Angel

*Rose's P.O.V*
I heard Drake telling everyone they can come in and the first person who came on the bus was Tony, Dinky had just helped sit me up. Mine and Tony's eyes met and he visibly relaxed. "Are you okay babe?" He asked sitting beside me.

"Yeah, these two are making me exhausted though." I said placing my hands on my stomach. "I don't think they can handle all the excitement they've gotten the past few days." I giggled nervously.

"Do you want to go to bed? We can if you want to." He said and I nodded sleepily. He stood up and unexpectedly picked me up then put me down in our bunk and climbed in after me. Once we were laying there i moved so my head was rested on his chest and I could hear his heartbeat. "Do you know what happened?" Tony asked me, I was half awake.

"Not really, but I kind of think I was going to die." I said simply, I was too tired to care. I felt Tony tense up underneath me.

"Why, what do you mean?" He asked, his voice shook.

"Well, when I passed out it was like I was watching a movie on all the things in my life that dramatically changed me. When it all went away, my aunt Alexis was calling me and telling me to go to go to her but then I heard Dinky telling me to go towards her voice and that's it's not my time and you need me. So, I did what she said and that's when I woke up." I explained softly, my voice a little higher than usual due to being half awake.

"Why would you go towards your aunts voice?" He asked me and I shrugged.

"I wanted to see her again." Now he had gotten me started, I was getting emotional and crying on his chest. "I miss her and wanted to tell her I'm sorry I killed her and that I'm sorry I survived the crash." I said crying to him and instantly he sat me up and looked in my eyes completely serious.

"You survived that crash for a reason, you're supposed to be here! It's not your fault for what happened, you need to stop blaming yourself!" He said, my tears had slowed a little.

"What are you guys talking about?" Tris asked opening the curtain to our bunk. She noticed the tears slowly falling down my face and the serious look on Tony's face.

"Nothing, don't worry about it." I said to her.

"Does she not know about this?" Tony asked, she knew about my aunt's death but not how I felt about it. I looked down ashamed.

"Do I not know about what?" Tris asked us confused.

"That-"

"Tony, no just drop it." I interrupted him. "She knows about it, just not how I feel...I've only ever told you." I told him, my head still down in shame.

"Rose, what's this about?" She asked and I stayed quiet.

"It's about her aunt that died in the crash years ago." Tony said, I wasn't even gonna try to stop him she was gonna find out either way. He paused to see if I would explain, when I didn't he continued. "You clearly knew her when she went by Alexis. She never told you why her family started to hate each other, why the abuse on her or why she started going by Rose did she?" He asked her.

"Nope, well not the true reason. She'd always lie or change the subject instantly." She explained to him as I tried to make myself invisible.

"Babe, last chance you can either tell her now or I will." Tony said, I could feel his eyes on me but didn't respond. "Okay, well she thinks it's her fault her aunt died, it was burned into her mind by family that it's her fault." Tony sighed and paused to see if I'd talk. "She thinks singing to her aunt killed her, when it more than likely wasn't the case. Her family, blamed her for the death and then that's when and why the abuse started on her." He continued explaining. "Now she told me, that she should be the one that's dead and not her aunt. I just don't understand, I jus need her to not be like this. I hate seeing her like this because I know that when she's like this I can't do anything and that's what sucks the most." With each word I could here more and more sadness in his voice and it made me feel so guilty.

"Rose, the guy who hit you guys was highly intoxicated and ran right into your aunt. Not just into her car but literally into her." Tris said to me. "It's not your fault, and it was her time to go! If it wasn't, there would've been some way she managed to live through it!" I shook my head even though I knew -deep down- that she was telling the truth. "It's the truth and you know it, you just won't admit it!" Tony had gotten out of the bunk and went to the back lounge and Tris said that to me almost as if she had read my mind. She closed the curtain and walked away. I decided I had nothing to do now so I just laid down and fell into a deep sad sleep.

Notes

So, Rose just kinda got depressed. What do you think will happen next?