One last goodbye

I sat there awkwardly, as he was waiting to say something. “Look, I know.” He said sternly. “Know about what?” I said.“You. Your wrists, your-your pain.” He trailed off. I could tell he was relieved. “What? You don’t know me at all. You don’t know a damn thing about me!” I snapped back. “You may have self-harmed and may have gotten bullied like me but you’ve never been me, and I’ve never been you!” I shouted. “His jaw dropped as tears fell down my face. I quick held them back, and quickly looked away. “Look, you’re absolutely right, I don’t know you and I’ve never been you, but there is one thing I do know, you are worth it. A- And when I see you my mind wants to get to know you better. There is something different about you.” Vic let out. He let it all out. All of it.I smiled a bit. And said “well maybe we should actually go to do something and talk rather than a Starbucks date or backstage concerts.” He laughed “well I’ll see you tomorrow at this street? And we’ll go from there” I nod we sang along to his songs as he pulled up to the street four blocks away from my house. I thanked him and walked down to my house. I opened the door. And my mother woke up. “What the hell were you doing out so damn late Melissa?” my mother shouted. “Well why the hell you were smoking, or wait even better drunk as a sailor. Huh?” I screamed. ‘Don’t you dare talk to me like that missy? You lucky I even let you live here.” She taunted. I could get my own house I wanted to! So don’t even go there you-you- UGH!” I huffed. I cried and cried. And ran up to my room. I sat on my bed and reached under me. I ripped off my bracelets and took out the blade. I cut. But I stopped. And just cried myself to sleep.
The next morning I got dressed and walked out the door. I walked to the street where we first met Vic and he was there in his jeep. He smiled and greeted me with those dashing eyes of his. “So do ya want to go take a walk on the beach?” he questioned. I smiled and agreed. We pulled up and he handed me a pair of sunglasses. “Here put these on so people don’t take pictures of you with me.” He rushed. I put them on, and took off my flip-flops. I walked onto the warm sand and began to walk closer to the water. “Soooo, what do ya wanna know about me?” I asked as the cold water ran between my toes. “Well, I don’t know. I just wanna know about you.” He said smiling, touching my hand briefly. “Well my favorite color is pink. And I love to do my hair, my mom is a total bitch and I can’t stand her anymore. I tried to kill myself but Pierce the Veil saved me.” I said. Vic looked at me and said “so your and open book?”I nodded. I was walking carelessly as I walked closer to the ocean. A wave came and my thighs and almost knocked me over, but I felt the same tingling sensation like I did at Starbucks. I looked up, and he was there holding me. He pulled me in closer and embraced me. I stood there as still as a stick. I had no idea what to do. “Uhm?” I stuttered. He quickly pulled away and continued to walk.

Notes

Cliff hangar!! ILYSM tell me what you think sorry most of the chapters are short :(