Angel

*After the Concert, Everyone is Partying while Rose is talking to Ben, Danny and Andy.*
We were stargazing and -other than the partying in the background- the night was beautiful, and relaxing. Every night there was a party I was with the same three guys, the wouldn't leave me even if I told them to. We were just laying around happily in an odd silence that wasn't usually there, I finally decided to break that silence. "Why do you guys continue to stay with me even after I practically beat you guys and Matt up?"
They all looked at me, then each other till finally Andy spoke. "We care about you and don't want you to be alone."
"No beautiful girl should be left alone, even if she wants to be." Ben said making me smile.
"And if her boyfriend won't stay with her, even when she's expecting his kid, then why can't we show her we care about her. Probably more than she knows we care." Danny said to me and I sat up and hugged my legs as I broke down crying. The three moved closer to me trying to comfort me.
"What's wrong sweetie?" Andy asked rubbing my shoulders, I wiped my eyes and looked at them.
"It's so fucking stressful! I just want to drink, smoke and party. I wanna have fun, let loose, do whatever I want! Most of all, I just fucking want Tony to look at me the way he used to!" My eyes were filled with tears again.
"What's different about the way he looks at you?" Danny asked me, what was with all these questions?
"He used to always just have love in his eyes, but now there's always a trace of him being scared...I didn't mean to scare him, now he thinks he has to be more cautious around me......I just want the love back.....I miss it so much......" I said through tears.
"Why did he start being afraid?" Ben asked me.....something was going on. Something didn't feel right to me but I decided to answer.
"Christmas I was almost asleep and Vic, Mike and Jaime to our house high off their asses and I pretended to be asleep before Tony got up to see it was them. Tony kept telling them to leave and be quiet cause I was asleep but they wouldn't listen to him and I knew I could make them listen. So, I filled myself with anger and pushed Tony away from the door and yelled at the guys. None of them had heard me yell before so it scared them all and now nobody treats me the same, I can't fucking stand it!" I finally looked up and saw the guys.
Tony, Vic, Jaime, Tris and Mike were just standing there listening. "Why didn't you just tell us that you felt that way?" Vic asked kneeling down beside me, he wreaked of liquor.
"Every fucking time I talk or try to play around you guys flinch or move away! I'm not an idiot, I can fucking see!" He was flinching away as I continued on. "You're even doing it now!" I looked behind me to see Danny, Andy and Ben still trying to comfort me. "You guys back away like i'm gonna pull a knife out and stab you in the back! They," I said indicating to the guys behind me, "stay near me even though I've practically kicked their asses before!" Tears were slowly streaming down my face. "I yell, it's hard to make me so mad so I don't yell much. Plus, I can't stand to hurt people, you guys have nothing to worry about! You just always make it seem like you do."
"Rose, calm down love. Think about the baby." Ben said quietly, I nodded and took deep breaths to calm myself down.
"Ben, back the fuck off of my girlfriend!" Tony said to him, glaring.
"Tony, don't tell him to back off when he's only trying to help. I may be an emotional wreck right now, but I can clearly see that he's helping mor than scared, little you." I said through clenched teeth still trying to calm down.
"Rose, that was a little much." Ben said to me.
"No, let her say it. She clearly wants you way more than me." Tony said snidely, then turned and walked off. That's when I realized what my anger made me say, I quickly got up and ran after him.
"Tony please stop, I'm sorry and I didn't mean it!" I yelled after him making him stop and turn to face me, clearly pissed off and jealous.
"I know what you said, I doubt that you didn't mean it! I'm sure you meant every fucking word of it!" With that, he turned and kept walking. I felt emotionless now, I couldn't cry anymore so i turned back the way I came and walked.
"Where's Tony?" Vic asked me, I simply shrugged and kept walking to our bus, going into the bathroom and sitting against the door. After a minute or two I stood up, got off the buss and snook off away from all the busses.

Notes

I'll make sure I put some time into tomorrow to post at least one time tomorrow for you guys. Hope you like this, what do you think will happen next and tell me what you think. Is there anything I need to try to do to make it better?