I think I'm in love with you..

I left Vic's house like two day's ago. He kissed me. It was amazing...I haven't felt those sweet lips of his since high school. Did he still love me..? or, maybe it was just a "In the moment" type shit? Ugh. Whatever it was, I liked it. I hope that's not the last thing I get from him. I was still laying in bed. I really had no energy to do anything, I don't know why but all day my head has been aching. I threw up like three times today, this day is pretty much shit. Then I get a call from. It's from Vicky Boo! <3 Thank god. Maybe this will brighten up my day?

"Hey, Vicky! What's up?" I asked. I couldn't stop myself from smiling. But my stomach started to hurt pretty badly.

"Hey...Kelly, I wanted to apologize for randomly kissing you the other day...I don't know what got into me. Still friends right?" Vic sighed. 'Friends'? no. no. no. Not friends. I want more.

"Uh, yea. We're still friends." Was I really just friend zoned? After a kiss like the one he gave me? I stopped in my thoughts when I suddenly felt sick & leaned over the side of the bed & threw up. Again. I let out a rough cough at the end.

"Kelly? What's wrong.?" Vic asked.

"Um, nothing. I just threw up a little...no big deal, It's happened three times this morning. This being the fourth time." I felt my head start to ache again.

"Aw, Kellin...you're not feeling good are you?"

"Not really. I'm fine though." I replied. Obviously lying. I wasn't fine. I felt terrible.

"No." Vic said it like he was angry.

"No what?" I asked.

"NO, I'm not letting you be alone when you clearly need some assistance." He said it in a more rough tone. Was he coming over to take care of me? I started smiling so much.

"It's okay if I come over?" Vic asked kind of awkwardly but why the hell would I say no?!

"Yea. That'd be great!" I said it trying to sound as nonchalant as I could, but I wanted to scream like a girl.

"Alright! I'll be over there in a few, with Jaime. Later Kelly." He hung up the phone. Of coarse. Jaime is going to be tagging along. Great.



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I heard a knock on my door expecting it to be Vic. It was Jaime.

"Hey buddy, is Vic with you?" I shook his hand & he pointed over to where Vic was getting things out of his car.

"We bought you some goodies, Kellin, that way you'll have something else to smooch on." Fuck. Vic told him about the kiss. Who is this guy, with his big goofy smile trying to act as if he didn't know what he just said? >.>

Vic started walking towards us with a basket full of things, what the hell was in there?

"Hey, Kells. I got you some things! It'll make you feel better, hopefully." He smiled at me & I took the basket & set it on my counter, leading them both into my house & closing the door behind me.

I started to feel sick again. I ran to the bathroom & threw up in the toilet. Fuck me.




Vic's P.O.V.

I walked up to Kellin's front door but when I saw him, he looked so pale. He looked weak too."Hey, Kells. I got you some things! It'll make you feel better, hopefully." He took the basket I had & Lead me & Jaime into his house. Not soon after he ran off into the bathroom looking like he was going to throw up.

He got back & I opened up the basket for him, taking out the first item. It was two peanut butter & jelly sandwiches. I knew how much he loved those! I was hoping they would make him feel better.

"I'm not really hungry Vicky, but thanks anyway." He smiled at me & sat down on his couch, as did Jaime & I.

"Come on, Just try it. Maybe you'll feel better." Jaime patted him on he back & smiled.

"Alright.." Kellin took a bite of the sandwich. He had ate about half of one of the sandwiches & put it down.

"Aren't you gonna finish that, Kells?" I was starting to get a little worried. He usually ate what I gave him. Especially if it was a peanut butter & jelly sandwich.

"Nah, I wish I could. I just feel pretty damn full already." Kellin sighed. He wasn't lying. I could tell he was feeling bad.

"Alright Kells..." I started to get really worried.

"Hey, why don't you lay down on the couch & try to take a nap? Vic & I will be here if you need anything." Jaime smiled at Kellin , & set a blanket beside Kellin. Kellin wrapped it around him & lied down on the couch, closing his eyes. "Thank you." Kellin thanked Jaime & soon fell asleep.It had only been about ten minutes but Kellin threw the blanket off himself & got up, quickly running over to the bathroom.

"Kells, you okay in there?" I knocked on the bathroom door waiting for an answer.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine, Vic." I didn't belive him so I pushed the door open & I couldn't believe what I saw. There was blood along with vomit. Why was there blood?

"Kells, I think we should get you to the doctor." I suggested. But all he did was shake his head.

"NO. I'm fine." He looked up from the toilet & got up to go back to sleep.

It was about 9:45 pm & me & Jaime decided to head home. He seemed a lot better now. He didn't look as pale & he hadn't thrown up any more.

"Me & Jaime are heading home. You think you'll be fine alone?" I asked.

"Yea. Thank's Vic. Thanks Jaime. I'll see you later?" Kellin spoke.

"Yea, no problem Kell's, see you later." Me & Jaime walked out the front door & into my car.


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Kellin's P.O.V.

It's been a week since that day Jaime & Vic came over to take care of me. But I was still throwing up a lot. & I never felt hungry. I noticed myself starting to lose a lot of weight. I hope Kellin wouldn't notice today when I go over so we can practice the song.

I was at Vic's house now, for quite a few hours. The rehearsal went great & The guys seemed to like how my voice fit into the song. Vic hadn't noticed a thing. That is until I was going to leave.

"Alright, I'll see you next week , Kell's ?" He leaned in to hug me & I hugged him back. "Woah...you on a diet or something?" Vic laughed. Fuck, he noticed. "You're so skinny."

I could tell that Vic looked a little worried. So I lied.

"Uh, yea. Actually I am . I think I'm good enough now though..." I laughed trying to go along with it. "Well I'll see you next week Vic." We hugged & I left, I started feeling sick again, but by now I was used to it & carried a bad around with me so I wouldn't make a mess. I got in my car & threw up in the bag then drove home.

Notes

Okaay, sorry for the late night update cx lul. I was a little busy today reading other fanfictions c:<

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