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Ill pick you up

Following her little visit

I have noticed Mike has been extremily loving with Madi since Amirs little visit. Probably because he is scared she will leave him because of Amir. I dont think that would happen though. Me and Shan were doing well. We were going to book a hotel tonight, well, i was. She didnt know i wanted to surprise her. Hopefully she will like it. We havent spoken about her arms alot and im not a dick that will pressure her into wearing short sleeves or bikinis or anything. I just make sure she keeps topped up on water since it is so hot. She doesnt know i have noticed but the reason i am booking us into a hotel is because she hasnt had the best sleep in the tent of hers. She will wake up after nigtmares and i will sit up for at least an hour comforting her. She says they about her parents. She explained that her dream was when she and Madi said no to their parents when they wanted to go for a family meal so just her parents went instead and they didnt come back and then a policeman appeared at her door telling her both her mother and father were in intensive care, her father pulled through but when her mother died her father commited suicide. It was extremily upsetting, im not surprised she did what she did but hopefully i can help her, i want to help, she deserves it. She truly is beautiful and amazing. She blames herself but from my point of view, if her and Madi did go they could have died and then we wouldnt have met and i would still be sitting in the tour bus with nothing to do rather than booking a hotel room for the night with my amazing, sweet baby girl Shan. She seems happier than usual and i noticed this morning she didnt even take her pills to help her depression or anxiety and she hasnt even noticed. She has had one anxiety attack and that was the first night she had a nightmare. I booked the hotel over the phone and told them to make sure it was the best room they had and they even said they would throw in some chocolates and champagne which was nice. I got dressed and ready for the day, we had it off so i was planning on going right to te hotel. But just before going she wanted to see Blood On The Dance Floor, they were on at one so i was taking her backstage. She loved BOTDF (a/n please no hate, they were the first band i could think of since im listening to them and i love them) We saw them live and they were actually really good. She met Dahvie and Jayy and got a new shirt then i blindfolded her and got into the tour managers car, i already asked to borrow it and he aggreed. She was singing along to the songs playing on Kerrang radio blindfolded and i pulled up. I quickily got out, opened her side of the car and kissed her lips. I told her we were here and i would be back in a second. I got the keys and went back to the car helping a still blindfolded Shan out of the car, into the elevator, up to our room and onto the bed. I made sure she was right next to the champagne and chocolates and then i unblindfolded her kissing her lips again. She had her eyes closed while kissing me and when i pulled away smiling she looked around and realised where we were. She thanked me and we lay in bed eating chocolate, drinking champagne and watching movies. We fell asleep after the third movie and i held her tight. She shouldnt have any nightmares tonight. I hope not. I was right, she slept all through the night without a single nightmare. She told me she had a dream but a nice one rather than nightmares. She said it had me in it and that is all she told me. She was so smiley the next morning. Maybe it was the depression pills causing the nightmares, she didnt take them yesterday and she was fine but when she does take them she has nightmares.

Notes

This is really long aha xD its just to showhow romantic Tony is mainly, Mike doesnt show his romantic side often but i promise when he does it will be HUGE!:) love you guys <3

Comments

@tonyslittlepetturtle

mhm

@Bands are my only breath

@Error_invalid_argument

I like the names guys c:

Girl: Ella Juliet Lauren Sammi Alamillo (I AM DETERMINED TO MARRY SIMON ALAMILLO AKA MY BEST GUY FRIEND)
Boy: Michael Victor Tony Jaime Alamillo

If i had kida a boy name Oli Hime-time turtle vikky mickey wiskey hands dony webb/fuents ;) or Roserlyn sammi hope doney webb/ perry ;) i like them hahaha

Thier lose then> Hell yeah your awsome! You are important! :)