Love in the Air...

~Kellin's POV~
The rest of the year went by quickly.
Vic and I just got worse and worse. I was constantly stuck asking myself why I was doing this. Why was I still trying when all he was doing was giving up?

My mind said no but my heart kept holding on to him.

Around 2:30 I finally got a text.

Vic: Hey, can we talk?
Me: Ya sure
Vic: Meet me at the park

I got up and went to get ready. I really didn't want to go meet Vic. I've been staying in a hotel because we couldn't stand being in the same room together anymore. This hole relationship was just falling apart. Everything that I fought for was falling apart.

I looked at the blood trailing down my arms. I broke a promise. A promise that I made months ago to Vic. It had to still mean something right?
I missed our little cuddle moments. I missed the make-out sessions. I even missed the little nose pecks.

I just missed Vic. I wanted him back, but I felt like he was getting bored of me. As if I was just a sex toy. He was bored and I had to understand that. I never meant anything to anyone. I was worthless.

How could I be such a fuck up? How, why, when, did I become such a fuck up?

I pulled my grey t-shirt off and slid down my boxers, hoping into the shower only seconds after. I washed up and kind of just stood there, not wanting to leave the warmth that they shower provided. Sooner then my liking, the shower water went cold. I stepped out, reaching for my towel. I found it and wrapped it around my body. I shivered slightly and continued getting ready.

After blow-drying and flattening my hair, I threw on a "Blink-182" sweatshirt and some black skinny jeans. I went downstairs and slipped on my dark blue Vans and left the house, being greeted my the cold winter air. I walked to the park and looked around for Vic. Of course, he was going to be late. I soon saw his car pull up and he stepped out, holding a basket in one hand, and a dozen roses in another. He walked up to me smiling and handed me the roses, placing a sweet kiss on my lips as he did so. Then he began... "Kellin, I know it's been a while and you might feel like I don't care but believe me, I do. God, I love you so damn much and I can't stand waking up without you. Please, come home with me. Please, I'm begging you. I hate waking up without my arms wrapped around you, I hate not falling asleep to your scent of after shave and Axe. I miss you..." Tear were pouring from his eyes as I couldn't stop the ones falling from mine.

He cared. He really did.
I wrapped my arms around him, savoring the romantic moment. I got my Vic back. The one person that I cannot live without.

I pulled away and pecked his soft lips. A smile spread across my face and suddenly, I felt fulfilled. Everything I ever wanted was right here, in front of me. This adorable Mexican boy that has saved my life so many times, was right here in front of me, telling me how much he loves me. How could someone not smile at this?

I grabbed his hand and pulled him over to the swings, pulling him onto one with me. He small body fit perfectly next to mine. I rocked back and forth slowly, enjoying the moment.

After a little while of swinging, we decided to go eat. We grabbed the basket that he had brought and we sat down on the grass, eating the PB and J's he made. Damn him and his laziness to even make regular sandwiches.

When it started getting dark, my eye lids grew heavy. I fell asleep in the grass as Vic cleaned up. He carried me into the car, and drove us home. After we arrived, he carried me upstairs to OUR room and tucked me in. He curled up next to me, wrapping his arms around my tiny waist. Let me say one thing, I was so fucking glad to be home.

Notes

Ok so I have writters block :(
Sorry that I haven't updated in a while, I've been dealing with personal things.

But anyways, here's another shitty chapter, hope you "liked" it...