Maybe we're just having too much fun.......

*Kellin's P.O.V*
As we were driving, Austin was blabbling about something. I don't know what the hell he was talking about. I nodded with understanding every now and then. I really just wanted to get back to Vic. I miss him and I need to tell him everything that's been going on. Including with Austin I hate keeping secrets and this is a bad one. Vic is very open minded, so hopefully he'll understand. We were pulling over, I saw Vic, then Austin pressed his lips to mine, and I tried to push away instantaneously, but he resisted. Vic watched in shock.

He finally pulled away. "What's wrong? Who's that your friend or something?" He asked.
"No, he's my boy...cousin." I lied. "See you at work." I sighed. I watched Austin pull away. And Vic storm into the house. I ran bursting in through the door.
"Vic, please, it's not what you think." I said.

"So fucking cliche Kellin, it's exactly what the fuck I think. You're getting good with your manager. Right?" He said.
"Vic I didn't want it! He kissed me! You know I love you!" I yelled.
"Yeah, you love me. That's alot of love you just shown." He said.
"You know I wouldn't do that to you. So just stop." Why is he doing this to me?

"You need to cut the shit Kellin! I thought I could fucking trust you! And you fucked me over." He hissed.

"Vic please. Belie-" he cut me off.

"Kellin, shut the fuck up! Fuck you and your excuses. I never loved you anyway!" He said. The tears began spill. My heart shattered. Into a trillion pieces. He didn't mean it. I hope not.
"Stop." I cried.
"You were just a good fuck." He grinned. He knew he was hurting me. "I fucking hate you."

"You don't mean that. You mean everything to me. I love you and only you." I had waterfalls pouring out my eyes by now.
"We're done talking, go kill yourself." He said walking off. Leaving me there, I dropped to my knees. I couldn't stand. My world is gone. My everything just admitted to never loving me. The one that said he'd never leave me, just left. Wait, why am I mad. I told the truth. Fuck him. I don't need him. And go kill yourself. That's fucking low kid. I don't want to ever speak to him again. I walked upstairs. I started to gather my things.
"Kells, where ya going?" Mike asked me. That nickname pisses me off now.

"Probably to go kill myself. Ask that piece of shit." I glared at Vic.
"Oh. Tough times." He said.
"Tough shit! Fuck him." I spat. "Tell your asshole of a brother to never fucking speak to me again." I said and walked out, calling Austin telling him to come pick me back up.
*Vic P.O.V*
"What the fuck is up?" Mike asked.
"Kellin." I said.
"Okay stop being fucking childish. What the hell happened?" He said.
"I saw Kellin kiss whatever the fuck his name is." I said.

"And."
"Kellin lied and said he didn't want it. But I didn't see him push away." I said.
"He looked terrible. And why did he say. 'Probably to go kill myself.' You didn't say that. Did you?" He asked.
"Yeah, I did." I sighed.
"You know he has fucking issues, you ass! That's fucking low. How could you do that? He said he didn't want it. He's never done anything to you like that before. So why would he start now?" Mike's right. I was talking out of anger. I do love Kellin, I fucked up. But my feelings do long for someone else and I need to get those out of the way.
"I'm going to Jaime's!" I said trotting downstairs, getting no response from Mike.
I drove as quickly as I could to Jaime's. I stopped at his door. Thinking whether I should be here or not. I knocked regretting it. The door opened.
"Back so soon?" Jaime said.
"Yeah, we need to talk." I said.
"Oh. Come in." He said, as I walked in seeing Tony wasn't on the couch.
"Where's Turtle?" I asked
"I walked him to his bed, It looked like he wad getting alot better." He smiled.
"Well that's good." I said mindless walking around.
"Yeah, I didn't know there was a bug." He said.
"Well." I said, sitting on the couch.
"Yep." He said smiling. Not trying to be as awkward I was.
"Can I try something?" I asked.
"Try away." He said as I leaned into him, kissing him, feeling that spark like our first. He pulled me closer moving our lips together, I bit his bottom lip knowing how much he liked it, causing him to smirk. He slipped his tongue into my mouth as I climbed on his lap, straddling him.
"You still love me." I stated out of breath.
"Yeah. I've always loved you. You're just hard to get over." He grinned.
"I know." I joked.
"So what about you and Ke-"

"As of now,not on good terms." I said.
"Then what are we?" He asked.
*Kellin P.O.V*
Austin pulled up. And I sat in his car, looked over to him.
"What's wrong your eyes are puffy?" He asked.
"I really don't want to talk about it, Can we just go back to your place and cuddle?" I whined. He smiled.
"Awe. Of course." He rested his hand on my thigh, I didn't flinch. I usually don't let anyone touch me. But him. I laid my head on the window.
"So how's your cousin?" He asked.
"He wasn't my cousin. He's me ex now." I stated.
"Well. Of we go." He drove off.

Notes

Don't hate me.