How can i love myself when my heart goes out to you? (kellic)

I got up to get ready for school. I walked into the bathroom and stared at my reflection messing with my hair. Do i trust Vic? My thoughts keep running away to Vic. Do i trust him? Is he just pretending to be gay so i will fall in love with him and then he can break my heart and everyone will just laugh at me? I think, i dont know. I have trust issues its hard for me to trust anyone. Hes perfect though, his eyes, his smile, his nose ring, his voice, his personality. Stop it Kellin you are being ridiculous. Asif Vic will evn talk to me again. I heard a knock on the door and my mother answer it.
"Come on in boys" She said then the door closed again. Who was here? Was it Vic?
"Kellin two of your friends are here" She yelled. I threw on my army style camo jacket and black vans and ran downstairs.
"Bye mom" I yelled kissing her cheek and walking out with Mike and Vic.
"Ready for school today?" Vic smiled.
"Um, yeah" I smiled. My goal for today was to smile more, maybe. Mike patted my back silently so Vic wouldnt see and passed me a piece of paper. I opened it and read it.
Vic likes you but hes a turd nugget so this is his phone number :P
I smiled at the letter and thanked Mike. Vic liked me? Oh my god. Vic Fuentes liked me? We got to school and i walked to Vics locker with him.
"Its a good thing we have the same classes" Vic smiled taking some books out of his locker.
"Yeah" I smiled.
"You have a nice smile you should smile more often" Vic smiled. Holy crap. I couldnt stop myself from smiling now. My cheeks were warming up. Great this means i have gone bright red. I bit my lip trying to calm my cheeks down and Vic just looked at me and laughed.
"Is Kellybear embarresed?" He giggled. Kellybear? Okay i dont mind that. Never had a nickname before.
"Erm, no" I laughed.
"You so are" He smiled.
"Was Vic to embarresed to give me his number?" I said crossing my arms. It was Vics turn to go bright red now. We both burst out laughing.
"Hey" A tall boy said walking up to us. He had long messy black hair.
"Oh hi Cam" Vic smiled.
"This is Kellin Quinn" Vic smiled pointing to me.
"Hey your the new one arent you?" Cam asked. He seemed so relaxed.
"Yeah" I said smiling, for once yeah i know.
"Well hi, i got to go to meet with the others" He smiled.
"Bye" Me and Vic smiled. The bell rang and me and Vic walked to our first lesson which was music.
"I want you to partner up with someone and write a song using an instrament to" The teacher said. I knew exactily who i was working with. I refuse to work with anyone other than Vic.
"Vic?" I asked.
"Yeah Kells?" He replied.
"Could i work with you?" I asked.
"Well duh who else are you going to work with?" Vic smiled.
"Hold on" Vic smiled going into the instrament cupboard and pulling out a guitar.
"I wrote a song, if you dont mind us looking at it" I smiled.
"Whats it called?" Vic asked.
"Roger Rabbit" I smiled.
"Could you sing it?" Vic asked.
"I could try" I giggled nervously.
"Ill show you the guitar as well" I smiled grabbing the guitar.
"The chords go like this" I smiled playing a riff.
"Okay let me try" Vic smiled playing exactily what i had just played.
"Perfect" I smiled.I got my notebook out and tried to find the right song. I had so many songs in this notebook. I came accross Alone, Low, Do it now remember it later unil i found roger rabbit.
"Just play that riff?" I smiled. Vic started to play and i got ready to sing.
"Its never right ever how this goes, youve got your friends and youve got your foes, they wanna piece of something hot, they look at your name like they forgot, oh, aint that something. Some wanna see you crash and burn and critisize your every word." I sang the song and looked up at Vic.
"Holy shit" Vic said.
"Was it bad?" I asked.
"It was amazing! I didnt know you could sing that well" He smiled. He made me smile too. I get happy when i am around Vic, like really happy. The rest of the day went really well. Walking back home with Vic was nice to. I got home then remembered i had Vics number in my pocket. I decided to text him.
Hi Vic, its Kellin c:
He replied almost instantly.
Hey Kellybear c:
I swear this boy made me weak at my knees. He was perfect we carried on texting until about one in the morning then we bot sdecided it was late and we should probably go to sleep.

Notes

Sorry for uploading it not completed a couple of minutes ago, my internet was turning off so i sort of had to. This is the full thing, thankyou so much for reading xD