I don't know what. I asked him why he would do that to me. How could he do that to me. He told me not to be ridiculous because I knew why he would do such a thing. I told him I didn't know because I didn't deserve it. He said I didn't please him and that's why he did it. He then told me to shut the fuck up and make diner, but I told him to get his tramp to cook for him. When I told him I was done and was heading for the door he turning me around. He asked where I was heading off to, my brother was dead, no one wanted me, I was ugly, fat and incompetent.” Tears running down my face once again.

Tony held me and took a deep breathe.

“ Aaat...firrst... Ii... dddidn't... uunderstand but …tthen I ddid.” I said with sobs.
“You're not ugly, fat, incompetent. Your beautiful. You can do so many things I've never seen a girl do. You have an amazing body, I mean look at you I would love to hit that if Vic didn't have a crush on you.” I started to laugh and felt my cheeks blush.

He wiped my tears. “Tony?”

“Yeah.”
“Why did you guys act like that when I told you guys I was going to get coffee with Nick?” He took a deep breathe and sighed.

“Star you know I love you and wouldn't like to see you broken again?”

“Yea I know....” Not sure what he meant with the last part.

“Good, the reason we acted like that was because you used to date him.”

“Yeah I know, he told me.”

“Okay did he tell you about the way he would treat you?” Seriousness taking over his voice.

“No he didn't.”

“...Well when you two were getting more serious into your relationship, he mistreat you.”

“No he would never do that!”

“Star I would never lie to you about something so serious like this.” He was right he never would.

“I once saw you with a bruise on your side. You didn't want me to see it but I ended up seeing it anyways. You were so ashamed, you started to cry. I confronted him and then after that you wouldn't answer any of my calls or texts. I well we were so worried sick.” Tears began to develop on his eyes.

“Weeks later he threatened James and the rest of the guys including me to stay away from you. He also told us not to call the cops or else he would kill you...” Tears rushing down his cheeks.

“We did as we were told. James of course would keep an eye out for you in a distance. Vic was far from devastated than everybody else. He wasn't himself and would constantly blame himself for all the shit you had gone through. No matter how many times we told him it wasn't his fault he wouldn't listen.” Tony was holding me so tight I could feel the way his chest would rise with every deep breathe he would take.

After a few hours of talking, we both had fallen asleep. I woke up to Tony's arm wrapped around my waist. I carefully moved his arm and got up from the bed. I was careful to not make a sound. I opened the door and walked downstairs.

Just as I entered I found Vic sleeping on the couch. He looked so cute sleeping, so peaceful. Crazy to think how much I liked this guy.I might even love him. I felt so bad so having caused him so much pain. Next thing you know I was walking over to him. My lips touching his. His lips were soft and sweet.

After a few seconds he sat up and cupped my face with one hand while the other took a hold of my waist. Pulled me down to him until I was sitting on his lap. One leg on each side of him. In that moment it felt like nothing mattered, it was just the two of us.

I smiled into the kiss, thinking how much I loved him. He broke the kiss and just looked straight into my eyes.

“Scarlette James I like you.” Every word causing butterflies in my stomach.
“I like you too Vic” He then kissed me but it wasn't like the previous one, this one was passionate.

Notes

So now she knows a bit about her past with Nick. What do you guys think she will do next??

And yay!! Vic confessed to liking her and they kissed!! *shocker face*

xxfallenangelxx

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