My Darling Never Rest

I just need a few more blocks..........
I've been walking down this long endless road for the last few hours seeing nothing but a few trees and darkness. Well I guess that's all you see when you walk by yourself at 2 a.m. in the morning. But anywhere was safe as long as I'm away from that monster. Gosh how stupid was I for falling in love with that guy, if you can even call it love to begin with.

I should have left him the first time he did it, but stupid me thought he would change. I wish I had listened to my brother, James. I still can't believe it’s been two years since he died. If I were to see my brother once more I swear I would tell him how sorry I am for everything I did. I bet he would be upset to see me like this but it’s all my fault.
As I was walking I heard some thunderstorms and felt a drop of rain on my nose. Then all of a sudden million of rain droplets came pouring down. My ripped jeans were starting to get heavy from the rain that it was getting harder to walk and a snoppy t-shirt wasn't good enough to keep me at least warm. I wish I had time to grab my sweater. My black low cut converse were starting to get wet and soon enough my feet were wet. Hopefully I don't get sick.
This rain is really making it hard for me to see clearly. I just hope he doesn't wake up before I get to the motel. I can feel my anxiety starting to make its appearance. God please, I don't need an anxiety attack, not when I'm trying to run away.

20 minutes of walking this road I finally saw light. I'm almost there. I crossed the street and there it was a motel. I'll be safe in there for a while or at least when the rain stops.

As I enter the motel, I was introduced with cheap paint scent and a very boring environment. It looks like they haven't dusted this place since it was first build. I made my way towards the front desk and there was a guy with dirty blonde hair and green eyes that looks like he's in his mid 30s.
"Hi I would like a get a room." I ask blondie.
The way he would look at me made me feel uncomfortable. Ugh why does this seem to happen to me?
"Sure sweetie, here are the keys. It will be $40." Blondie responded while giving me a smirk.

I wish I could smack that smirk off his face, but I was really not in a mood to deal with creepy guys like him. So I just ignored him and grabbed the keys off his hand.
As I walked towards my room, I felt someone was watching me. It didn't make me feel uneasy but safe.
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I woke up from a nightmare of that stupid bastard. I glance at clock, 4:16am. Ugh I can’t even sleep for two freaking hours. Isn't it enough he screwed me up, that I can't sleep peacefully for one damn night? How could I though, bastard might be looking for me right now.
I decided to stay up, since I was unable to sleep thanks to my nightmare. The rain seemed to be dying though. Looks like a great opportunity to leave this place.
I quickly took a shower afraid that any minute now I could hear the door banging and screaming. Once I got out, I brushed my hair and let it form to its natural light brown waves. I hardly wore make up because I hate applying some and because most of my friends think I am "beautiful" and "stunning" when I don't wear any. I put on my black skinny jeans and sweatshirt of The Maine on. I slipped on my vans and there I was ready to go.
I picked up my bag and left. I must have been deep in my thoughts, since I didn't see this coming....

Notes

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