Guitars and Love

Tony~

I layed in my bunk for a little bit, thinking. Break up with her now? or break up with her after warped? Stay with her? I want to say with her, i love her so much. But she could do better, like they say if you love someone you have to let them go. Right? Ugh! I rolled out of my bunk and got off the bus. I looked over to see Ashley sitting with Jaime at a table. She looked over at me and waved at me with a smile. I turned away and walked a different direction. I still needed to think of what im going to do. Then i bumped into Vic.
"You alright man?"
"Yeah im fine" I said trying to walk past him but he grabbed me by the arm stopping me.
"Bull shit, whats wrong"
"Im fine, just thinking"
"Well then tell me what you are thinking, cause you were fine earlier until that couple came up to us and you just stormed off. What happen?"

We both took a seat at a table that was by the bus. I went on to tell him about the dreams and what the kid said, and what i was thinking. It actually felt good to get that off my chest.
"No, dont break up with her"
"Why not? She deserves to be happy"
"What makes you think that shes not? Just cause of some stupid kid said so? Nah man, Ashleys happy and we all see that, She brings out the best in you too and you know it. You smile a whole lot more than you use too, and so does Ashley. Think about it Tone, that girl loves you. When i hang out with her, she reminds me so much of you, its like hanging out with you but girl version. You guys are perfect for each other. Breaking up with her will break her heart. If you want her to be happy, say with her cause breaking up with her will only make her sad. And from the looks of it shes worried about you, she keeps looking over here."
I looked over at the table Ashley and Jaime were sitting at. Ashley looked at me with a concerned look and then looked back at Jaime.
"Tone, i say forget about all the dreams and everything thats making you think this way. I know its eating you up"
"It is, i just, i cant tell her about this"
Vic was right about everything, i was just overreacting. I love Ashley i cant leave her, it will kill me.
"Then dont, just go talk to her, she knows when something is bothering you. Hell she knows when something is bothering all of us. She is definitely a keeper Tone, you guys have been together for 4 years now. Dont mess up your happiness over this."
"Thanks man, and your right, i just overreacted"
"Anytime man, and if you need to talk im always here. So go talk to Ashley" He said with a smile and pointed toward the table.
I looked over and Ashley and Jaime were gone.
"Alright, well ima go find her, if you see her tell her im looking for her" I said getting up from the table.
"well do"

I walked around the everywhere, getting stopped a couple of time by fans. I couldnt find Ashley anywhere. Maybe she on her bus. I headed back to the buses. Then i felt someones hands were at my hips and they were trying to pull me back. I turned around to see big beautiful eyes starting up and me with a big beautiful smile. Why the hell would i ever think of leaving this beautiful creature.
"You okay babe?"
"Yeah, just been tired, i was looking for you" I said with a smile.
"you sure? cause i feel like your not telling me something? Like your dreams-"
"How do you know about my dreams?" I said not letting her finish.
Did Vic tell her?
"I dont, but now i know that those are what are bothering you"
I looked at her and then looked away, i couldnt tell her. She put her hand to my cheek and moved me to where i was facing her.
"Tony, tell me"
I grabbed her by the arm and pulled her to my bus. We got in and sat down.
"so?"
I quickly thought of something to say.
"The dreams have been about me losing you" I said looking down. It was half true.
"Well your not gonna lose me, i promise. I love you too much to go anywhere" She said grabbing my hand.
I smiled and kissed her.

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