Listen to glass hearts shattering.

I woke to my alarm clock ringing. Desperately I tried to find the snooze buttom,and after a few seconds I finally found it,but it was to late,I was already awake.
Slowly I sat up in my bed.
"Yay,once again monday and time to get ready for hell (aka School)." I thought.
If you didn't notice,I fucking hate mondays.
I got up,took a shower and brushed my teeth.
After that I picked out my outfit for the day. I decided to wear white converse,black skinny jeans,a white tanktop with a BMTH print on,a grey sweater and a black vest.
I got my bag and went downstairs. Luckily my mom wasn't home,so she wouldn't make me eat breakfast. I got into my car and drove to hell.

As quick as I got out of the car, I hear the popular gang shout things after me.
It was names that no one should be called,but unfortunately,I was.
"Hey whore! I heard you only take 5 bucks for a blowjob,no wonder you have all those diseases!" I heard Brittany shout,followed by her friends laughs.
I was used to it by now,so I just kept my head down and walked into school.

I'm sorry if I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Callie and Im 17 years old. I'm a fat ugly cow,have ugly scars all over my body and gets bullied everyday in school.
The bullying has been going on since 4th grade when my best friend moved away.
The selfharm and anorexia begun when I was around 14,and the suicidal thoughts when I was 16 years old. Something that I wouldnt be able to live without is music. Music is the air that I'm breathing,and honestly,I wouldnt stand here today if it weren't for the music. My favorite band is Pierce the veil,but I also like Sleeping with sirens,Of mice and men,Bring Me The Horizon and Black veil brides.

The day in school was awful,but what else was new?
While driving home I was playing `Caraphernelia´ as lound as I could.
Oh I forgot to tell you the best part,I'm going to see PTV this friday!
I've been waiting to see one of their concerts for years,but my mom have always said no,until a couple of months ago. I guess she just gave up.
My plan is to meet Vic,Tony,Jamie and Mike at friday,thank them for keeping me alive and saving me,and then end it all. Ive been strong to long.

Thursday night came and I was alone with my thougts. I was so nervous about meeting the guys tomorrow. At the same time I couldn't wait until the concert was over and I could leave this place forever. The past week had been horrible,and school was worse then normal.
In PE the other girls took all my clothes so I had to walk home in shorts and a t-shirt.
It wouldnt be any problems,if it wouldn't be the end of November and freezing outside.
My mom werent home today either. She is almost never home,she is always at work or with her boyfriend. She doesn't really care about me. Thats why it will be even easier to just end it all tomorrow. The voices in my head got even worse and the blades was calling for me. I couldn't resist it tonight either. I'm so done...

Notes

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