I think I'm in love with you..

Kellin's P.O.V.

The night with the boys was fun, I had a blast! I just can't wait to see my babe. Instead of going to my house I'll just head over to his to see if he made it home safe. I'm just glad I didn't do anything stupid. I sat outside on Matty's front porch & waited for him. I saw a car pull up & out came Matty, the car drove off & Matty came in my direction.

"Baby! How was your night?!" I yelled, rushing over to him & jumping into his arms. I was feeling a lot more sober now.

"Hey, babe. My night was great! Uh....Kells...I h-have something to tell you.." Matty spoke. I slowly detached myself from him & looked up to see his face was over run by pain. I didn't know what it was...but my thoughts were everywhere, I was thinking of everything that he could possibly have to tell me right now. I was jumping to the worst conclusions. Then he spoke.

"Kellin, baby....You l-love me right?" Matty asked. What kind of a question was that?! Of coarse I love him! That's why I'm freaking out right now....why won't he just tell me what's wrong.

"I do...just-just tell me what's wrong..." I choked out.

"I love you Kellin....I'm drunk as fuck...I get out of control when I'm drunk, I almost...."

"Almost what..." I asked. I felt my face heating up & I took in a deep breath before he answered.

"I almost had sex with..with Jaime.." Matty said. I didn't move. I just looked at Matty, hoping he'd speak out & say he was just joking. Matty didn't say anything. I felt the tears that formed in my eyes start to fall out & onto my cheek.

"Kellin, I'm really sorry. I wasn't thinking. It was just in the moment, & I was drunk."

I blocked out all the words spilling out of Matty's mouth. I didn't even feel like my mind was with me at the moment. Is this how terrible Jaime felt when I...slept with Victor so many times.... But yet this time, they didn't even have sex.

"Matty....h-how far did you g-go with him?..." I finally spoke.

"Kellin..."

"Tell me." I said sternly.

"Jeremy walked in on us....uh...we didn't go too far, j-just a hand job....I'm sorry Kell's. "

I know I should be mad right now. Even if he was too drunk. That didn't mean he had to...do that with Jaime....he's getting married....and I was drunk too, but I didn't go around sleeping with Victor or touching him. I don't care how horny he is when he drinks, he shouldn't have done that.

I didn't say anything, I just held in my tears, that so desperately wanted an escape. I walked right passed Matty & as soon as I felt like I was far enough away from Matty I let my tears fall. I let myself cry. I headed to the park, which was actually really, really far. But it gave me time to think, with all the walking I had done I actually felt a lot calmer. I was sitting down on the swing, kicking my feet forward & back slowly, I felt the cool breeze run through my long hair. It was dark, I looked around, I was the only one here. I looked up at the stars & took in a deep breath, closing my eyes. I jumped up a little when I felt someone's hands on my shoulders. I was the only one here, who the fuck is touching me?

"Shh...don't fucking scream." The person said, While covering my mouth. I tried pulling away but the person held me down. Next thing I know, the persons hand is off my mouth & I let a loud scream out.

"Help!! Someone help!!" I yell. Whoever it was, definitely didn't like me disobeying orders, & punched me across the face. I fell to the ground & felt blood slipping out of my mouth. My lips felt numb, I tried to get up & run but before I could, the person Covered my mouth again, this time with a wet rag. It had a strong smell & I soon felt dizzy. I had double vision.

"What did I say about screaming?" The voice asked, with venom in there voice.

I tried to get away, they just held me down harder. I couldn't see the persons face, it was covered with a mask that scared me. I tried to scream one more time & then I blacked out.

Notes

Sorry this chapter is so short & bad. But I finaly updated after a week. Again, sorry about how long it took. I just really didn't know what to write about & I don't really want to end this story too soon, so this chapter just puts things on hold. Now there will be about six-ish? chapters left? idk.

Here's the mask that scared Kellin. Hmmm, I wonder who this 'anonymous' person is. c;



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