A Match Into Water

My heart skipped a few beats as the words left Vic's mouth, I couldn't breath.

A smile was spread across my face as I felt the burning heat in my cheeks as I blushed at the question.

I held my breath as I gathered my thoughts together and finally began to attempt to speak.

"V..Vic, I'd love to be your girlfriend" It was hard to speak as I was in shock that he loved me and wanted me to be his girlfriend.

Who could love a suicidal girl......a girl who does this to themselves.

My eyes began to water as I was overwhelmed with happiness.

I felt Vic sigh in relief as I replied to his question, he pulled me up closer to him and his lips.

We sealed our relationship status with a passionate kiss, I swear I saw sparks fly as the butterflies danced around in my stomach.

As I pulled away from Vic's soft lips I somehow felt disappointed as the sexual tension grew between us through the kiss, that we was in hospital and wasn't in my room or somewhere private.

The best thing was Vic should be able to be discharged today if he gets the all clear. I hope he does because I'm going to be looking after him as his parents are away.

I would be stopping at his house with him so I can look after him 24/7....he shall be waited on hand and foot.

As we waited for the nurse to come back to tell us the news me and Vic just laid there together on his bed. I felt safe in his arms I felt like nobody could hurt me even the memories seemed to fade.

Vic squeezed my thighs as I laid in his arms, I whimpered as he grabbed my fresh cuts that covered my legs, arms and stomach.

I relapsed while Vic was in a coma....my body was a mess I was covered in cuts, some that were healing from my overdose and some that was from the day before.

"Baby, please tell me you haven't again" Vic's eyes were full of hurt as he spoke to me in a soft tone of voice.

I began to cry as I realised that Vic is going to one day look at my body fully nude.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know what else to do....I need to apologise for something else too" I sniffled as I finished my sentence.

"Go on baby, you can tell me anything" He held my hand as I opened my mouth to reply.

"Well I know at some point that your going to see my body nude and I want to apologise for the state of it. I promise I will loose some more weight, try to stop cutting and help my scars heal so you wont be ashamed to look at my body...I know it's vile"

The tears fell harder as I realised how fat I actually am.

"Baby you are beautiful. Don't you ever let anyone tell you otherwise...you are perfect just the way you are" He flashed me a smile then kissed me on the forehead.

He placed my head back onto his chest and we fell asleep blissfully in each others arms.

Notes

Awwww cute chapter....makes a change haha!

So everyone enjoying this?

I'm seriously thinking about deleting it....I think my story is really crap :/

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