The Little Sister
I'm Done
I was completely one with him. I wondered what they were going to do to him, they couldn't hurt him because they'd go to jail, they were probably just scaring him. But I couldn't believe he would do this to me. I looked down at my wrist. 'Darling You'll Be Okay' I smiled at it, but cringed at the old scars, then cried remembering he said he loved me. ''Alice what is it now?" Turtle asked, rubbing my back. "'H-he said.., he said he loved me...'' I managed to choke out. ''Aaaaww... baby I know it hurts..'' Turtle comforted. Then, they all burst through the door. ''What happened over there guys?" I asked, wiping my tears before anyone noticed. ''We scared the little bitch straight.'' CC said. I laughed. ''I love you guys.'' I said, pulling everyone in for a hug. Since it was like, 2:00 in the morning, I headed off to bed. The guys had a concert tomorrow, but they said I should sty home sense I still haven't fully recovered. They are right. Andy would be checking in on me every couple of hours, anyway.
The guys were gone when I woke up. I checked my phone. Stephanie....
Message 1: ''You are a pathetic bitch, sending your gay ass brothers and their little friends to scare us? Coward.''
Message 2: ''No wonder Jason doesn't want you anymore, you are just a lonely, pathetic, slutty bitch!"
Message 3: ''You are just a waste of space, go kill yourself.''
So that's what I'll do. I left a goodbye video to everyone, and walked into my bathroom. I carved 'Jessica's Fault' in my arm. ''Goodbye fucked up world'' I said and swallowed a bottle of antidepressant pills. Before I passed out I heard Andy calling my name, I grabbed my razor and cut deeply, digging into my skin. Blood poured out, and I felt my life skip away quickly. The last thing I saw was Andy's face, in tears.
right in the funeral scene props and mayhem came up and made me cry harder :(
11/7/15