Angel

After an hour or two of talking and listening to music and even refreshing myself with a drink, I decided to go check on my boys and saw that they were peacefully asleep. "I'm really happy for you two, you have some adorable little boys." Mike said walking up behind me, I was still upset about him calling me a slut. He may have been drunk but he's an honest drunk. He walked up beside me and looked down at the boys. "This one's Andy right?" He asked pointing to Andy.

"Yeah, how'd you know?" I was surprised he'd know cause they were my boys.

"Ben looks most like Tony, Andy looks most like you." He said, I smiled yet again at the two boys I held in my stomach for a little over 9 months. I left the room and headed to the kitchen, Mike followed me.

"Why are you following me?" I ask quietly sitting down at the counter.

"C-Can we talk?" He asked.

"About?" I kind of just wanted to be alone in that moment.

"Look, I can tell you're still mad about that night I was drunk." Mike said, that was not anything I wanted to talk about.

"I don't wanna talk about that." I said hoping he wouldn't push it.

"If I hadn't been drunk I wouldn't have said what I did." He said not giving it up.

"I DON'T want to talk about that!" I said raising my voice a little.

"I would never say that to you, especially if I knew you'd be mad at me this long for it."He said yet again not just giving up.

"Especially then? So even if I was you wouldn't say shit!? Mike, you are a fucking honest drunk don't try and pull this shit with me! Something you don't know is Tony was my first kiss and he took my virginity, that shows how much of a huge slut I am! You yourself told me you don't even know why Tony stays with me, maybe I'll just leave so I don't almost kill YOUR guitarist again cause all you care about is your band! Fuck off!" I had been yelling at him, I ran away to the nursery then shut the door. After calming down the boys from my yelling, I opened the window and crawled out closing it and walking away quickly.

*Mike's P.O.V*
"Fuck what did I do now?" I asked myself, I hoped Tony didn't hear anything. She walked off and I didn't know what to say or do, I walked out to the backyard and went on the top deck. I laid down on the bed, I hated that I just continuously hurt Rose. No matter what I did for her now, I would fuck up. Tony came up to the top deck and his face fell from hopeful to slightly sad when he saw I was up here.

"Do you know where Rose is?" He asked worriedly and I sat up.

"She's not with your boys?" I asked concerned, that's where she went when she walked away from me.

"No I just checked, what happened before I came up? I heard yelling so I came to check on Rose seeing as she wasn't down in the basement anymore." Tony said to me, I put my head in my hands.

"What did I do?" I whispered to myself. "It's my fault. I can tell she's still mad about when you came out of the coma and I got wasted and high then called her a slut....I tried to apologize and she stormed off angry...it's my fault she's missing." I felt horrible now.

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