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I think I'm in love with you..

I was a fool

Jaime's P.O.V.

Things have been going great with Vic, I really love this guy. We've been dating for about two months now. He's usually always with me, but recently since that night he spent at Kellin's house, sice then, he moved in with me. He's been disappearing during the day & coming back with no explanation. It was always just "I met up with some friends" or "I was busy writing some new songs." I didn't believe him, but I knew he wouldn't tell me anything if I asked.

"Hey baby." Vic said to me & kissed me on the cheek before heading towards the front door.

"Hey babe...where you going now?" I asked

"Oh, the store. I gotta get some milk & maybe some snacks. Want anything?" He asked. He had to come back if I asked for something....so I asked for some hot cheeto's & twinkies. This way he'd have to come.

"Alright baby, I love you. Bye." He walked out & I decided to follow him in my car.

As I followed him the road became more familiar...this wasn't the way to the store...this was the way to Kellin's house. What is he doing coming over here?

I parked far away, got out & started walking. He won't see me. I saw him pull up into Kellin's driveway & he walked into Kellin's house. I got closer & ended up at Kellin's window. I could hear everything because they were in the livingroom.

"Vic, we need to talk..."Kellin sat down next to Vic & started to talk.

"About?.."Vic asked.

"Us...this little thing we've been having for the past week." Kellin said.What....what thing.

"What's wrong, babe?" Vic got closer to Kellin....did he really just call him babe....god my heart can't take this.

"We have to stop...I wanted it before...it was the only thing I wanted...I love you Victor, I alway's have. Ever since high school. But I can't do this...not if it's hurting Jaime..I consider him a friend & I don't wanna hurt a friend. Don't you love him?" Kellin's words made me shake...my knees felt weak.

"I do love him...so fucking much...it's just...me & you, we have something special. It's an unbreakable attraction & it's been that way since I met you...You made me realize I was gay. That night I came over was the first time I had you in a whole different way....you were inside me & just feeling our skin touch was perfect...I can't leave this. Even if I love Jaime." Vic's word's pierced through me like a knife to my chest. I felt myself start to cry. I'm such a fool. How could I ever think he'd love me more than Kellin?

I saw Vic try to lean in for a kiss, but Kellin pushed him away & stood up to yell.

"NO VIC. I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS! GET OUT." Kellin was crying....he actually felt bad...& he cared more about me than Vic did....

I ran to my car with what seemed like a million tears streaming down my face. I finally got to my car & drove home as fast as I could. I got into my house & locked the door. I ran up to my room...I wanted to die. So fucking bad. Just Kill Me Now. Before I made any rash decisions I heard someone opening the door..I'm assuming it's Vic. He's the only one with the key.

I went into the bathroom & locked the door before he could come in. I don't think he knew I was ever out.

"Jaime, I got your stuff! Come down here, love!" He yelled...I can't believe he can act like he wasn't just with Kellin.

I felt my phone start to vibrate in my pocket. I took it out & saw I was getting a call from Kellin...I answered wanting to yell at him so much but I let him talk.

"Jaime...buddy...I need to tell you something. Please don't hate me." I knew what he was gonna tell me... I didn't want to hear it but I let him.

"What is it?" I asked.

"I uh....I slept with Vic...& he's been cheating on you this past week....with me...I'm so sorry Jaime. Forgive me please. I had to tell you, I knew Vic wouldn't...I;m so fucking sorry." I could hear Kellin start to cry...he was crying so much it kind of hurt me.

"...I...knew....I followed him today & he showed up to your house...t-thanks for telling me...I respect that. You told me but my own boyfriend won't...thank you." I started to cry. I was heart broken..angry...depressed...everything. I want to kill myself. I can't do this. I walked down stairs. I didn't want Vic in this house anymore...he had to go.

"Vic, you need to fucking go." I spoke.

"W-what? Jaime, what's wrong baby? Why are you crying?" He asked. God I would have fallen for this little act if I hadn't followed him today.

"That's bullshit. Don't act like you haven't done anything....don't fucking call me baby. You're fucking killing me Vic. Just leave now. Please." I cried even more & He started to cry too.

"J-just tell me why..."

"YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH KELLIN! THAT'S WHY! I TRUSTED YOU & YOU LIED TO MY FACE & I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO BELIEVE YOU EVERYTIME. YOU LEFT ME LOOKING LIKE A FOOL VIC!" He started to cry a lot more & I saw him drop to his knees putting his hands together & begging me.

"Jaime..baby please. I'm sorry, I fucked up & I know! Don't do this to me babe! I love you!" Vic pleaded.

"I know you love me...but apparently not enough to forget about Kellin."