Im Scared To Get Close & I Hate Being Alone (Kellic)

Why couldnt I get that new kid out of my head? I logged onto my Facebook and found more death threats. I sighed and closed my laptop. I put in my All Time Low CD and got ready for school. I washed and showered then brushed my hair and put on a plain white shirt. I put on some black skinny jeans and some vans and grabbed my bag. I was about to walk out my house when I saw Vic and Mike. I locked my door behind me and started walking to the bus stop. Vic didnt realise I was there. Nobody ever did anyway apart from when I was getting beat up. I sighed and put in one earphone before taking it out hearing a familiar voice call me.
"Kellin, its me Vic" Vic smiled walking up to me with Mike.
"You didnt meet Mike yesterday, this is Mike my younger brother" Vic smiled. Younger? Holy crap Vic was small. I cant believe I, me of all people just called someone small. We got on the bus and I got the usual 'fag', 'emo', paper thrown at me and tripped up. Vic looked at me and I just looked down. I was trying hard not to just burst into tears in front of Vic.
"Faggot what lesson do we have first?" One of the boys yelled laughing. A tear slid down my cheeks but my hair hid it. I got off the bus at school and got tripped then the boys surrounded me while on the floor. One of them kicked me in the thigh and laughed then I closed my eyes and nothing happened. I looked up and heard Vic screaming at the boys and Mike pinning one of them up to a wall. It helped Mike was really tall. Vic walked up to me and helped me up. I had tears flowing down my face but it was all normal for me.
"Kellin are you okay?" Vic asked. He looked upset. Should I let him in? No, you know why? Because then Vic will get beat everymorining. Vic will get called a 'fag' and 'emo'. He will be made fun of and I dont want to see Vic upset.
"Um, yeah thanks" I said quietly and quickily before trying to walk off. I got to first class quickily and Vic walked in. He smiled at me and came and sat by me.
"Vic, you shouldnt sit near me" I said quietly.
"Why Kellin?" Vic asked. His voice soothed me, it was so calm and peaceful.
"Hey look faggot boy got a boyfriend!" One of the boys yelled.
"Thats why" I said tearing up.
"Vic you dont deserve any of this, its me they hate." I said looking down letting tears fall onto my desk.
"Why do they hate you though, you are pretty cool" Vic smiled.
"Because Vic, that is what happens when you come out gay, people hate you" I said crying.
"Kellin" Vic whispered.
"What" I said quietly looking at Vic with watery eyes.
"If they pick on you for being gay then they might as well pick on me too for being gay" Vic said.
"Your gay?" I asked shocked. How could Vic be gay/ He was so perfect.
"Yeah whys it such a shock?" He giggled.
"Because, um, i thought that maybe alot of girls would like you because your not bad looking" I said quietly.
"Thanks Kellin" Vic smiled. I blushed and hid my head in my arms staying like that for the remainder of the lesson. When the bell rang I stood up and Vic tapped my arm.
"Want me to walk with you to your next lesson, I think we have the same anyway" He smiled.
"Its okay, you will probably get beat up like me" I sighed.
"I dont care, come on Kells" Vic smiled. Kells? That sounded nice. A kid threw a piece of paper at Vic and I snapped.
"Leave him alone! Its me you all hate so much so why not ruin Kellins life rather than Kellin and Vics?" I snapped. The teacher sent me out and I sat against the lockers crying. Vic was so sweet and innocent and caring, he didnt deserve any of that. Vic came out a minute later and sat next to me.
"Kellin thankyou" Vic smiled. I just looked at him. This was my normal school life and I hated every second of it. Mike walked down the corridor and at me and Vic.
"How come you two are out here?" Mike asked.
"Kellin stook up for me and got sent out so I shouted at the teacher" Vic laughed.
"What about you?" Vic asked Mike.
"Im just picking up some supplies from the art storage room" Mike smiled.
"Kellin, thanks bro" Mike smiled rubbing my shoulder before walking off. It got to lunch and I sat on my own under a big tree I usually sat at. I looked up and saw Vic walking towards me. I do want him to sit with me but he might get hurt. When he got to me I told him.
"Vic, if you sit with me you might get hurt" I said quietly.
"Mikes on his way" Vic smiled. Mike came around the corner and sat with us. We ate in pretty much silence apart from Mike then the bell rung and we went to our next lessons. After the painfully slow day I got on the bus to go home and Vic ran in after me.
"Hey Kells" He smiled.
"Hi Vic" I said quietly. We sat in silence again and then I got home and ran to my room and cried.

Notes

Just a bit about Kellin trying to block Vic out for his own protection. This is how it is daily for Kellin at school. OMG PEOPLE IM GETTING THE BLACK CROWN THIS WEEK <3 if you dont know what it is it is Suicide Silence. Mitch Lucker i miss you sooo much <3 ;-