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Love in the Air...

I Don't Care What They Think...

-Ok, before I start this chapter I want to say that it's going to have a major trigger warning. I also want you too know that it has alot of smut and a rape scene. I did warn you.-
-Kellin's POV-
*Kellin's nightmare*
"DAD STOP!" I yelled trying to run away. I ran faster then I ever have. I was, for the first time in my life, going to be raped. I tripped over a branch and fell to the ground. "Got you know you little bitch." Before I could say anything my clothes were ripped off along with his. He slammed into me at least 10 times before smacking my ass. He didn't feel warm like Vic. He felt ice cold. I tried to scream but he slapped my face. There was nothing that I could do. He turned me around and started kissing my neck. I shivered at his touch. He hit me over and over again and again. He took out a knife and held it to my throat. "You're not gonna say anything. Ok?" His eyes pierced mine. "Get the fuck off me you fucker." I said trying to sound stern. He took the knife and cut a small part of my neck. I screamed in pain as it became deeper and deeper. I blacked out.
*Real*
I woke up in a puddle of tears and sweat. I couldn't stop shaking. My pulse was really high. My heart was racing. I started to feel dizzy so I walked into the bathroom before i vomited. I looked around my bathroom for my friend. Mr. Razor Blade. I found it and squeezed it in my hand as i felt it puncture my skin. I walked to the bathtub and sat on the end as I rolled up my sleeve. I sliced deeper then I ever have. I began to feel dizzy again my I continued. I sliced until my entire arm was covered in cuts. I moved to my other arm and did the same. When I ran out of room I took off my pants and cut my thighs. It trailed down both of my legs. The burned like hell but i enjoyed the feeling. It was telling me that i was alive. I walked to my bed as the whole room spun. Maybe this is the end. Maybe all the pain and suffering would be over. Maybe I would be over. I sliced a bit more before I fell into a long sleep.
-Vic's POV-
I kept texting Kellin but he wouldn't answer.
1:30 P.M. Me: Hey bby how u doin? <3
2:30 P.M. Me: Hello? Kellin? u there???
4:00 P.M. Me: Kellin please answer ur scaring me... </3 ;-;
I kept checking my phone every 30 minutes or so to see if he text back, but he never did. I didn't know what to do. So many images were running in my mind at rapid motion. I saw everything into one. Just one image caught my attention. He was there. Laying on the floor with his wrists slit. My angel. Dead. Gone forever. I tried to get the image out of my mind but I couldn't no matter how hard I tried the image came back. I got my moms car keys without caring that I was only 17. I got in the car and began to drive. "Second and Sebring", started playing and I began to cry. Everything in the song just hit me all at once. My heart started pounding in my chest as if it was going to burst. I hated every part of the thought. I couldn't loss my everything. The lyrics of the song explained how I felt. "I need your love, like a boy needs his mothers side." Tears poured out of my eyes and I could do nothing but wipe them away. I pulled into Kellin's driveway and rang the doorbell. I saw his fathers car in through the garage window so I knew that he was home. I suddenly heard screaming and I panicked more then I ever had.
-Kellin's POV-
I was woken by a slap across my face. "Look at what the little emo has done to himself now." I looked up and saw my fathers smirk. I felt a shiver go down my spin when I felt my pants get tugged off. He stripped me until I was naked and he tied me to the bed. I thought he was going to rape me but instead he just kicked my member over and over again. I screamed in pain.
-Vic's POV-
I heard Kellin scream the I started looking for anyway to get inside of the house. At this point, a window would've been nice. When I saw that everything was locked I went to find a rock. I found one that was big enough for damage and I threw it at the glass door. I shattered and I ran inside as I darted for the stairs. I ran upstairs and started trying to open Kellin's door. I eventually kicked in the door and I saw something that I would never forget. Kellin's dad was on top of him, kicking his member. I ran straight as his dad and pushed him to the ground. I punched him over and over again until my knuckles were white. I stepped on and kicked his dad until I noticed that I had knocked him out. I picked Kellin up bridle style and put him in the back seat of my car. He was bleeding alot and his words began to slur. I drove him to the hospital and carried him inside. Everyone looked at me as I ran in screaming but I didn't care. "Help! Please someone! Help him!" I felt tears splash on my bare chest because I wrapped my shirt around his arms to stop the bleeding. "Sir calm down. Tell me what happened." I tried to find my voice and when I finally did I told her what I knew. "He's always been a self-harmer. He cut up all of the skin on his arm, wrists, legs, side, stomach, and thighs. I began texting him but when he never answered I got worried so I drove to his house. When I got there, every door was locked. I heard screaming coming from inside of the house so I broke in through the back glass sliding door. I ran up to his room and saw his father beating him. I got him off and took Kellin with me." They grabbed him and took him off my back. I shivered as his warm body left mine.I sat down in the waiting chairs and text Jaime, Mike, and Tony.
Me: GUYS COME TO THE HOSPITAL THIS IS SERIOUS!!!
Them: Why? wat happened????
Me: JUST FUCKING COME!!!!
I threw my phone at the floor and put my head in my hands. This is all my fault.

Notes

Sorry that it's not the longest chapter ever but it will do. :D
Oh and I'm back from London so my updates will come quicker and they'll be longer!!! I'm so excited to update again. Tell me your suggestions on the next chapter and tell me if you liked it. Don't leave me commentless. <3

Comments

Don't delete it!!!

JessiePTV JessiePTV
4/18/14

People need to grow up. If they think the lead singer of a band this website was made for and some one that's usually in fanfics are emo, why are they here? Seriously. They are wrong about your story, it's awesome!

Crimson Crimson
4/3/14

People just suck

People just suck

@Quinn fish
Ignorant assholes these days... I blame America