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Ill pick you up

How it all started

Me and Shan, my sister were actually normal..ish teenage girls. We went out with boys, went shopping and had fun but since that day we havent been out of the house apart from work. We keep each other as comfort. We both have depression and social anxiety and i have an eating disorder. A friend gave us her two tickets to Warped because aparently we needed to get out. We were going, just to see the bands, not talk to the other fans, we both hated people. We tried to go out once causing me to have an anxiety attack followed by Shan having one panicking about me. We were packing to go to Warped. Hopefully this would help, slightly.
"Ready to go?" Shannon asked packing her last things, mainly pills for our depression and anxiety.
"Yeah" I smiled. We got out of the apartment and into Shans pick up truck. She got it before everything happened, she still insured it but hardly drove it. We started our long journey to Warped tour. Shan looked through her CD's and put in Pierce the veil. We tried singing and it sort of calmed us. After the pierce the veil album it was Falling in reverse. We were even dancing around in the car when Bad girls club came on. After a long drive we arrived at Warped, pretty early. There were fans there but mainly bands setting up. We went to the camp where the fans were setting up and got pretty close to the tents and the closest we could to the stages. Wae looked at a list of the bands playing tonight. Pierce the veil!
"Pierce the veil are playing" I smiled.
"We have to go!" Shan yelled.
"I know" She smiled. The mixture of anxiety and depression pills made us really hyper sometimes. We went back to the tent and put our makeup on. I put on a Pierce the veil shirt with jogging bottoms. Shan put the same sort of thing on but with a jumper, she only ever wears jumpers now. It was a Pierce the veil jumper and she also had jogging bottoms on. It might have been hot but we made sure to get plenty of water so we were fine. We got to the stage area and got pretty close to the front. The crew were rushing about and trying to set up in time and me and Shan were talking. We were okay, the pills worked but it wasnt full yet. I think we would be okay though, lost in the atmosphere of the band. Pierce the veil were finally on and everyone was here now and it was full. Me and Shan made sure to stay right next to each other. Pierce the veil played an amazing show and as me and Shan were walking to the merch tent laughing Pierce the veil were also on there way to the tent.
"Come from our set?" Mike asked me. Oh my god Mike Fuentes. Tony was talking to Shan walking to the merch tent and i knew Shan was nervous. She adored Tony Perry so much. We got to the merch tent and bought a shirt, Mike gave me and Shan a free band to which was awesome. As we were leaving Tony winked at Shan. What?
"Shan?" I asked.
"I may or may not have just gotten Tony Perrys phone number" She smiled. I havent seen her this happy in forever.
"Oh my god Shan!" I yelled.
"I know" She smiled.
"Want to go out? There are no other bands we like on today" She smiled.
"Sure" I giggled. We got ready in skinny jeans and both wearing our new PTV shirts. We had all our band bracelets on and Shan had just added a ton of hairspray to her hair. She had it blue and black, scene style which was cool. We got to a place where everyone seemed to be hanging and it turned out some bands hang out with fans here. Since PTV had just played it was them today. Tony ran right up to Shan. They were cute together. Mike saw me and stopped talking to some fans walking up to me. He said after what Tony told him he decided if hew saw me again he would do the same so he gave me his phone number. Today was going just perfect and we hadnt had an anxiety attack which was our biggest problem with coming to Warped. After hanging with Ptv for a while we had to go.
"We have to go to our tent" I sighed.
"Im coming" Shan yelled holding hands with Tony. They were both smiling wider than i thought possible. Tony and Mike were coming to our tent. He told Vic and Jaime and they said as long as they were bacck by 9. It was only 4 so we had plenty of time.

Notes

Aww there lives are slowly getting better and better. What do you think?

Comments

@tonyslittlepetturtle

mhm

@Bands are my only breath

@Error_invalid_argument

I like the names guys c:

Girl: Ella Juliet Lauren Sammi Alamillo (I AM DETERMINED TO MARRY SIMON ALAMILLO AKA MY BEST GUY FRIEND)
Boy: Michael Victor Tony Jaime Alamillo

If i had kida a boy name Oli Hime-time turtle vikky mickey wiskey hands dony webb/fuents ;) or Roserlyn sammi hope doney webb/ perry ;) i like them hahaha

Thier lose then> Hell yeah your awsome! You are important! :)