Angel

*Mike's P.O.V*
Raven looked scared and ran away as Josh just watched her looking sad, he stood up to go after her but I got in front of him. "You can't leave till you answer that question. How do you know you're gay or ever were?" I questioned him and he tried to get past me again, I just moved in front of him again.

"I just fucking know!" Josh said defensively, he was hiding something and I could now tell that for sure. I was determined to find out what it was, he tried to get past again but I still wouldn't let him.

"Not good enough. Tell me how you know." I commanded him and he instantly had an icy glare fixed on me.

"That's all you're gonna fucking get! Now let me go before I finish what Tony started." I was brought back to that fateful night, Tony on top of me throwing punch after punch with nothing but anger clearly showing on his face. My ribs hurt, my gut hurt, my face hurt but I couldn't back down so I threw punches back. The next thing I knew, Tony was gripping my neck so hard it closed my air passage and I couldn't breathe.

Looking up at Tony he knew exactly what he was doing, he was evily smirking and had a murderous glint in his eyes. He was gonna kill me, I had to stop him! I tried throwing punches but they were too weak, my vision began to blur. I faintly heard shouting. "Tony, what's going on?"

"Tony, why are you suffocating him? Stop!"

"Tony!" Was the last thing I heard before he was pulled off me. I quickly breathed in and started coughing, he was going to kill me and regret nothing. A ginger I recognized as Alan Ashby helped me sit up.

"Breathe slowly Mike." He said and I started shaking, I had to get over Rose. All I could think about as I sat there shaking, was how Tony was going to kill me. I didn't hear anything anyone said all I could see was the murderous glint in his dark eyes.

"Mike? Mike!" I was brought back to reality by someone calling my name, during the flashback of that night I had started violently shaking and ended up sitting on the ground hugging my knees and rocking back and forth. I looked up to see two people I didn't want to, Tony and Rose. They were looking at me concerned, as they walked towards me I pushed on the ground moving myself back till I was in a corner.

"No, no, no. Don't kill me, don't kill me. I'm sorry." I said with tears flowing down.

*Rose's P.O.V*
"I'm so sorry....I don't mean it anymore....I'm over it.....Don't kill me." Mike said crying and shaking in the corner of the room.

"Babe, will you get Vic? He might know what to do about this." I said, Tony nodded and left to the older Fuentes brother and I kneeled down in front of Mike. "Mikey, can you tell me whats wrong?" I asked and went to put my hand reassuringly on his knee but stopped at his next words.

"No, no no, no, no. He's gonna kill me, I don't love you! I love Marlie! He's gonna kill me before I ever get my baby back." He said still shaking uncontrollably, at that moment Vic, Cara and Tony came into the room.

"Rose could you come here for a minute?" Vic asked him, Cara and Tony were standing near the door so I walked over to them. "This looks to be one of his PTSD attack things. He's had horrible PTSD about Tony almost killing him that night, these used to happen very frequently with no trigger. But, we had finally helped him through it enough to the point that it would only happen if triggered." He paused and look at his brother before softly continuing.

"Rose, I'm gonna ask you to leave this room. I'm also gonna ask if you could stay away from Mike if possible unless I say different. I don't what triggered it but we have a concert you need to get ready for with your band, we have to make sure this doesn't happen again." Vic said then him, Cara and Tony slowly approached Mike and I left the room while texting my bandmates to meet me at our bus.

Notes

Hope you guys like this post, and I just have to say how extremely happy I got (both in like glad my story has that much and just laughing cause the sexual joke behind it) 69 subscribers. Today I saw the 70th and I wanna thank you all for reading my story, rating it and subscribing :) You all are great.

Who feels bad for Mike right now? *raises my own hand* Is anyone gonna figure out Josh is the reason the PTSD kicked in? Anybody have any ideas that they wanna see in this story? I'll take any idea and I'll happily put practically anything in this :) I like interacting with you guys. Give me some ideas if you have any for before I end this :)