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Give Me Your Heart And Your Hand

This Love Was Out Of Control

**Aleah's POV**

I woke up wrapped in Tony's warm arms. The nights events hit he hard as I felt his skin on mine and realized I was dressed in short shorts and a bra, and Tone was in just his jeans. "Hey, sleeping beauty." Tony said, planting a small kiss on the top of my head. "I know we're not official, but I owe you an explanation..."

"For what...?" I asked, confused and tired.


**Tony's POV**

Her wakeup voice was so cute. "About the waitress last night. We have history, and I've been so guilty about it ever since we left the restaurant..."

She looked a clearly sad, but I wasn't quite sure why; because I hadn't told her, or because I'd felt the need to? "Tony, you don't owe me anything. This isn't a cheap hookup," She said, getting up and walking to the closet. I felt empty without her wrapped in my arms. While still talking, she took my shirt from the closet and put it on, and threw her hair in a messy bun. The shirt went halfway down her thigh, so she felt covered enough to pull her shorts off underneath and put them on the floor with all our other dirty laundry before crawling back into the bed, but farther away than before. "but at the same time, we aren't officially anything... I'll hear you out, but you don't need to feel obligated to me. I don't want to do that to you." It was so sad to me that she felt guilty for the fact that I had feelings for her. I took her hands in mine before I spoke.

"The waitress... She's sort of an old... I don't exactly know what to call her. We hooked up a couple times but then she told me she'd been hooking up with tons of people and she didn't really want anything. That's why I'm so defensive about taking you out before we did anything. I really like you, I just didn't want it to seem like I was using you for a hookup. I have no idea why Cara's taking this sudden interest in me again."

"Oh, Tonyyyy!" Ali said, quietly, extending my name. "That is so sweet." She said, pecking my lips lightly. "And as long as we're being honest... There's more to it with Mike than I told you yesterday." She said, nearly in tears, biting her lip. "It was more than one hookup... We were friends with benefits for a while. It wasn't until the time we did it stoned that all this shit happened... Now everything's weird." Tears began bursting from her eyes, but she wasn't sobbing aloud. "I'm sorry I wasn't entirely honest... I didn't want you to think I was some slut..."

"Never..." I whispered as I gently pressed my lips to hers.
**Aleah's POV**

My eyes her wide with shock as Tony kissed me. He came to me slowly, so I shouldn't have been so surprised, but I can't believe he still wanted to kiss me after what I'd just told him. After I got over my brief shock, I closed my eyes gently and began kissing him back. It started slow and gentle with my hands around his neck and his around my waist, still laying side-by-side. I could sense that we both wanted more, and took the lead, I wrapped my hand in his hair and tugged on it gently, causing his mouth to fall open with a gasp. I giggled because it was so easy to get the reaction I wanted. You stupid whore. I pushed the harsh thoughts away and turned my attention to Tony, and this perfect kiss. When his mouth opened, I ran my tongue across his lower lip so gently it could barely be felt.

"Aliii..." He whined, implying that he wanted me to continue. With that, I took my tongue away from his reach and bit on his lower lip, earning another moan. "Fuck..." He got frustrated so easy, and I enjoyed it so much. I was going to tease him one more time, because it was starting to get to me too. I pulled my mouth from his and kisses his jaw and neck. "Enough." Tony whispered roughly, as he gripped my waist tighter and pulled me on top of him, pulling me tightly against him. Unfortunately, I was as easy to get to as him. In one swift motion, his left hand wrapped around my neck and pulled my lips harder onto his, and his right hand was making its way up the large shirt I was wearing and rubbing my hip and side. I was suddenly fiercely aware of the fact that underneath the shirt I had nothing but black lace panties. I gasped loudly as I came to this realization, and Tony laughed, slipping his tongue into my mouth. We fought for dominance and I won as I unintentionally made a movement that turned him on so much that he surrendered to me entirely; I had been leaning down and kissing him, but it wasn't comfortable on my back, so I slid myself so I was laying more flat on top of him, forcing his hand higher up my shirt, and my "area" to move across his, all causing him to turn into putty. I obviously won the fight for dominance, and began running my hands slowly down his chest and stomach to find the bottom of his shirt.

After we successfully got it off, I began to wonder how far we were going to go. I tried not to think so much, but while I was distracted, Tony gained the upper hand. In a single motion, he pulled me hard against his chest, and twisted. He dropped me onto the bed, and I realized he ended up on top of me. I can do this, I thought. We can go all the way without ruining what we have. As we continued kissing, Tony began to search for the bottom of my shirt, and his hand brushed me between the legs – I was pretty sure it was an accident, but I didn't know for sure. Regardless, I moaned loudly, causing him to smile wide. He moved his lips to my neck, and scooted his body down giving him an easier reach to his new target. Tony rubbed his fingers in circles over me, and I moaned so loudly it was nearly a scream. "Tony!" I yelled his name as he continued, harder and faster.

"Aleah..." Tony whispered into the crook of my neck. "Do you want me?"

"I want nothing but you." I tried to whisper, but as the words mixed with my moans, they came out much louder than I meant them to.

"No... I mean here and now? Are we ready for this?" He had been thinking about it as much as I had.

I whined loudly – much louder than before – as he adjusted his motions. I wasn't quite sure what he did, but it shot a pleasure through my body more intense than anything I'd ever felt. I'd only ever had sex with Mike before, and he never did things like this. It was always rough and all about him. He was just the only guy in our group that looked at me that way, and after the first time, I thought I loved him, but he was just using me.

Now I had Tony, and I never wanted to give him up. Not just this, but everything about him. He moved his hand to tug on my panties, asking again, but silently. The lost of contact made me sigh loudly, mixed with a whine. At that point, Tony was more-less next to me, and I was easily able to pull off my shirt. I was trying to respond to his question silently, as my voice was still lost somewhere inside me. Once I tossed Tone's shirt I was wearing onto the laundry pile, his hands went to work removing my bra. Once it was off, I got lost for just a moment, in Tony's eyes. I completely abandoned whatever I was about to do and brought my lips hard against his, this time giving him dominance. He was so perfect, and I allowed myself to enjoy this with no guilt. His next action was the biggest surprise of all. I had been tightly against him, my chest on his (making me very self-concious). He put a hand on hip, putting slight distance between us, and sliding it up my side until reaching my breast, which he took in his hand and... Is he... massaging me? And why start at my hip? Was he trying to make sure he didn't hurt me? I hadn't expected this action, and really didn't expect it to feel so amazing. "Ali, I need you. Your screaming is turning me on so much!" Tony whispered roughly. I gave him one more hard kiss before sliding off my underwear. As Tony reached down to remove his belt, we heard a knock on the door.

"Smurfy?" I heard, barely audible, from the other side of the front door. Mike. I thought angrily.

"It's fine. It's probably just a package or something." Tony said, still sounding out of breath. I was astonished by the effect I had on him. Didn't he hear the voice? Good. I don't want to see Mike anyway. Or anyone right now. I thought. As Tony continued to undo his pants, his hand brushed me again. I whined a little, and it shocked me that just a brush from his hand felt so amazing. "You are too damn cute. I can't resist making you yell like that." He mumbled, a devilish smile painted on his face. I wasn't sure what he meant, then he kicked off his jeans (the action causing the comforter that had been over us to fall to the floor – the cold giving me chills). Afterward, he ran his hands down the sides of my body, starting from my shoulders, until he reached my thighs. He moved himself to be closer, as we heard another knock. "Can we ignore it? I just want you to feel perfect." I thought his words might make me cry. That was the sweetest thing I've ever heard! I simply nodded and closed my eyes, preparing for whatever he might do next. As one hand held my hip, the other rubbed me again. I began with small moans, then he began to speed up again.

"T-Tony..." I tried to speak without moaning. "Whoever's out there might here me."

"The neighbors already did... Do you want me to stop?" He asked, knowing the answer.

"Fuck it." I moaned softly. Tony did the thing again and the feeling shot through me, even more intense this time. With no warning, I moaned ridiculously loud; I couldn't control it. "Tonyyy!'" I screamed. I don't know why he liked hearing it so much, it didn't even sound sexy. I sounded almost scared. But at the same time, I felt like I couldn't hear anything. There was nothing in the world but Tony and me. He brought himself back up so we were eye-to-eye, and kissed me, not exactly gentle, but filled with love. I got on top of him again, and we were completely touching. I tugged on his hair, not even trying it anymore, just so engrossed in him. His hands were rubbing me everywhere and I moaned continuously into the kiss. I jumped and screamed at the top of my lungs as the bedroom door slammed open. I didn't even hear the front door! Tony shot upright and held me very tightly against him, protectively. The way he was holding me, he was facing the door, and I was balled up on his lap, wrapped in his arms, unable to see whoever was here.

"What the fuck Smurfy?" I should've known it was Mike! I turned around so I was facing him, quickly adjusting Tony's arm so he was lightly covering my chest, and we both moved our legs so he was wrapping me up and keeping everything covered that needed to be.

"Me? What the hell are you even doing here, let alone in my bedroom!" I yelled at him. Am I ever going to be with Tony?? I thought, irritated as fuck.

"Kellin told me where you were staying and I came to talk to you! Then I heard you scream and you sounded..." He cringed. "I don't even know! Scared, hurt, whatever, I thought something was wrong, and the door wasn't locked." I turned around to look at Tony, biting my lip as I remembered the reason the front door was unlocked.

Tony leaned down and whispered in my ear, "I'll keep quiet. This isn't my argument... but I'm guessing for quite a few reasons that you'd like me to stay here?" I nodded. It was true; I didn't want Mike to see me naked, and I wanted to be near Tony, because he made me feel so safe. And Mike gets scary when he's angry.

"Hey, shut up, asshole! This little slut doesn't like you. She's just pathetic. Just wants to fuck. I mean, you're still in your boxers! This bitch didn't give you shit! Now stay the fuck out of this." Mike said harshly, through clenched teeth. With the hand that wasn't around my chest, Tony held one of my hands tightly. "Yet you sit quietly, holding her tits for her." Mike rolled his eyes, then glared right at me.

I broke his stare to turn my head around and whisper to Tony. "My bra is by the pillow on my side of the bed. Can you reach it without..." He understood the rest of the sentence, and pulled me back slightly to reach it. Mike stood leaning against the wall watching in disgust as Tony helped me get my bra on without exposing myself to Mike. He doesn't get to see me.Tony no longer needed to cover my chest, but he stayed, partially to help me keep the rest of myself hidden, but because he could tell I was scared. "Mike," I said, squeezing Tony's hand. We each had one of our arms around my waist, and with the other, we held hands in my lap, which wasn't awkward considering how close we'd just become. Our legs were also tangled in a random knot as I sat in his lap, efficiently keeping myself concealed from Mike's view. "If you want to talk, then get out of my bedroom, let me get dressed, and we can talk." I said calmly, but clearly very mad.

"No, you little whore! And this isn't even your room! You're just a freeloader looking for a new fuck buddy because your First has moved on."

"Screw you, Mike!" I said, tears streaming down my face. "You're not even seeing anyone! And it's not like that! We actually went on a real date and talked! All you ever did was get me high so I wouldn't say no! Besides, you're only saying this shit because you're jealous! JEALOUS because the only reason you'll ever cross my mind is because I'm so grateful to have found someone better than you! Someone with a SOUL!!! Someone that won't smack me around and nearly suffocate me with smoke because I don't wanna put your tiny dick in my mouth!!!!" I was literally shouting by the end.

"It's okay, sweetheart." Tony whispered to me, softly pecking the beck of my neck. "And she's paying rent, you dick! And she slept in here while I was on the sofa with her dog! It's more her room than mine right now!" Tony shouted, squeezing me tighter. "And she's not a whore, we didn't even technically fuck, so lay off, you self-righteous asshole!" Tony defended me like both our lives depended on it. He was so amazing.

I began to sob, and Tony adjusted us so that instead of my back being against his chest, my side was toward him, and my head was on his shoulder. "Tony... You don't have to do this." I whispered. "You don't need to defend me. I know you don't care that much." Tony squeezed me and kissed the top of my head.

"Seriously man, you have nothing to gain by sitting here yelling at Ali. If you want to talk to her, at least go back downstairs and give her a chance to get some clothes on! You're calling her a whore, but you're the one sitting here staring at her while she's naked!" Why is he still defending me? "Now... get the FUCK out of her room, before I call the cops!"

"Screw this! I don't need anything from this SLUT. Worthless. That's all you are, Smurf. A worthless slut." With that, Mike stomped out and slammed the door, then did the same when he reached the front door.

I broke down. I sobbed loudly and crawled out of Tony's arms, and balled myself up on the other side of the bed. "Ali, darling, please don't cry. Not a single thing that jackass said was true. You're beautiful, and sweet. I know that you aren't just here for sex."

"What do you want from me, Tone?" I said through my sobs.

"You." He said softly. I looked at him, confused. Is he really asking for sex right now? "Not in the way you might be thinking! I just want you to be mine, and I'd be yours. You're so perfect, and I just want to be able to tell people that they can't have you, because you're mine. We keep saying we're not official, but I want to change that." He said, so softly and sweetly. I just want to curl up with him forever.

I rolled over to see his face farther than I'd expected. I'm not sure why, but I thought he'd be closer. Only a really sweet guy would give me space like that. "Then come closer." I mumbled, looking into his perfect eyes. He kissed my nose softly, and picked up the blanket from the floor and curled up with me.

"It's almost noon, darling. We both have to work at four... How about we relax for half an hour, then you get ready?" Tony said softly into the back of my neck.

Notes

i hope you guys like this chapter and im soooo sorry it took so long to get it up but its like OOOMMMMGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i hope u guys arent mad! anyway, i hope you love this chapter! i had to add in some drama! =P

ily guyz!

{Title Credit To: Pierce The Veil}

Comments

Okay, yay cx & I shall do that!

@bringmicewithsirens
i promise that there will be a sequel before tooooo long! i don't wanna write 2 stories at once, so as soon as i finish my new story Last Seen In San Francisco [you should check it out ;)] i will continue the tale of Aleah and Tony<3 im already jotting stuff down in TextEdit

This story was freaking amazing. Pleeaasseee work on a sequel soon! xoxoxoxoxoxo

@lovelikemice
Aw thank you, I'm so glad!!! :)

I just started reading last seen in San Francisco so yeah I will Lol :)

lovelikemice lovelikemice
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