Everyone is watching you

Today was Vic's birthday and we where all going to a restaurant on the beach it was suprise so the whole day we had to try and not give it away ,I got up and looked in the mirror sighing at my reflection ,i could find so may things wrong with me like i was to fat
my hair was bland my eyebrows where to bushy and my thighs where two big my stomach wasn't flat as it needed to be and if you looked into my eyes i still looked broken . But i promised my therapist i would find at least one good thing about my self everyday today was i have big boobs.

i walked downstairs to find ruby dressed and ready we where heading over two the guys for his Vic's birthday ruby was sitting waiting for me dressed and ready http://www.polyvore.com/ruby_fool_vic_day/set?id=109078433 with coffee in front of her
"Saph finally your awake "
"yeah i have been awake for abit just really lazy" i laughed
" come on then saph drink your coffee get dressed then Vic's birthday can begin"

I ran up stairs put on my favourite t shirt on threw a pair of black jeans and converse http://www.polyvore.com/saphs_fool_vic_day/set?id=109019152 . I applied my make up and ran back down stairs to find ruby was sitting on the couch with Vic's presents from her and me.
"ready to go " i said standing in the door way
" yep"
i opened the door and we walked out the front
"omg its so far "
"i know " i laughed me and ruby had an inside joke one day when we were in collage we got high and we were on our way to theirs and the path looked so far away and we ended up collapsing in front of their door. Now we laugh about it
I knocked on the door and we where greeted by a smiling mike
"Hey lady's come in we are just about to do presents "
we entered the living room to find Jaime sitting on the sofa next to Tony who was drinking a beer
" Bit early isn't it Tone"
"its Vic's birthday im allowed "
" ok " i laughed " um guys where's Vic ?"
"im here " a voice behind me said
" Vicky " i screamed and jumped on him knocking him into the wall , i squeezed him as hard as i could breathing in his scent of spice and mango .
I held on till i heard someone clear there throat i let go letting the blush take over my face i looked up at Vic who had a strange look on his face.
All of a sudden mike burst into laughter whispering something to Tony who said something to Hime then ruby but not me no i was still not sure what they where laughing at i looked at them then back at Vic who was blushing still frozen all of a sudden he looked down at himself than ran into the bathroom. Leaving me standing there shocked until mike spoke up
"Nice one saph " he said high fiving me
"what did i do "
"you mean you don't no " Ruby said giggling like a little girl
"No "
" well lets just say Vic was very happy to see you " mike said bursting into laughter.Then it hit me what just happened poor Vic now that embarrassing .

Five minutes later we were sitting waiting for Vic to come out mike had gone to get him so he shouldn't be long i feel kind of bad because i have embarrassed him on his birthday .

Mikes POV
im not coming out Vic yelled from the other side of the bathroom door
" oh come on Vic none will mention it i promise "
" i cant mike im to embarrassed shes my best friend "
" i know but everything will be fine "
i heard a click and Vic opened the bathroom door he looked fine just a little embarrassed
" well at least its gone " i laughed
Vic groaned and made his way back to the living room .I don't get this why did it happen i don't no if it was because she was pressed up against him what but she is his best friend he cant really like her can he?

Saph's POV
Vic walked back into the living room blush on his cheeks mike following, mike mouthed to us don't mention it so i tried to put the matter to the back of my head .
"Ok can we start on presents " Ruby asked everyone nodded awkwardly
"Mine first i practically screamed at him "
"ok ok saph calm down"
he opened it and his yes filled with tears inside was a little blue bear that said Vic on it and on the bears wrist was a friendship bracelet http://www.polyvore.com/vics_present/set?id=109686646
" it has the quote on it you said to me the first time we met"
"yeah i remember " he said tears running down his face
" i have once to match i pulled out my bear from my bag and rolled my sleeve up to show my bracelet .I remember that day like it was yesterday it was the day that changed my life .

*Flashback*
I ran down the beach the sand underneath my feet my father had just left and he was the only one who cared for me ,i was carrying a bottle of Jack Daniels and my mums pills my plan was to down the pills with the whiskey and slip away from life carried on walking to the pier in the distance i saw a boy sitting on the pier staring at the horizon as i got closer he turned and stared at me he had chocolate brown eyes caramel brown hair his nose piercing shone in the sun and from what i could see he was quite small
as i approached him he smiled at me .
"Hey do i no you from somewhere " he said beckoning me over
" yeah i go to your school your the year above me " i smiled sitting down next to him
"i thought i would recognize someone as beautiful as you "We chatted a while about school and pets and San Diego Turns out his name is Vic he has a younger brother Mike he lives with his mum and dad opposite me and he has a pug called taco. But there was one thing i knew about Vic when i looked into his eyes all my problems melted away the moment was perfect .
Until he knocked over my bag and out came the pills and whiskey.
"What are these for ?" he asked i burst into tears right in front of him he pulled me into his chest letting me cry there and as he spoke
"Life is before death so don't bring ddeath any closer. "
Later than night he took me back to met his brother mike,who was as hot as hell he had a couple of tattoos a Medusa piercing and a lip ring he was a lot taller than Vic he had darker hair and he also had big chocolate brown eyes.I met his mum Vivian and his dad victor we hit off straight away we talked for hours and hours till i had to go home.
*End of flashback*
I remember that 3 days after my mum died and ruby moved in i didn't mind about my mum i hated her she always put me down commenting on how i looked saying i was ugly worthless from that day she died my life took and turn for the better.
3 years Vivian and Victor moved out of the house to give the boys some space and then we met Tony and Hime at the guitar shop which was cool we all got on like a house on fire .

" Sapphire its beautiful just like you "
Vic smiled .

Notes

Sorry i havent updated for so long i have been on holiday but im back now and i have another chapter coming up within the next couple of days. There will be some twist in the plot as well
But im still not sure who she will end up with Vic or Mike ?
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