The pregnancy story

I wake up to the sound of medicine bottles bottles being open and shut. I watch as the nurse fills me up a paper cup of water, like ima drink it. two big muscle men stand in the door way cause they know I fight the nurse about the medicine.
"okay lana, are you gonna take your pills today?" she hands me a small paper cup filled with pills. I grab them and notice there a new mixture of colors. I laugh at her.
"lana please don't make this hard today." I shrug and she huffs. she motions to the guards and one opens my mouth and the other holds me down. she drops them into my mouth carefully, afraid that ima bite her again.
"alright now go eat breakfast." they leave my room and I fall down on my bed.
"you have a visitor lana." the intercom in my room says. I get out of bed and walk to the glass doors and they buzz me in. since all the walls are see threw I can see other people talking to family. I walk a little longer to see vic and mike talking in a room and there gaze catches mine.
I walk to the room next to theres to see soft red hair and a freckle face. I run up and hug him.
:" I miss you." alan squeezes my small frame. I nod my headin agreement. "please talk to me." I smile half heartedly and sigh.
"hey." my voice crackles a bit.
"yay! she finally talks to me." he jumps up and down.
"shut up."I smack his chest and we take seats across from each other with a table dividing us.
"when are you coming home?" he asks hopefully, praying I will give him a good answer.
"i don't talk to them so they think im crazy. im probably gonna be in her forever." I say jokingly. but he doesn't think its very funny.
"maybe you should talk to them then." he snaps. his tone of voice shocks me but I shrug it off and try to change the subject.
"hows chris?" I say not really caring about the answer.
"he misses you and it kills him that you wont talk to him." I laugh.
"he puts me in this insane asylum and he expects me to forgive him just like that?" I snap my fingers and raising my voice a little.
"he's just trying to help you." alan spats in chris' defense. I get up.
"well I don't need help."
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"okay everybody sit down." dr.rankin says. we all gather in a circle sitting in our chairs. I lock eyes with vic but quickly brake it. "lets talk about what triggered us into selfharming. who want to start?" this girl with dark brown hair and piercing blue eyes raises her hand. "okay ashyle will start." she clears her throat.
"well I started when people would call me names and laugh at me when I walk down the hall." she was about to keep going but I chuckle at her a little bit. "whats so funny!" she yells at me.
"you." I say comly. she gasps surprised at me talking and everyone else does the same.
"you cant just laugh at my problems!"
"your problems? all that happened to you was a few names. stop being a drama queen." I snicker at the end.
"oh yea? what about you? why are you here? didn't make cheerleading team?" she smirks sitting down.
"no. I had real problems."
"like?" dr,rankin asks. I take a deep breath debating telling them or not.
"i was beatin everyday by my boyfriend. he made me feel so worthless, I even tried to kill myself because of it. and one day I tried to brake up with him he beat me up so bad I almost died. when I got out of the hospital I almost drank myself to death which caused me to go to rehab for two months. then when I got out I started drinking at partys." vic looks at me guilty. "i got a new boyfriend and he cheated on me so I started skipping school and cutting again. then I brought a water bottle full of vodka to school, made some bad decisions and this guy I really liked rejected me and when I came home my brother said he had enough and sent me here." I shrug. everybodys mouth drops. my eyes prickle with tears. it hurts admit these things, it makes me feel embarrassed. I blink my eyes clear, ill be dammed if they see me cry.
"wow." vic mumbles.
"what?" I spat.
"i just didn't expect that, im so sorry-" I cut him off.
"don't be. I don't need your pitty or for you to feel sorry for me. understand?" I kick the chair out from behind me and exit the room. I quickly run to my room and jump on my bed crying.
a couple minutes later I hear a soft knock on the door.
"hold on." my voice cracks. I get off my bed and look in the plastic mirror. I wipe my eyes and try to get my breathing to the right speed. I jump back on bed and tell them to come in.
"hey." vic says softly.
"what do you want?" I ask as walks in and closes the door behind him.
"i just wanted to check on you." he says as he walks closer to me.
"why? im fine." I try to convince him.
"you didn't seem like it." he says climbing into bed with me.
"well I am."
"how come you didn't tell me about this before?" he wraps his arm around me and I cuddle into his chest.
"there was no reason for you to know." I shrug. "like how you didn't tell my about your problems." he sighs.
"your right. and im sorry about what happened."
"no. don't be. I was drunk and being stupid." I say looking him in the eyes.
"your not stupid." he says bringing his lips to mine. he moves on top of me straddling me. he starts running his hands up and down my sides. I break the kiss to remove my sweater. vic starts to kiss and suck on my neck leaving small love bites. I run my hands under his shirt and up his toned tan stomach. he moves back to my mouth. I let out a small moan against his lips. he removes his shirt and my pants. I flip us around and start kissing down his stomach and stopping at his pants . I rip them off and move back to his lips. I feel his member getting harder against my thigh. he unclips my bra and flips us back over.he takes off mine and hi underwear. he starts rubbing small circles against my clit and sucking on my nipple. I moan.
"vic please." he smiles at me and shoves his length in me. I let out a small scream. he starts thrusting in and out picking up the pace each time. he hits my G-spot each time. about 10 minutes later his thrust become sloppy and we reach our high at the same time. he pulls out and lays breathless beside me.
"can I tell you something?" vic asks.
"yea?"
"i think I might love you." I cuddle up next to him.
"maybe I do to."

Notes

do not get offended by this okay? don't leave nasty comments. don't like it, don't read.

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