I think I'm in love with you..

Victor's P.O.V.

I had so much fun with the boys tonight, it's really late though, the sun should be rising anytime now. I came home, all the lights were off & Jeremy's car was parked out in the front. I walked into the house & expected Jaime to be there, I turned on the light of the living room & saw Jeremy & Jaime cuddled up on the couch, snoring away. I got a little jealous, but it went away when I remembered what an amazing guy Jaime is. I wonder how his night was, I hope he had fun.

I walked up to my room & undressed, I was about ready to sleep but I wanted Jaime in bed with me. I walked downstairs & saw that Jaime was already awake & walked over to me.

"Victor, you're home! I love you, how was your night babe?" Jaime asked, hugging me as tight as possible. I guess he really missed me.

"I had so much fun. It was great, we ended up being kicked out of the club, actually. It was insane!" Victor laughed. "I'll tell you more about it tomorrow, how was your night baby?" I asked, smiling & holding Jaime's hand.

"A-actually....Victor, we need to talk." The tone in Jaime's voice didn't make me very happy.
"About what?..." I asked, not wanting to hear it.

"Tonight. I did something stupid, I...almost uh.." Jaime was playing around with his fingers, he was all jittery & stuff.

"Jaime, what happened?.." I asked, nervously, anxiously waiting for an answer.

"Matty & I...we almost had sex...I'm sorry, Victor...I was drunk as fuck-"

"Jaime, what-I just....how far did it go?" I asked, I was feeling really hurt.

"It wasn't too far,Jeremy stopped us, he-"

"How far?" I interrupted again.

"H-hand job....I'm sorry, it's not my fault-"

"Not your fault?! You almost fucked Matty, & you're telling me it's nothing?!" I yelled. I was so angry at him, I trusted him tonight to not do anything. We're fucking getting married in two days, dammit!

"Victor, jus-"

"Just what?! You expect me to be okay with this?! I fucking trusted you, and-" I yelled again. Jeremy woke up & looked at Jaime & I. He didn't say a word.

"Victor, I trusted you too!"

"I didn't do anything! You lie-"

"Don't you tell me I lied! I didn't keep this from you, did I?! I'm telling you right now! You didn't do anything?! Oh yea, so you cheating on me with Kellin more than like four times is perfectly fine?!" Jaime yelled, crying now. That was enough for me to shut up. I was getting so mad at Jaime for doing something when he was drunk....when I did so much worse being sober.

"Victor, I was drunk! You cheated on me several times on your own time, & you didn't even tell me! I had to find out about it myself from Kellin! I caught you trying to keep him, while still being with me & you're telling me, I lied?...What I did wasn't right...but at least I owned up to it & don't try to cover it up with lies." Jaime was sobbing. He's hurt. I'm such a dumb ass. I did so much worse than him & here I am, trying to push all the weight on him.

Jaime stormed out of the house & I tried to go after him but Jeremy stopped me.

"Victor, he just needs to cool off..." Jeremy said. I nodded.

"T-thanks.....for being there before anything happened...w-wake me up when he's back?" I spoke with a shaky voice, almost ready to cry. I'm just so mad at myself.

"Yea...don't stress it, too much..people fuck up & get knocked down sometimes, it doesn't mean you can't build yourself up again." Jeremy spoke. I headed upstairs, Jeremy stayed downstairs in case Jaime came back. I went to sleep, & tried not to think about anything. My head was really starting to hurt though.

Notes

I'm sorry it's crappy & kind of ish short?


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