The Little Sister

Vic's eyes were on me. I stared back at him, trying to fight back tears. ''Get out!!!" I screamed to him. ''Alice..'' He said, clearly hurt. I don't think I have ever hurt him before. I didn't care. ''I said, get OUT!!'' I screamed louder. ''Fine.'' He whispered and backed out. I reached down in the back of my bottom drawer, an pulled out a small, shiny razor blade. ''Hello old friend...'' I whispered to myself. As soon as I walked back into my cold bathroom, I broke out into sobs. ''I'm a disappointment...'' I sobbed to myself. I cut for everyone I hurt. ''One for Jason, one for Vic, one for Mike, one for Jamie, one for Tony, one for Chris, one for Balz, one for Kellin.'' I said with eatch cut. ''Only 8 people care about you, you fucking piece of shit.'' I told myself angrily, and I didn't even deserve those people. I must have zoned out, because when I looked at my arm, 8 cuts became twenty. I sobbed loudly. ''I can't do anything right!!!!!'' I screamed and through my blade at my mirror, causing it to crack a bit. ''FUCK!!!!'' I screamed angrily. Tony came rushing in my room. ''Alice, it's turtle.'' He said. I didn't answer. He opened the bathroom door and saw my sitting there, blood dripping from my wounds. ''Alice, what the hell?!" He yelled. I burst into tears. 'Tony, why can't I be normal and happy?" I sobbed. ''Shhh.. you are normal. Please stop this Alice..'' He said.

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